Chapter 1 Crows
His
teacher was talking to him very intently. Her eyebrows were going up and down,
up and down. He put his hands on both sides of his head to force his eyes to
watch her lips. He worked to direct his hearing to the words she was saying. He
caught her last phrase: “So, what did I just tell you?”
He smiled
big. He knew the answer. “You said you were very tired and you want to get
home. You said I am an annoying little boy who you keep having the same
problems with day after day. You said I smell like onions, and also that one of
my shoelaces is untied. You said…”
“That’s
enough,” said his teacher quietly. “What I said was your homework assignment is
chapter 14. Tomorrow you need to bring to school a one page essay giving three
reasons why King Henry the Eighth formed the Church of England.”
Tom looked
puzzled. He thought for a bit. “Oh,” he said. “Okay. I can do that. Thanks.”
Miss Robinson
smiled at Tom. But it was a forced and tired smile. Tom was right, she really
did want to get home. It had been a long day.
Tom put
his books in his satchel and stuck his head out of the classroom door into the
hallway. He looked to the left. Then to the right. He couldn’t believe his good
luck. There was Richard.
“Hey
little buddy,” hollered Richard. “How’s my little buddy?” Richard scooped Tom
up and put him on his shoulders. Tom was amused. He was in 7th grade
now and Richard insisted on putting him on his shoulders. Richard was huge.
Kids made fun of him because he was so big. Tom did too when he first met him.
Richard didn’t care. He liked all his little classmates. Nobody could make him
mad. Tom liked having a big friend. He also liked that he could always hear
Richard when he spoke. What came out of Richard’s mouth was just what Richard
was saying. Most people said so many things all at the same time, it was hard
for Tom to sort it all out.
“I saw you barking at a dog again,” said
Richard.
“Dogs are
so stupid,” said Tom. “Every morning this black lab comes running up to me,
‘You’re my friend, you’re my friend, you’re my friend.’ I’m not his friend.
Guaranteed. Every morning I tell him that.’”
“So when
you bark, you’re telling him you’re not his friend?”
“Yes. He
drives me crazy. You know the big poodle from that grey house about a block
from here? Whenever he sees me, he says, ‘Bring your cat the next time you
come. I’ll totally destroy your cat.’ I tell him, ‘In your dreams you dog; my
cat will scratch your nose right off your face.’ Then the dog laughs. He thinks
it’s hilarious. Same joke every day. But pretty good for a dog.”
Richard
ran down the school steps with Tom on his shoulders. Tom hunched down and
tightened his knees around Richard’s neck and his arms around the top of his head.
They came to the outside door. Tom hunched down even further to keep his head
from smashing on the top of the door frame.
They were
outside. What a relief! All the noise of all the kids’ hollerings echoing off
the walls was behind them. It was spring time. Tom heard a couple of red squirrels
chattering. They said, “run, run, quick, run.” He heard a cardinal. Tom had to
think, “‘maybe its call was something like, ‘Alive.’ Or better, “Hear me.’”
Tom
shifted himself from sitting, to standing on Richard’s shoulders. Richard had
such thick shoulders, it was easy to keep his balance.
“Going
home?” Richard asked.
“Yep,”
said Tom. “I have to get rid of my books. Change my clothes. Get my bike. What
are you going to be doing?”
“Whatever
you do. You want me to wait for you at your house?”
“I don’t
know,” said Tom. “My mom always wants to talk to me about my day at school. I
hope my teacher didn’t call her again.”
“My mom
wouldn’t care,” said Richard.
“I thought
you didn’t have a mom. I thought you lived with your dad.”
“I have a
mom. How do you think I got born?” Richard laughed. He pulled Tom off his
shoulders and put him on the sidewalk to see if Tom liked his joke.
There was
a crow up ahead sitting in the middle of the street. Richard hollered at the
crow. “Get out of the street, you dumb bird.”
To Tom’s
surprised, the crow answered back, “Mind your own business, you dumb Craugh.”
“What’s a
Craugh?” Tom asked. The crow flew off.
“What’s a
what?” said Richard. But Tom heard something else from Richard. It was the
first time ever he had heard anything from Richard besides what he said with
his voice. What was it that he heard? Was it Richard reacting to what the crow
said to him?”
Richard
put Tom back on his shoulders. They didn’t talk after that. Tom and Richard
usually didn’t talk. They just did stuff together. They got to Tom’s house.
Richard reached over and put him on the top step. Tom had to take a step down
to open the door.
‘“I’ll
wait for you,” said Richard.
His mom
was in living room on the sewing machine. His ten month old sister was grabbing
at the cloth material on the floor. When his sister saw him, she made happy
baby sounds. “Hi, hi, hi to you too,” said Tom. “Hey mom. What are you working
on?”
“Curtains,”
said his mom. “No trouble in school today?”
“Mom, I
never get in trouble. Miss Robinson didn’t call did she?”
“Why
should she call?”
“She
shouldn’t. There was no trouble, I promise.” He hugged his mom. “I’m going to
do something with Richard. Probably we’ll just go down to the creek and mess
around.
“Don’t
fall in,” his mom told him. “Should you wear your boots?”
“Maybe. I’ll
take my boots in my satchel.”
“Make sure
you don’t put them back in your satchel all muddy.”
Tom
changed his clothes, grabbed his boots, his satchel and a couple of cookies.
Then he grabbed three more cookies and went out the door. Richard was watching
something.
“Hey,”
said Tom. He threw him the cookies, one at a time. “You want something to
drink?” he asked.
“Nah,”
said Richard. He was still watching something. Tom followed his eyes. “What are
you looking at?” Tom asked.
“Nothing,”
said Richard.
“That crow
over there?” Tom asked.
“Yeah,
that crow,” said Richard.
Tom called
over to the crow in the cawing of a crow, “What do you want crow? What are you
up to?”
The crow
bobbed up its head and looked at him. Then it flew away.
“That’s a
smart crow,” said Tom. “It can talk.”
“I thought
all animals could talk,” said Richard.
“Sort of,”
said Tom. “Animals don’t use words like people. You just sort of figure out
what they’re saying. But this crow, it was like it was talking like a person,
and it was talking to you like it knew you.
The two of
them walked down the sidewalk together. They were an odd looking pair. From
their faces, one could see they were both around 12 years old, but Richard was
six feet tall and stocky. Tom was a foot and a half shorter and slight. Richard
had a measured walk. Tom’s walk was a step, then a skip, then a run. He had to
walk like that to keep up with Richard. But as often as not, Richard had Tom on
his shoulders.
“Let’s go
to that cave again,” said Richard. “Maybe the water is down so we walk inside
of it.”
“That’s so
neat that we have a cave right in the middle of our town. Hey,” said Tom. “I’d
say that crow was following us, except that it’s always ahead of us. But dogs
do that too, you know. They follow you in front of you.”
“Talk to
it again,” said Richard.
“Hey
crow,” Tom crowed. “What’s your name and why are you following us?”
The crow did
not respond.
“How did
you learn to talk crow?” asked Richard.
“I listen
to them. I repeat what they say. I hear how they respond so I can sort of
figure if what I said something makes sense to them.
Tom and
Richard arrived at the park. Some of their friends were playing basketball.
Tom said,
“If you want to play basketball, go ahead. I’ll do something else.”
“No,” said
Richard, “You and me will explore the cave.”
They
walked to an undeveloped part of the park and went under a walking bridge that
went over the creek. They then went through some high weeds and came out to a
sandy area of the creek. Up ahead was the cave.
“It looks
like our crow friend beat us to it,” said Tom as they watched the crow flying
into the cave.
The creek
had an inlet that went into the cave. Tom pulled his boots out of his satchel
and put them on. Richard rolled up his pants but walked right into the water.
He was already wearing boots. Tom had to hunch to get into the cave. Richard
had to both hunch and squat. After walking this way for several minutes, they could
dimly see a large cavern in front of them.
“We should
have brought a torch,” said Richard.
“I did,”
said Tom. He dug in his satchel and found it. He pushed the button and nothing
happened. He knocked the torch against his leg and suddenly they saw crows,
like about 200 of them.
“Welcome,”
crowed one of the crows. “Thank you for coming.” The other crows joined in.
“Welcome,” they all crowed. “Welcome, thank you for coming.”
Tom looked
at Richard. He didn’t seem surprised. Tom was scared. “Richard, what’s this?”
Richard
looked around. “A bunch of crows!”
Chapter 2
Dear Pole
(or should I call you Jill now?):
I can’t
tell you how pleased I was to receive your letter. I’d given up hope that I’d
ever hear from you after your family moved across the Pond. Yes, of course I’ve
heard of the state of Minnesota. And from your letter, I now know it’s north and
in the middle of America . Where you live sounds pretty incredible. I can’t
imagine being able to walk for miles without seeing another human being (though
I guess the two of us sort of experienced that before). Your restaurant sounds
fun. You always did take an interest in food. I’ve become a bit of a vegetarian
since eating that stag at Harfang. I thought the only thing Americans ate were
hamburgers and hot-dogs. But to think you are serving real food in a small town
in Minnesota and actually making a go of it—by gum, I’m impressed!
Just recently
my life became pretty interesting. I graduated from the University last Spring
with an electrical engineering degree. I work for the post office in their
research department. What? You didn’t know the post office had a research
department? Neither did I until one of my professors found me a job in their Radiophone
Service. We plan to offer a wireless telephone service to people in Manchester,
maybe as early as next fall. I’m guessing it will be incredibly expensive. But,
be that as it may, the reason my life became interesting is because I’m now the
adoptive father of a 12 year old boy.
You know
my mother. Of course you know my mother. Everyone knows my mother. She came up
to Manchester because she had heard there was a young boy who was found in the train
station here. He had no suit case, no identification and when asked about
himself, he appeared to be mute. And one more thing: He was huge. Social
services tried to find a foster care family for him, but no one would take him.
I don’t know what else they tried, but they ended up putting him in a jail cell
until they could figure something out. My mother heard about this child on the
news and she was angry. She took the train up to Manchester and went straight to
the police department demanding to see the chief constable. He was not in, and
the jail officer told her she would have to come back tomorrow. Her intentions
were to set all the officials up here straight and to get this boy released.
But where was he to go? My mom came to my house to stay the night, and being
the insolent son that I am, I asked her if maybe she could take in this poor
boy. She had never heard anything so absurd. This was something that the
government needed to take care of, and it was just another example of how awful
our government had become.
Then, to
be even more contrary, I said to her, “Maybe this is not something our
government can do anything about. But it is something I can do something about.
I’ll go with you to the police station tomorrow and we’ll bring him to my house.”
“You are
such a difficult child,” she said to me. “Harold (that’s my dad) and I have
poured our whole lives into you but you just don’t seem to get it, do you? You
just don’t understand why it’s so important for us to hold our government
responsible. This is not about you. This is not about just one child. This is
about a whole British government system.”
I told her
I thought maybe it was more important that I hold myself responsible than to
hold the government responsible.
I was
feeling pretty good about myself when I told her that. So good, that I was
amused and not angry when she responded, “You’re still a child. How could you
take care of a child?”
The next
day she did allow me to take her to the police station. When she went into the
chief constable’s office, I went in with her. After she had gone on a twenty
minutes tirade about the horrible thing this constable and all of England had
done to this poor child, I said, “I will take the boy. I am willing to be his
caretaker until his parents can be found.” At this point I was feeling like I
was Saint Francis. I was thinking so very smugly about how much I had changed.
Here was me, Eustace, now obviously the nicest guy in all of Manchester being
that I was the only one willing to take this boy.
The
constable took me and my mother down the hall to the cell. The boy was sitting
upright looking straight ahead. Something about him looked familiar. The
superintendent unlocked the cell door. My mother went right in, talking at the
boy as she went. “So this is how they’ve been treating you. Tell me your name
young man. I want to know everything that they’ve done to you since you first
arrived here. What has happened to you is unacceptable in a civilized society.
Unacceptable."
The boy
continued to look straight ahead. He wasn’t going to look at us. So I looked at
him, closely. Those tiny eyes, those amazing eyebrows, the thick lips and protruding
forehead. I knew who I was looking at. This kid was a giant. A Narnian giant; of
the giants who had made arrangements to eat you and me the last time we were
with them.
So now
what was I going to do? But I didn’t have to decide because my mother who had
thought it so absurd that I would be taking this boy home with me was taking this
boy home with me. She helped him put on a too small jacket, given to him by the
police. She took him by the arm and led him down the hall. She directed the
constable to bring out the papers that needed to be signed and showed me where
to sign. Then she helped him into my car and directed me to take her to the
train depot so she could get back to Oxford.
This boy
has been with me all of two days now. My boss was pretty annoyed when I called
him to let him know I wouldn’t be in to work. He asked me if I was sick and I
told him I had a family situation. “I thought you lived alone,” he said to me.
“Not anymore,”
I told him.
By the
way, I received the oddest thing from my boss. He had asked me to get a
monograph out of one of his file cabinets that he thought might be pertinent to
this project we were working on. Way at the back was this little gold bell
hanging from an arch on a base that had a gold hammer on a chain attached to it.
I pulled it out of the drawer because I wondered what it was. I asked him about
it and he looked pretty sheepish. “When you’re young, you do stupid things,” he
said to me. “When I was in Egypt during the war, I found it in one of the government
building we were occupying—and I took it. Or stole it, I guess. It’s got to be some
sort of an artifact. If you would take
it, you would be doing me a favor. I don’t need to be explaining to anyone how
I have it and why I hadn’t turned it in a long time ago.” So I did him the
favor. I’m sure it’s all of gold. It looks very magical, especially as there is
some minute very precise hieroglyphic writing on the base of the arch. Next
time I’m in London, I’ll bring it to that Petrie Museum. Hopefully somebody
there will be able to read it. I’ll take some pictures of it and send them to
you—as soon as I get a camera.
Jill, I’ve
got to get going.
I’m so
very pleased to be back in touch with you.
I’ll write
you more the second I can find time.
Sincerely,
Eustace
Scrubb
Chapter 3 Beat Up
Tom had to
look. Who was this girl who was so incredibly beautiful, whose slightly
protruding teeth sent chills down a person’s spine? Mary Beth? She was his
friend—nothing special about her. That boy who was talking to her. Tom could
see he would need to start shaving pretty soon. His mustache was some
significant peach fuzz.
The boy
stopped talking to Mary Beth. He was now talking to Tom. “What are you looking
at? Get out of here.”
“Hi Mary
Beth,” said Tom.
“Get out
of here,” said the boy.
Mary Beth
said to him, “This is my friend Tom. He’s been my friend since we were little
kids.”
The boy
shifted his feet around. He looked at Mary Beth. Her hair was amazing. Each
strand was a slightly different shade of brown. He loved her braids.
“I guess
she does have nice hair,” said Tom. He looked the boy in the face and smiled an
impish smile. “I like her braids too.”
“Get out
of here!” the boy hollered.
Mary Beth
turned her head and walked away. Tom ran to catch up with her. “Where are you
going?” he asked.
“Tom, you
know you’re suppose to listen to people’s words. You’re only suppose to talk to
people’s words. You’ve gotten really bad about that lately. You creep people
out. You make them angry.”
“That kid
was angry,” said Tom.
“He had a
crush on me. Couldn’t you figure out that maybe he would be mad if you said to
him what you did?”
“I’m
baffled,” said Tom. “I just heard this kid saying so loudly how incredibly beautiful
this girl was and that she had these most amazing protruding teeth. Then I
looked and I saw he was talking about you.” Tom laughed. Then he laughed harder,
and Mary Beth started laughing too.
“He really
said my protruding teeth were amazing? Since when do I have protruding teeth?”
“He said
your protruding teeth sent chills down his spine,” said Tom.
“Oh
brother,” said Mary Beth. “Boys are too weird.”
“But you
said he was cute and that you liked the way his voice cracked. That’s weird.
That’s gotta be weird.”
“Tom, you
did not hear me say that with my voice say so you can’t say I said that,” said
Mary Beth. “I’m serious Tom. You may not respond to what people say unless they
say it with words. Or else, Tom. People think you’re odd.”
“Do you
think I’m odd?” asked Tom.
“I grew up
with you. So of course I don’t. This is my classroom so see you later.”
Where was
Tom’s classroom? What class did he have? Oh yeah, social studies. The bell
rang. He was the only one left in the hallway. To the right or to the left? To
the right. He hurried as fast as he could, stretching out his little legs as
far as he could. Little dogs could walk really fast with short steps. He
decided to try that, fast short steps. The classroom door was shut. Tom turned
the handle as quietly as he could and slunched low as he opened the door. He
wasn’t going to look at the teacher. He was just going to get to his desk.
Whew, she didn’t say anything. Or did she? He didn’t know. He quietly pulled
out his social studies book. He was determined not to hear anything. He just
opened his book and looked at it.
This was
his last class. School was over. He was done for another day! He walked out
into the open air. That was a good idea, taking little fast steps like a little
dog. He would be home quick. Then he felt someone push him in the back. It was
that boy who liked Mary Beth.
The boy
grabbed him around the waist and lifted him up. “I’m going to pound you so good
kid. I usually don’t pound little shrimps like you but guess what? For you, I’m
going to make an exception.”
Some other
kids watched what was going on and were laughing. “Fight, fight,” one of the
kids yelled. The boy dropped Tom on the ground and his books went flying. He
lifted Tom up and put him on his feet. Then he smacked him across the face.
More kids gathered around. Tom yelled. Then he barked. All the dogs everywhere
started barking. The boy punched him square in the nose. “There’s blood. Blood.
Blood. Blood,” several of the kids chanted. Tom crowed. Almost instantly a crow
dove down and hit the boy with its beak. Then there were crows everywhere. The
boy was covered with crows, all pecking. There were crows on the kids all
around them. Tom crowed again and the crows stopped. He crowed one more time. They
all flew off.
Tom got
up, picked up all his books and his two pencils and put them in his satchel. He
started walking home. Finally, there was Richard coming up beside him. “Oh Richard,” Tom cried. “I got beat up.
Richard, I got beat up and all the kids were laughing.” Richard lifted Tom onto
his shoulders. “My little buddy. My poor little buddy.” Tom kept on crying. “My
poor little buddy,” said Richard again and again.
Chapter 4 Giants
In
retrospect everyone could see it had not been a good idea to send the Narnia
delegation up to Harfang to collect tribute from the Giants during their Autumn
Feast. The Giants had been at peace with the Narnians for decades, ever since
they surrendered at the battle of the City Ruinous during the days of King
Caspian the Navigator. Each year, after the end of the harvest, two of the
younger Giants would bring their tribute to Cair Paravel. Their tribute was
merely a token. But it showed that the Giants acknowledged the law and
authority of Narnia. And also, over the years, the Giants had assisted the
Narnians in some of their larger building projects. If a jetty needed to be
repaired, or a dam needed to be built, what is handier than having a few Giants around to help out?
But, as so
often happens, an offense occurred that needn’t have happened. Giants, as
everyone should know, have an extra digit. For anyone other than a Giant, what
is distinguishing about a Giant is, of course, that a Giant is big. But for a Giant,
it’s his six fingers (five fingers and one thumb) on each hand and six toes on
each foot.
One year
when the young Giants brought their tribute, a princess by the name of Avigail,
decided to give the Giants a gift in return. She and her dearest naiad and
dryad friends made a beautiful tapestry of Giants and Narnians together dancing
under the Narnian stars and the moon. She thought it would be a nice gesture of
friendship with the Giants. It was a little bit silly, being that Giants don’t
dance (they’re too heavy and too big. Gravity just sort of works against
dancing for Giants.) But horror of horrors, the Giants in the tapestry only had
four fingers and one thumb. These two young Giants expressed their thanks for
the tapestry. But both of them knew immediately that something had to be done.
This was an insult; a disregard of Giantness that could not be overlooked.
As you may
know, for many years the Giants celebration of the Autumn Feast by the eating
of their favorite delicacies. Those delicacies included man pie, Marsh-wiggle
stir fry and talking stag kabob. Since the Battle of City Ruinous, man pie had
been out of the question. But Marsh-wiggle stir fry remained on the menu.
Always the Marsh-wiggles would report this outrage to the proper authorities in
Narnia and always the authorities would not give them much attention for
Marsh-wiggles spoke of the gloomiest possible outcome for every situation.
Also, it’s not unusual for a Marsh-wiggle not to see his next-door neighbor for
months at a time. So it tended to be a long time before a Marsh-wiggle was
discovered missing. Try as they might, they were unable to persuade anyone in
Narnia that such a crime had occurred.
I’m not
going to give you the details of all that happened. You don’t want to hear and
I don’t want to tell you about it. But when the Narnians agreed to the Giants’
request that this time they send up a delegation to Harfang to collect the
tribute from the Giants, the whole delegation got eaten. What’s worse, every
one of the Giants thought this was a wonderful idea, and delicious too. The
Marsh-wiggles sighed a long and deep collective sigh. Vengeance would finally
come their way.
The
Narnians prepared themselves for battle. In their store rooms, they still had
weaponry they had used during their last battle with the Giants. Swords,
spears, arrows and basically any type of projectile was useless against the
thick skin and the stone-like heads of the Giants. The Giant’s only penetrable
spot was right between their bushy eyebrows.
With the
first charge of battle, the only blood that was shed was Narnian blood. But
then, one of the Giants tripped and the Dwarfs were all over him, binding him
hand and foot with their chains.
(There are
stories of kings who amused themselves at their banquets by tossing dwarfs back
and forth. But these were humans and not true dwarfs. Both Dwarfs and Giants
are made of the earth. Unlike the animals, their bodies are not made of carbon
molecules, but of minerals and iron. A Dwarf long dead looks not too much worse
than a Dwarf long alive, and a cremated Dwarf fits in the same size box as an
uncremated Dwarf.)
As the
Dwarfs began dragging the downed Giant back behind their battle lines, a
curious thing happened. The Giants all began wailing and weeping so hard, their
weapons dropped from their hands.
(Giants
are of one mind, quite literally. That doesn’t mean they don’t fight with each
other. Fight they do, with hammers and clubs and the largest rocks they can
find to pick up to heave. But they can do little damage to each other. And the
things they fight about are exactly the same things they fought about the day
before and the day before that. They’re in complete agreement with each other
in what they dispute. Dwarfs are somewhat different than Giants. For one thing
Dwarfs are clever. And being clever, some have speculated that Dwarfs can think
individual thoughts and initiate individual action--though I don’t know anyone
who could give a clear example of this ever having happened. Also a Dwarf is
capable of living without other Dwarfs. Granted, it’s rare, but there have been
Dwarfs who have lived alone among people and talking animals. But there’s never
been a situation where there was only one Giant. If you ever see one Giant,
guaranteed, there is another Giant nearby.)
The
Narnians were bewildered. In their earlier battle with the Giants, with the
help of the bow of Queen Susan the Great, the Narnians had killed several
Giants by hitting that one small spot between their eyebrows. The death of a
Giant concerned his fellows, but not in a way much different than any soldier
who loses a comrade at arms. The battle continued until one of the Giants (or
was it all the Giants?) decided he had had enough and they sued for peace,
accepting the very humane and generous terms of the Narnians.
But never
before had a Giant been captured in battle and taken from among his fellows.
The Dwarfs rejoiced at the Giants’ consternation. They went forward with all
their chains to trip up and capture their next Giant. But King Caspian, known
today as Caspian the Wise, realized the unnecessity of such an endeavor. He figured
out that it was the separation of one living Giant from his living brothers
that caused them such distress.
Bravely he
walked into the midst of the blubbering Giants. “Silence,” he cried out. And
the Giants were silent. “We are in battle with you today,” he said, “for your
improprietous meal of Narnians.” The Giant nearest Caspian began to snicker.
“Silence,” Caspian called out again. But this time the Giants were not silent
for they were all now snorting and laughing. “Best pie I ever ate,” said one of
the Giants. At this the Giants were all doubled over with laughter. “After years
of Marshwiggle, Man pie was good,” said another Giant. They started to raise
themselves up, all with foolish grins on their faces. Several of the Giants
looked leeringly over at Caspian. A Giant behind him began to reach towards
him.
But then a
brightness filled the battlefield. A lion was in their midst. A huge lion.
Could he have been as large as the Giants? All who saw him could not imagine
that he was smaller.
All eyes
were on him. Many were filled with joy. Some with dread. All were in awe, for
even the Giants perceived his Majesty.
“What
shall we do with these wayward creatures?” the lion asked Caspian.
“They need
to be punished,” said Caspian. “Justice needs to be meted out. In peace we sent
our delegation to them and in the frivolity of their festival, the Giants
consumed them. As you can see in their faces right now, the Giants have no
sense of the hideousness of their act. With great pleasure they would eat me
today, not waiting for their festival.”
A gaffaw
rippled through the army of Giants as they heard and understood what was being
said about them. The Giant who had been reaching for Caspian made a motion that
he would reach for him again. Aslan (for that was who it was, of course) looked
at this Giant. The Giant stopped his reaching, but a leer remained on his face.
Again there was laughter throughout the Giant army. But then a very high
pitched cry, as steady as the call of a pond frog in the early spring, pierced
through the air. Immediately the Giants faces saddened. Tears began streaming
down their faces and their blubbering resumed. The piercing call was the cry of
their captured companion.
“Silence!”
said Caspian again. The blubbering continued.
Aslan
spoke, “You heard your king. He ordered you to silence.” The Giants quieted
though their tears continued to stream.
“So what
shall be done to the Giants?” asked Aslan.
“I’m not
sure that killing them, any of them or all of them, would be the right answer,”
said Caspian. “But they do need to be punished.”
The high
pitched cry coming from the captured Giant stopped and was replaced by a loud
gasping sound, followed by, “Help me my brothers. Help me. Help me.”
The army
of Giants began to quiver and shake. They tried to lift up their feet, but they
were unable to bring them off the ground, try as they might. One very small
Giant was not quivering. His eyes were fixed on Aslan. “Please sir,” said the
Giant. “I need to go to my friend.”
Aslan
turned to him. “He is your friend?” he asked. “How was he your friend?”
The young
giant looked down at the ground. “He took me for long walks. He brought me to
the rivers where salmon run. He showed me the eagles so far up in the sky and
he told me the eagles were always watching and that they could see everything so
far away. We went to the ruins of the Giants and we saw what was left of the
bridges and the fortresses that Giants had made in the ancient days. He also
brought me to the bogs of the marshwiggles and I saw their teepees.
“Do you
love your friend?” asked Aslan. The young Giant vigorously nodded his head and
all the other Giants could be seen nodding their heads. “Larry,” cried one of
the Giants. “Larry. Larry. Larry.” The cry swelled so as to be deafening. Aslan
roared, shaking the earth and the Giants quieted. Tears continued to pour down
their faces.
Caspian
addressed the young Giant. “How old are you and what is your name?”
“Today is
my birthday. I am 12 years old today. My name is Richard.”
“Would you
be willing to die for your friend?” asked Caspian.
A smile
filled Richard’s face. “Oh yes,” said Richard. “Yes.”
“He
would,” said several of the Giants. “Richard loves Larry. We all love Larry.”
“Would you
be willing to live for Larry?” asked Caspian.
Richard
looked puzzled.
Caspian
came to Richard and put his arm around his shoulders (He could reach Richard’s
shoulders for he was still a youth and still small--for a Giant) “Would you be
willing to leave your friends and your family and live among another people?”
“Tell the
Giants what you propose,” said Aslan.
Caspian
climbed up on a large rock. He stood and surveyed the Giants and then he
addressed them. “Giants. Citizens of the Harfang. Vassals of Narnia. For many
years my grandfather was held captive by the Green Lady. At that time, the
Giants were in alliance with her. She made you laugh and she made you feel like
you were so very smart. She told you of her plan to invade Narnia and she told
you of her captive prince who she would make her puppet king. Oftentimes she
would bring my grandfather with her when visiting Harfang. All could see that
she had bewitched him and all found this to be very amusing.
But this
was the saddest of times among the people of Narnia. Every Narnian, from the
house of Caspian, to the dryads and naiads, to the valiant mice and chattering
squirrels, to the cleverest dwarfs and the befuddled bears, all the Narnians
had pain in their hearts for their prince so heartlessly taken from them. But
though these were the saddest of days, these were also days of learning and of
beauty for us. Our saddest songs and our most beautiful poetry were written
during the days of the Lost Prince.
“What you
have done and what you have become is not good. You delighted in the evil
schemings of the Green Lady. It was she who taught you to cannibalize. To eat a
fellow creature made in Aslan’s image, is an unspeakable crime. A sin that
demands justice, that demands propitiation. Therefore, it is my desire that you
have one of your own taken from you, separated by space and by community, to
work out a quest for the betterment of all Aslankind. And only when that
Giant’s mission is finished will he be returned to you so as to share with you
the goodness that you lost while in companionship of the Green Lady.”
“No,”
cried a Giant. “No, it can never be,” cried another. “No, no, no.” filled the
air. And then came the sobs that went on and on and on. Caspian stood and Aslan
watched. But Richard walked over to Aslan. His face was bright while Aslan
reached up and placed his paws on Richard’s hands.
Something
was happening to his hands. Then something happened to his surroundings.
Richard
looked about. He was now sitting on a long wooden bench in a large noisy room.
He looked down at his hands. He gasped. He only had four fingers and one thumb
on each hand.
He pulled
off one of his boots. Whew. Still six toes!
Chapter 5 Interpreter
“I’m not
going to school today,” said Tom to his mother. “I told you, I get beat up. I’m
not going to get beat up again.”
Tom’s mom
did not know what to do. His dad was gone. His dad was always gone. He was
still in the army. When all the other soldiers came home from the war, Tom’s
dad stayed on. He was a captain in the army, but he didn’t command any men. On
the rare occasion when he had leave, he
would barely be home when there would be a long black car in front of their
house waiting to bring him back to the field.
“What can I do? What can I do?” his mom
kept saying. Couldn’t she say something else? It was giving Tom a headache.
“I’ll go
to school tomorrow,” Tom said. “I just can’t go today. “I’m so puny. Anyone can
beat me up. I wish Richard was in my class instead of that special class.
Richard’s talking a lot now, mom. I’ve always been able to understand him but
now other kids can understand him too. Pretty good at least. I think he’s
smart. He’s super good at remembering things and finding places.
Just then
there was a hard knock at the door.
Richard!
“Hi little
buddy. I didn’t see you at the playground so I came back to get you,” said
Richard.
“Okay
mom,” said Tom. “I’ll go to school. I know I’ll be late and so could you write
me a note? Could you write a note for
Richard too? He doesn’t have a mom.”
“I have a
mom,” said Richard. “I told you I have a mom.”
Richard
started crying. Or at least tears were coming down his face. Big tears, coming
fast. Tom was fascinated. He had never seen anyone emotional without hearing
them say lots of things. From Richard he again heard nothing. Tom caught
himself. He was so interested, he forgot to be nice.
“I’m sorry
Richard. I know your dad, or sort of. He likes my teacher and I see him when he
comes by our class. Your dad’s young.”
“That’s
not my dad,” said Richard. “He takes care of me. He’s nice to me. He talks to
me lots.”
“Where is
your mom?” asked Tom.
“Back
home,” said Richard. “So is my dad and all my friends. And Larry. Larry’s my
really good friend.”
Tom didn’t
like to hear that. “I’m your really good friend too,” he said.
Richard
smiled big. “You’re my little buddy.” Richard picked Tom up and put him on his
shoulders. Tom’s head was about an inch from the ceiling.
“You’d
better put me down until we get outside. It’s hard to get out our door when I’m
on your shoulders.”
“Okay,”
said Richard. “I want you to meet someone today.”
Tom’s mom
handed him his note and the two of them went outside. Richard started going
left. The school was to the right.
“We’ve
gotta go to school,” said Tom.
Richard
looked up. Then he grabbed Tom and put him on his shoulders again. “Okay,” said
Richard. “I’ll tell them we’ll meet them after school.”
“Who?”
asked Tom. “How are you going to tell them?”
“That
crow,” said Richard. “That crow there,” he said pointing to a crow in the middle
of the street. Tom greeted the crow and then said to it, “Thanks for helping me
yesterday.”
“I see
you. I know where you are. I’m watching you,” said the crow.
“Oh yeah,
yeah, yeah, crow. I’m watching you too,” said Tom. He crowed three times, “I’m
watching you. I see you. I’m watching you,” crowed Tom back to the crow.
School
went not so bad. Every time Tom stepped out of his classroom, Richard was
there. No bullies in sight when Richard was in sight.
All day
the teacher was telling him he was doing really good. Not with spoken words.
Tom kept in mind what Mary Beth had told him. Only respond to spoken words.
Sometimes he could get himself to only listen to spoken words. He did good on
his papers. He raised his hand and answered questions. Just like a normal kid.
That made him feel good. “I am a normal kid,” he thought to himself. “Except
I’m so little.” He wondered if Richard was such a good friend because Richard
was so big. “Some kids used to not like Richard. He is ugly. I really like Richard.”
He must have said that aloud because the girl sitting in the desk in front of
him turned around and put her finger to her mouth for him to be quiet. Tom
smirked. She was so bossy.
When
school was over, Tom wanted to rush home to tell his mom about his good day.
Richard met him outside the classroom door. “Coming?” Richard asked.
“I gotta
see my mom first,” said Tom.
Outside a
crow was waiting for them. “Hurry,” it called. Tom crowed back, “I see you. I’m
watching you.”
“Hurry,”
the crow called again.
“We will
come,” said Richard with Tom standing on his shoulders.
Tom said
nothing as Richard followed the crow to a railroad track. For a long time,
nearly an hour, Richard tromped along the track. Two trains came by, both
filled with passengers. Tom could see passengers peering at them. What could
this very large boy and this very small boy be up to? They came to a bridge
that the track passed over. Up against the bridge embankment was a mother
cradling a child in her arms. They were sitting against a couple of ragged
blankets and were surrounded by their belongings. The woman was looking at the
crow, clearly pleased to see it. Then she saw Richard and Tom and began to
speak rapidly. “My baby is sick. She has a fever. She needs to see a doctor.
But we are bleeders, she and I. We are from St Petersburg. Exiles from Russia.
Can you get help for my baby?” Tom listened carefully. She was not speaking
English.
Richard
helped the woman get up. Then he took her little girl in his arms. Tom looked
down on the girl and smiled at her. She smiled back and made her baby sounds,
just like his little sister. Tom said to her, “You’re right, you don’t know us.
But we like you. My friend is very gentle.”
“We need
to see a doctor,” said the woman.
The crow
said, “I can direct you to the hospital. You need to accompany the woman and
her child. Tell the woman you are going to take her to a doctor.”
Tom wasn’t
sure he could do that, but he said very slowly, “We are taking you to a
doctor.”
The woman
looked bewildered so Tom said it again, “We are taking you to a doctor.”
“You’re
taking me to a doctor?” the woman asked.
Tom nodded
his head. “To a hospital,” he said.
Off they
all went, following the crow.
“Where do
you get food?” Tom asked the woman. The woman did not understand so he said it
again.
“You asked
me where I get food,” said the woman, stating it as a fact. “The crow brings us
food. Meat mostly, that I have to cook. And pieces of bread. We would have
starved a long time ago if it wasn’t for the crow.”
They came
to the hospital and Richard took Tom down from off his shoulders and gave the
baby to her mother. At the front desk
was a nurse to whom the woman began to speak very rapidly. The nurse could not
understand her so Tom spoke. “This lady’s baby is sick. She has a fever. But
both the baby and her mother are bleeders.”
“What is
your name?” the nurse asked the woman.
Tom asked the
woman her name. She understood him immediately. “Anastasia Nikolaevna,” she
said.
More
questions were asked and Tom interpreted.
“Can I go home
now?” Tom asked the nurse.
“Who are
you?” the nurse asked him. “You look like a little English boy. How do you know
Russian?”
Tom
shrugged his shoulders. He didn’t know. “I gotta get home,” he said. “My mom
will be really worried.”
Tom and
Richard left the hospital. The crow was waiting for them. “Thanks Tom,” said
the crow.
“Good job
little buddy,” said Richard.
Tom wasn’t
sure what it was that he had done. He just needed to get home. Back on
Richard’s shoulder he went.
His mom
was at the front door. She looked scared. “Where have you been? You need to
come right home after school Tom. You know that. I was so worried.”
Chapt 6 The professor
Dear Pole:
(Sorry, I
have to call you Pole. I’m just so excited. Lately it’s almost been like I’ve
been back in Narnia again. The only thing missing is my Narnian partner.)
I can’t
think where to begin writing, so much has been happening. My foster son is definitely
a Narnian Giant. How he came to be here, I have not a clue. What he may be here
for and how it is that I am the one caring for him, I’ve got a feeling Aslan is
behind it!
I’m sorry,
I really meant to write back to you right away. I’m a pig, I know. It took your
letter, which came today, to get me back to writing. I do wish you were back in
England. I don’t know if I could wish you were in Manchester with me. I’m sure
there are worse towns. People in Manchester are either rich, or poor. Except
for me and a few of my neighbors. Richard and I live in one of Manchester’s few
middle class neighborhoods. Richard is my Giant’s name. I tried Americanizing
his name to Dick but I was wise enough to desist--before he made me into a
manpie, which, as you and I have heard, is delicious.
About
Richard: I knew I had to get him into school. I could not afford to bring
someone into my house to care for him, nor did I want to. My mother has spoiled
me from the idea of having servants. That’s one area where we agree. A nice
quality about Richard, at least I think it’s nice, is that he seems perfectly
happy just to sit. His favorite spot is outside on our front step. Though he’s
a Giant, he is not too big to sit in a chair as he is still a child—older than
10, but not yet an adolescent. Here’s what’s curious and something I hadn’t
thought of until Richard arrived: when we were in Narnia and when we met Jadis
in her world, we could talk to everyone. They could not have all been speaking
English. So how was it we were communicating? I’ll go into that later. But with
Richard, we could not communicate at all. It took me a while to figure that out
because he seemed naturally to be silent. He never spoke a word in his language
or in any other. Also, as I’m afraid you know, I’m a jabberer so I talked
continually to him. For over a day I talked to him, thinking that when he was
ready, he would reply. The expressionless look on his face never phased me
especially since his expressionless face was the face of a Giant. But then he
finally broke his silence and said something like, “oi da.” I asked him what he
said and he repeated, “oi da.”
“You want
something,” I said to him. “Tell me what you want? Do you need a drink?” I
brought him a glass of water and he drank it. Then he again said, “oi da.”
“Food!” I
exclaimed. “You need more food, don’t you?”
I had been
giving him meals. He and I ate together. I had been giving him portions like I
gave to myself. But Richard was not just a hungry young boy, he was a hungry
young Giant boy. I brought a whole loaf of bread and a can of marmalade. As
fast as I could make a sandwich, he would have it eaten. I had laughed when I
brought the loaf of bread and Richard laughed too. It was our good joke that he
wanted food, and neither of us had figured out that we were unable to
communicate that idea between us.
Since
then, perpetually, I’ve been trying to teach him English words. He’s not doing
too bad.
Now back
to getting him in school. I brought him to the headmaster of our neighborhood
grammar school. The headmaster had heard all about Richard from the newspapers.
He’s a chap hardly older than you or I and he was quite pleased to take on the
challenge. He believed Richard was one of the war immigrants that continue to
seep into England. He already had three non English speaking immigrant children
in his school, but they were younger than Richard. He has arranged for one of
the local women to come into the school to tutor Richard for several hours each
morning. In the afternoons, he has Richard sit with one of the classes.
Much to my
pleasure, several of the kids took a liking to Richard. Though you and I both
know how kids can be nasty to anyone who may be the least bit different than
themselves; they can also at times be surprisingly accepting. Richard is a
creature that is bothered by nothing. He seems to like everyone and to assume
everyone likes him, so most kids do. Like any kid, he likes to play and laugh
and run (not that I’ve ever see seen him actually run, but he does a stomping
sort of fast walk that works as a fairly good replacement for running.)
Okay, now
get ready for this: Richard has made one very good friend at his school. This
boy is as tiny as Richard is big. Richard and this boy go everywhere together with
the small boy standing on his shoulders. And he and Richard can talk perfectly
together while Richard speaks Narnian (or is it Darfang?) and the boy speaks
English. Both boys are boys. That means they’re making random noises about as
much as they talk. But when they talk, each in their own language, they’re
having a regular conversation. To make matters even more peculiar, this little friend
of Richard has conversations with all the neighborhood dogs. The boy barks when
he’s talking with the dogs. He appears to be always angry at the dogs, though
the dogs seem to like him. I suppose that’s because he’s the only kid on the
block that speaks their language.
At the
University where my mother teaches, one of the professors particularly annoys
her. Her mission is to make the studies in literature contemporary. “Relevant
to today,” she says. Her antagonist has as his mission to teach the students everything
ancient. From listening to her, it sounds like a regular battle ground at the
University with the journal article being the weapon of choice. She gave me one
of the more onerous articles by this professor to read so I could marvel with
her at his anachronism. But the article was a delight! Not only was it cleverly
written, but I’ve been thinking about it ever since. He wrote about how words
are like an agreed upon code that a group of people use for the things in their
world and for their needs. I think maybe it’s ironic that a person like my
mother who is so concerned about present day relevance is such an elitist, for
what she really despises about this man is that, as she says, he is a
popularist and not a real scholar. The BBC uses him to broadcast talks. He also
writes books that a person can buy at the local book-seller; on religion I
think. I went to her rooms last week and asked her if she would be kind enough
to introduce me to this nemesis of hers. She agreed as I knew she would, for
nothing pleases her more than to be disagreeable. So she walked with me
straight to his rooms and knocked on his door. As he didn’t answer, she opened
the door and saw him sitting at his table writing intently. “Jack,” she called.
“My son wants to consult with you. Do see to it.” With that, she walked off.
I looked
through his open door and I could see as he looked up that he had resigned
himself that there was no getting away from the delightful offspring of
Professor Scrubb.
“Your
name?” he asked.
“Eustace,”
I said. (I’m pretty sure I heard him mutter, “A name you probably deserve.”)
He came to
the door and held out his hand for me to come in.
“Do you
have a question?” he asked me. “Or merely some remarks?”
The man
was bald, plump, rumpled and deep voiced. Initially he looked me in the eye but
I could see that his mind was back at his writing. “I would like to ask you
about language and how important language is to real communication,” I said.
He looked
amused. “Pretty important, I would say,” he said.
“Have you
ever heard of two people communicating with complete ease though they each
spoke to the other in a different language?”
He looked
up for several seconds. Then he said, “I have. The early Christians, you know,
at Pentecost. Everyone heard the apostles in their native tongue.”
“Oh,” I
said, very surprised.
“You’ve
never read your Bible?” he asked.
“I have
not,” I said. “I have read the Koran; the Bhagavad Gita, or part of it; the
Tripitaka. Even the Book of Mormon. But I have not read the Bible.”
“I
understand,” he said sympathetically. “Your mother. I would suggest you find a
Bible and read it. Then come back and we’ll talk.”
So Pole,
that is what I’ve been doing with all my spare time for the past three weeks.
I’ve been reading the Bible. Generally aloud and generally out on my front step
with Richard. Two days ago I came across a story where a prophet named Balaam
was having a conversation with his donkey. Before I met Richard’s friend, if I
had come across that story, I would have set the Bible down and probably never
picked it back up again. But today I read it and it seems not even something
out of the ordinary—or at least not out of my new ordinary.
Letters.
They take so long to get from your place to my place. I do wish you were here.
But I do have to tell you something: I sort of have a special friend. I think
I’m actually dating her. She is the teacher of Richard’s little friend. I’m at
the school all the time because of Richard. The headmaster and I are
strategizing as to how to give him a proper English education. (So far we are
not having much luck as there doesn’t seem much that he is interested in except
his tiny friend Tom, and other kids.) I got to know this teacher because she is
also often with the headmaster needing his help. She’s the teacher of Richard’s
little friend, and he is quite a handful for her.
Pole,
Richard is home and hungry, so I’d better close. Thanks for your good letter.
I’m so glad we are back in touch with each other.
Your one
and only,
Scrubb
Chapter 7 Tetelestai
“Tetelestai!
Finished!” was her cry and suddenly there was utter silence on the battlefield,
for all life on the whole planet of Auziz was sucked away in the twinkling of
an eye. Jadis smiled. She looked around, so very pleased with herself. But
where was her sister?
“Stop,”
she said to herself. “Don’t let anything keep you from savoring this moment.”
She took a
deep breath. It was better than she imagined. One word. Spoken by her, by her
authority. And every creature, every blade of grass, had its life snatched
away. “Tetelestai,” she murmured again, this time to herself for she was now
alone.
“And what
else?” she thought. “No wind.” Even the wind was gone. She strode back into the
palace and into the Hall of Images. This had always been her good place. Here
sat all the kings and queens of Charn from a thousand generations preserved in
all their glory. As a child she and her sister loved to come here and sit with
them, on the furthest chairs. No one ever told them not to come here. Everyone
knew this Hall was their destiny. No one thought to ask the questions: Would only
one of them find their place in this Hall? And if only one, which one?
Jadis
lifted the square quarter height pillar at the entrance of the Hall that held
the Book of the Rolls. The Book fell to the floor, but she gave it no mind. She
carried the pillar to the middle of the room. Like her father, she had the
strength of ten male slaves. Her sister, she sneered to herself, had no
strength. Her sister relied on her slaves. Jadis relied on no one.
Hidden
high behind a torch mount, she found a small gold arch with a bell attached to
it. She placed the arch with the bell on the pillar and then she wrote her
note:
Make your choice,
adventurous Stranger;
Strike the bell
and bide the danger,
Or wonder, till
it drives you mad
What would have
followed if you had.
When she
and her sister were born, her mother rejoiced. Two perfect girls, beautiful at
birth. Her father was hardly interested. He had fathered many children, most of
whom were about the palace. But her mother was The Queen, the true ruler of
Charn with all its vast empire. The kings of Charn had, since ancient times,
gloried in their strength, and in the hunt. At one time the kings had been the
philosophers. Some were poets and musicians. Governing was a drudgery left to
their queens. Kingship was hereditary. The queens were chosen from among all
the peoples of the world for their abilities. The Council chose the queen. It
was the duty of the king and the queen to produce a male heir. Thus, the birth
of two daughters meant nothing to the king.
The queen
marveled at her two daughters. From the day of their birth, she wondered how
there could ever be one to surpass them. She determined that a son would never
be born, for her daughters would be the honored and the glorious ones.
The two
girls were so alike, no one, not even their mother, could tell them apart. They
were named Jadis and Jardis. But one moment Jardis would be called Jadis and
Jadis would be called Jardis. Or perhaps it was the other way around. Their
nursemaid had an indelible mark put inside the hairline on the back of one of
the girl’s heads. The one with the mark she called Jadis.
On their
tenth birthday, the King came in from a hunt. The white stag had been spotted.
It had taken the King a full forty days to run him down. Dressed just in a loin
cloth and carrying only a knife, the King chased the stag. His hunting party
included one hundred slaves and 20 of his own sons. The job of the slaves was
to keep the king supplied with water and food, and to have a bed for him if he ever
chose to lie down. The job of the sons was to keep up with their father. Like
his father and his father before him, the king only hunted by running after his
prey. Animals are faster than men, but a man has a will that allows him to run
when his body tells him he can no longer run. While still a young boy, the King
would run down rabbits. In his teens he could run down foxes. As a man there
was not prey that he could not run down and then kill with just his knife. The
white stag was the prey of legends. The legend was that the white stag was born
when the world was born.
On the
fortieth day of the hunt, the king was alone. His sons had run well. Only on
the thirtieth day did his sons begin to drop away. And only on the thirty ninth
day did his last son finally leave the King. The one hundred slaves with their
horses and their spy glasses had done magnificently. But magnificently was not
enough for this forty day hunt.
For days they
had been on the savannah, but now he came to a wood. Not far into the woods was
a brook and next to the brook stood the stag.
“Hail,
greatest and least of the kings of Charn, greatest and least of the Auzizian
people,” said the stag. The King was annoyed. Magic was outlawed, and talking
beasts were integral to the magical traditions of Charn.
The stag
continued to talk. “At this moment every system in your body is about to shut
down. You need to take a drink.”
The King,
without thought, obeyed and brought his mouth down to the creek.
“You must
also have nourishment. Ignorant man that you are, you have no idea that the
mushrooms all about you are sweet like honey and contain all the nutrition your
body must have. Even the smallest Azzusian child knows mushrooms as food, ready
to be eaten. But you are the King and thus are not privy to such common
knowledge. So above you are cherries, ripe for you, though this is not the
season for cherries.”
The King
took the cherries not marveling at their perfect flavor and texture.
“You need
to sleep as your forty days without sleep is far beyond the capacity of a man’s
brain. But first you need to listen. The people of Auziz were created with a
strength of will. Of all peoples of all worlds, the people of Auziz were most joyous
and spontaneous. Whatever you chose to do, you could do, and do it well. To
observe the beauty of your dances and your music brought joy to all the
heavenly hosts. But as your generations continued, your dances became more
intricate and more spectacular, while the beauty of your dances dimmed. Your
singers and your songs became more skilled, but less joyful.”
The King
continued to pick and eat the cherries. He needed something more to eat,
something other than cherries. He looked at the mushrooms around the tree. He
wondered if he could eat them.
The stag
continued to talk. “So now, here you are. The culmination of milleniums of
Charn discipline. Better than your father; better than your father’s father; so
much better than your great grandfather—so great is your purposefulness.
The stag
looked at the King. He knew the King was no longer able to hear him but still he
continued. “Most pathetic of all creatures. Nothing you have ever done has ever
benefited anyone. Nothing you have ever done has even benefited yourself. Cursed
you are, for a curse is now all you have left to give. But where there is life,
a choice can still be made. You have two daughters. What will you do with them?
Teach them your ways and your traditions, and all in this world will come to an
abrupt end. Teach them of goodness and beauty, and this world may have another
500 years; years in which joy may again return to this planet.
The king
plucked up a mushroom. Could it be edible? It’s smell: Was it a good smell? Was
it a poisonous smell? He began to bring the mushroom up to his mouth. But then,
it was like he suddenly awoke. He leapt at the stag, stabbed and killed it.
Fire. How
would he make fire? Where were his slaves? “I guess it’s raw meat for me,” he
said aloud as he began the work of skinning the stag.
By week’s
end, he was back in the palace. He decided to give his full attention to the
twin princesses. It was time for him to be their teacher. The Queen objected to
what she called his “harshness”. She understood nothing. He did not expect her
to understand anything. She was merely a prime minister. He was the King and
he, the King of kings, was going to make one of his daughters the Queen—Queen
of Queens and Lord of lords.
He thought
to himself, “Maybe it takes two to make one Great One. Two daughters--one Great
One.”
Before the
King’s intervention, the two daughters were as one. Just as others could not
tell them apart, they could barely distinguish themselves from the other. In
the morning they rose at the same time, ate at the same time, learned the same
things in the same way. They rarely talked to each other, but when they talked
to others, typically one would begin a sentence and the other would finish it.
Never were they apart from each other and seldom were they not touching.
But in one
day, the daughters separated. One became the champion of the people. One became
The Queen.
Battle
began and great was the slaughter on both sides. Jadis laughed at the
destruction. Jardis bit her lip and said the destruction had to be.
Each side
was relentless. But finally the rebels prevailed and into the Great City of
Charn poured their hordes.
Great was
their rejoicing as they rushed up to the steps of the palace with Jardis at
their lead.
Then.
Silence.
Jardis
found herself soaring high in the air, far above the trees.
She called
out, “Caw, caw, caw.” Soaring beside her were ninety nine crows.
Chapter 8 Shopping
Saturday!
No school. Tom looked around his bedroom. There in the corner on the floor were
his Saturday pants. In the window sill was his torch. He pushed the big red
switch on the side of the torch. It worked. The batteries were still good. He
could smell coffee from the kitchen downstairs. And bacon frying. He loved
bacon. They didn’t have bacon very often. Was something special going on? Was
someone coming over?
Tom
dressed and ran downstairs. “Good morning mom,” he said as hugged her. He
didn’t see his little sister. She must still be sleeping.
“Mrs.
Rogers and Mary Beth are coming over for breakfast,” his mom told him.
“Mary Beth
doesn’t play anymore,” said Tom. “I think she thinks she’s too grown-up. But
she’s still my friend,” he said. “At school she still talks to me. She even
walks down the hall with me. A lot of kids tell me I’m odd, but Mary Beth
doesn’t. She’s gotten so tall. Mom, when am I going to get tall?”
“Probably
never too tall,” said his mom. “Your dad is not very tall, you know.”
The sound
of the knocker at the front door had Tom leaping across the room. “Come in, come
in,” said Tom. Mrs. Rogers and Mary Beth, both dressed way too nice for a
Saturday, were at the door. Tom heard Mrs. Rogers say, “This little boy is still just a little boy. It’s funny how boys and
girls are so different.” Tom looked at her mouth. Then he looked at Mary
Beth. He grinned and nodded to her. He knew Mrs. Rogers hadn’t spoken this, but
he couldn’t help saying to Mary Beth, “Are we so different? Just because you
are a girl?”
“I’m not
your playmate anymore,” Mary Beth said to him.
“That’s all
right. You are my friend. I like it that you’re still nice to me.” said Tom.
“At school and stuff.”
“My mom
and I feel really bad you got beat up,” said Mary Beth. “That’s why our moms
decided to get together with us this morning.”
“It was
too scary,” said Tom.
“It’s
scary for me too,” said Mary Beth. “I can’t believe I sort of like him.”
“What?”
said Mrs Rogers. “You liked that boy?”
“His name
is Bruce, mom. I guess I did. I do not
like him now.”
“His name
is Bruce?” said Tom. “That’s hilarious. Bruising Bruce. Bruce the Bruiser.”
They all
sat down for breakfast while the two moms talked. They knew all about Bruce’s
family and how Bruce’s father and his three uncles all had a drinking problem.
They knew that Bruce’s mom had recently gotten religion and was going three
nights a week to that new Methodist church. (It was a rollicking church.) They
felt sorry for Bruce but they decided something had to be done. These big boys
should not be beating up little ones like Tom.
Tom was
indignant. He wasn’t a “little one.” He broke in. “I have friends you know, who
help me,” said Tom. “Richard could take on ten bullies at once. Then when
Richard’s not around, the crows…”
Mary Beth
was kicking him under the table.
“The
crows?” asked Tom’s mom.
“I heard all about the crows attacking,”
said Mrs. Rogers but she didn’t say it with her voice. “I’m surprised Donna (Tom’s mom) hadn’t heard about it. Maybe I should
tell her.”
“There are
sure a lot of crows around,” said Mary Beth.
“I like
crows,” said Tom. “They make so many different sounds. Some people think they
just make a cawing sound but they make clicks like this (Tom made a clicking
sound with his tongue) and this. (He made a sound like a bell made of wood).”
“Enough
about crows,” said Tom’s mom. “You ladies want to get to your shopping. I wish
I could join you.”
“I’m not
going shopping,” said Tom. “You go shopping, mom. I’m going to hang out with
Richard today. If there’s a problem, his step dad or adopted dad or whoever he
is will be there. His dad’s name is Eustace. That’s a worse name than Bruce.”
“I think I
will. I think I’ll join you,” said Donna. “Would you mind? I’ll need to get the
baby up and get her dressed.”
“That
would be wonderful,” said Mrs. Rogers. “But we should telephone this Eustace to
ask him if he wouldn’t mind looking after Tom.”
“Mom!”
said Mary Beth. “You can’t just call this guy. Tom’s twelve years old. He
doesn’t need a babysitter.”
Tom was
startled. He heard an urgent cry from his mom. “I don’t think I want to go shopping. I can’t leave Tom. What can I
say? I’d better say something quick. What can I say? Something could happen to
Tom again. What can I say so I don’t have to go shopping with them?”
Tom felt
bad for her. “Mom,” said Tom. “It’s all right. You can go shopping. You should
go shopping. I’ll do fine. I’ll be with Richard.”
Mary Beth
looked at Tom. She knew she didn’t have to speak to let him to tell him what
she observed. Tom was soothing his mom instead of his mom soothing him. He was
starting to grow up. Just a little bit.
Tom was
out the door and off to Richard’s house.
Richard
was on the front step of his house and Eustace was reading to him.
“Richard,”
yelled Tom.
“Hey
little buddy,” said Richard.
“Hi Tom,”
said Eustace. “Richard and I are reading the whole Bible. Do you want to join
us?”
“No,” said
Tom.
“Have you
ever read the Bible?” asked Eustace.
“No,” said
Tom.
“I’m watching you. Watching you. Watching
you,” said Eustace, but not with his voice.
“You want
Richard to come and play with you,” said Eustace, this time with his voice.
“Yes,”
said Tom.
“Watching you, watching you. I see you,”
said Eustace.
“What are
you, a crow?” said Tom to Eustace.
“I beg
your pardon?” said Eustace.
“I’m
watching you, I’m watching you, I’m watching you,” said Tom sarcastically.
“That’s what crows say.”
“Are you
saying that I’m saying I’m watching you?” said Eustace feigning a look of
surprise.
Tom was
about to call him a liar. Of course that is what he was saying. He stopped
himself. He remembered what Mary Beth said, “You can only respond to people
when they say words.”
“Okay,”
said Tom. “Sorry,” he said.
“Watching you. I’m watching you. Watching you,”
said Eustace.
This guy
was going to drive him nuts. “Why are you watching me?” Tom said.
Eustace
was quiet for almost a minute. Richard was paying no attention to what was
going on. He just sat.
“Richard
tells me you talk to dogs and you talk to crows,” said Eustace.
“I don’t
like dogs,” said Tom. “They’re always talking to me. I just answer them back,
once in a while. Crows talk all the time. They talk among themselves mostly.
But if someone gets too close to them, they say, ‘Watching you. I see you.
Watching you. Watching you.’ Just like you were saying.”
“I didn’t
speak that,” said Eustace. “I may have been thinking that. Can you read minds?”
Tom looked
at him puzzled. Then he said, “I hear what people say. I hear everything people
say.” He paused. “Sometimes it’s hard for me to hear what people say with their
voices.”
“Richard
says you can also understand people who speak in different languages,” said
Eustace.
Tom
thought. Richard was his friend. Should Richard be talking about him so much?
Richard was his friend. Maybe it was all right for Richard to talk about him to
Eustace.
“As I told
you, I hear what people say. I think most people only hear the words that other people say. A lot of people
tell me I’m odd.” Then he said quietly, as if to himself, “But they don’t tell
me that with their words.” Tom started to cry. Suddenly Richard was aroused.
“My little buddy,” he said. He picked Tom up and started to put him on his
shoulders. But since they weren’t going anywhere, he decided to put him down on
the step in front of him and put his heavy arms over both of Tom’s shoulders.
Eustace
spoke to him in French, “You do not need to be sad. God has gifted you with
glossolalia.”
“With
what?” Tom asked him.
Eustace
tried to figure out if Tom answered him in French or English. He couldn’t tell.
But he did understand Tom.
It gave
him a sense of déjà vu. He felt like he was back in Narnia again.
Chapter 9 Fight
“You guys
can go,” said Eustace.
Tom’s face
burst into a smile. He grabbed Richard’s hand to pull him along. “Come on,” he
said. Richard stood up and lifted Tom onto his shoulders and headed down the
street.
Tom turned
his head and waved at Eustace. “Goodbye Mr. Eustace,” he said. “It was nice meeting
you,” he called.
“I’m sure
it was,” said Eustace.
“Mr.
Scrubb actually,” he said to no one. “My name is Mr. Scrubb. Not much better
than Mr. Eustace though,” he muttered.
Tom and
Richard were so happy. They were free to do whatever they liked. Together,
going to the park and the sun was shining. Tom barked as loud as he could.
Richard howled like a wolf. Every dog for blocks around joined in the noise.
They laughed and continued barking and howling. One dog must have bolted from
his master for he ran up to them trailing a leash. He jumped up against
Richard. Richard laughed. “If you bite me, little dog, you will break your
teeth,” said Richard.
“He won’t
bite you,” said Tom. “He likes how you howl.”
Richard
howled again, then Tom howled. Then Tom barked. The dog dropped back a few
paces.
Richard
tried looking up at Tom on his shoulders. “I like him,” said Richard. “Why’d
you tell him to go away?””
“Sorry,”
said Tom. He barked again. Then he howled. The dog ran up in front of Richard,
almost tripping Richard which would have sent Tom flying from atop Richard’s
shoulders. Tom shook his head. “Dogs are so stupid,” he said. “But I won’t tell
him to leave.” Tom grinned as he thought of something. “I really should tell
him to go back to his master. But you like dogs, so I won’t, but I really
should, you know.”
Up ahead
they saw a circle of men. They heard angry voices.
“Call me a
Paki, will you? You scallies. Filthy pongos.”
“Hey
raghead, hit me again. Just try. Hit me again.
“Let’s get
out of here,” said Tom.
“No,” said
Richard. He walked over so they could see what was going on. Seven men, several
in tattered army uniforms had surrounded an Indian man in a postal uniform. All
the men had their arms raised in a boxing stance. Their fists were clenched.
The Indian man struck out and landed a glancing blow on one of the men. Two men
behind him hit him on the back of his head, knocking off his postal hat.
“Take our
good jobs, will you?” shouted one of the men. “Go back to your own country,
rajah.”
The Indian
man struck another man, this time squarely in the mouth. The man stumbled backwards
and fell to the ground. Blood was all over the Indian man’s fist. The other men
closed in on him.
“Tell them
to stop,” said Richard to Tom. “Tell your people to stop.”
“What?”
said Tom.
“Tell your
people to stop.”
“These are
men,” said Tom. “I’m a kid. We gotta get out of here Richard.”
“Stop,”
shouted Richard.
A couple
of the men turned to look at Tom and Richard. “Beat it, you kids,” one of them
said. “This is not your business.”
Richard
pleaded with Tom, “Please tell them to stop. There are too many against the
dark man. He could be killed.”
Tom lifted
his head and screamed. Such a scream! More like an air raid siren, but louder,
more piercing. All the men, included the Indian man, put their hands to their
ears.
Then Tom
said to them, “Go home. Go to your homes.”
“We have
no homes,” said one of the men. “We are the homeless ones. The forgotten
soldiers from the war.”
“I have a
home,” said the man who had been hit and was still on the ground. “Back in
Newcastle. I had hoped the war would get me out of the coal mines. But no
luck.”
“Not with
these Pakis taking our jobs,” said one of the other men. “Good jobs with the
post office. Those jobs should go to us.”
Tom looked
at them. He could hear their anger turning into fear.
“Everybody
needs to be nice,” he said to them standing atop Richard’s shoulders. He
couldn’t think of anything else to say. Then he remembered what his mom said to
someone for whom she felt helpless to help, “God will take care of you,” he
said to the men.
“Will he?”
asked one of the men.
“He takes
care of the sparrows. You are more valuable than many sparrows,” said Richard.
Richard had been hearing the Bible from Eustace. Eustace wasn’t sure if Richard
had heard anything that he read, but he had.
The
tattered men began walking away. The Indian man made them a slight bow. “You
saved my life. Thank you my young friends.”
Tom saw
the man was injured. The man looked at his hand and tried to move his fingers.
A bone, maybe two, had been broken. He looked down at his chest area and
stomach. Many blows from many fists had landed against his body. His head was
throbbing.
“My house
is close,” said Richard. “My dad will help you.”
Tom heard
the man express alarm. “You don’t need to be afraid of his dad. His dad is
kind.”
“He took
me in,” said Richard.
The Indian
man looked closely at Richard. “You are the boy from the train station, are you
not?”
“I am the
boy,” said Richard.
“Where are
you from?” asked the man.
Richard
did not answer. Tom wondered too. Where was Richard from?
Richard
put Tom down and went over to the man. “You can put your arm around me. I will
help you to my house. Tom went to the other side of the man so he could help
too, but Tom was too small, so he took the man’s hand as they walked to Richard
and Eustace’s home.
Eustace
was still on the front porch reading his Bible when he saw them coming up the
street. He jumped up and ran to them.
“What
happened?” he asked as he took his place on the other side of the Indian man.
The man was about to collapse. It was a good thing he had arms on either side
of him to help him. Down the sidewalk, up the stairs and into the house. Eustace
and Richard let him down into the overstuffed chair in the living room. Eustace
telephoned his girlfriend. Amazing things, telephones. The operator got her on
the line and he told her about the injured man. “There’s no way you could come
over and help me, is there?” he asked.
“Shouldn’t
you call the police?” she asked him.
Eustace
wasn’t sure. Most of the police now were soldiers back from the war. He worried
they might not be sympathetic to this Indian man in the postal uniform. Why had
they given him that job? With so much unemployment, wasn’t making an Indian a
mailman like putting a target on his back?
In hardly
any time, there was a knock on the door. Tom ran to open it. He always ran to
open the door. He wasn’t thinking that this was not his house.
It was his
teacher.
“Hi Miss
Robinson,” he said.
“Tom! How
are you?” were her spoken words. “I am so
tired,” was what Tom heard.
Eustace
came over to her and took her arm. “Thank you so much for coming. I’m so happy
to see you,” he said. She smiled. She was happy to see him too, Tom heard her
say. She was so very happy to help him out. During the war she had helped at
the hospital. She looked at the Indian man in the chair. His eyes were closed.
Quietly he was speaking. Miss Robinson bent down her head and turned her ear to
hear him. Tom could see she could not understand him. Tom said, “He’s saying,
‘Thank you, praise you, Vishnu for sending Vamana to help your humble servant.’
He’s saying it over and over again, like he’s chanting or something.”
Eustace
grinned. “Vishnu is the Hindu god of protection and Vamana is his dwarf avatar.
I think he thinks you are his dwarf avatar.”
“I’m a
kid,” said Tom indignantly.
Richard
agreed. “Tom is not a dwarf,” he said. “Dwarfs are not my friends. Tom is my
friend. My good friend.”
“As good
as Larry?” asked Tom. He was kidding Richard, but Larry was not to be kidded
about. Richard stood very still. Tom went over to Richard and reached as far he
could to put his arms around him. “I shouldn’t have said that,” he said to
Richard.
The Indian
man opened his eyes. “Little boy and big boy,” he said. “You saved my life.”
“You have
hurt your hand,” said Miss Robinson. “You have a bad cut. I will wash it with water
and a bit of boric acid. It looks like you broke the bone in your hand that goes
to your little finger, and maybe the bone for your ring finger.”
“They were
hitting him all over,” said Tom. “In the stomach. In the chest. I saw two men
punch him in the back of the head.”
“How did
you help him?” asked Eustace.
“I told
the men to go home. They were all around him, hitting him. Richard kept telling
me to tell them to stop. How could I tell them to stop? I just got mad and
yelled at them to go home.”
“So it was
you that I heard,” said Eustace. “I heard this air raid siren that didn’t quite
sound like an air raid siren. As I listened, I could tell it was a child’s
voice. You have quite the vocal cords Tom. How did you learn how to do that?”
“I just
told them to go home,” said Tom. “As loud as I could.”
Eustace
looked up towards the ceiling. “I think you told everyone to go home,” he said.
“I remember thinking when I heard your siren, “I am home. Why should I go
home?”
Miss
Robinson said, “Me too. ‘Go home,’ I heard. I thought, I can’t teach in
Manchester any longer. I need to go home.” Then she said without her voice, “What an odd boy.”
Tom looked
at her with anger in his eyes. “I am not an odd boy,” He said in a loud
whisper.
Eustace
interjected. “You are a boy who saved a man’s life. You and Richard together.
You have done a very good thing.
“Elaine
(Miss Robinson) God has blessed Tom with the gift of glossolalia. When he
speaks, everyone can hear him and understand him. When he listens, he can hear
and understand everything anyone says, whether they speak words or not.”
“Our
scriptures too speak of the gift of glossolalia,” said the Indian man. “He is
not an odd child. He is the divine child. He is a god.”
Richard
looked down at Tom and laughed and laughed. “He is not a god. He’s my little
buddy. Aslan is a God. Aslan is a lion, not a boy. Tom is like me. We’re boys.”
Eustace
looked at Richard. Giants loved to laugh. He had seen them laugh. At Darfang. The
memory made him euphoric. Adrenalin pumped through his system.
Chapter 10 She remembered
Like
waking up from a long sleep, Jardis slowly regained a sense of who she was.
“Caw, caw,” she cried out. Life was good. There was lots of carrion floating in
water and ripening in the sun.
“Caw,”
cried the crow next to her. This was a new crow. Jardis had never seen him
before. “Caw, who are you?” asked Jardis. “Where are you from?”
The new
crow said, “Life is good. The sun is warm. Lots of carrion.”
Jardis was
bewildered. She asked him again, “Where are you from?”
“Life is
good,” said the new crow.
Another
crow answered, “He came from that boat over there, up on that mountain. That’s
what I’m surmising.”
Jardis had
been watching that boat. She had seen a man looking out from an open window.
She knew from the smell and from the noise that the boat was full of animals.
And people. She remembered people. She thought, “I was once a person.” She
remembered when she was a little girl. Where was her sister? She remembered
when she was always with her sister, doing the same things, thinking the same
thoughts. Now she was a crow, one with all the crows, doing the same things,
thinking the same thoughts.
She remembered
her mother, always so busy, checking on her and her sister, asking them
questions, finding out how far they had progressed in their studies. She
remembered their nursemaid. She was the only one who could tell Jardis and her
sister apart. They would try to trick her, but she always knew.
She
remembered when she became Jardis and her sister became Jadis. At breakfast one
day, the nursemaid called her Jardis. Before that day both she and her sister were
always called Princess. One name for two little girls, except when visitors
came. Then they were Jardis and Jadis but no effort was made to distinguish one
from the other.
She
remembered the day her father returned from the hunt. He was so thin. His face
looked like a skeleton’s. From that day, from early morning to late at night,
their father was with them. Life became hard. He pushed them through every
deprivation: no sleep, no food, no music. And running, running, running. Their
mother tried to intervene. “They need to have their studies,” she said. It was
to no avail. Until one morning, Jardis told her father she was not going to run
with them. Her father shrugged, and off he went with Jadis.
Jardis was
moved to a new place in the palace. She hardly saw her sister again. Her soul
was torn in two. Jardis remembered feeling so lost, so alone. So utterly alone.
Her mother never came to visit her. Maybe she was prohibited from visiting her.
In the palace people were wary of her. They would speak to her politely but
Jardis could always see the fear in their eyes when she came into sight.
One day
she went outside the palace. What a glorious day that was. It was the day of
friends.
Never had
she encountered friends before--someone separate from herself who was not
required to serve her; someone who spoke to her for no other reason than because
they liked her; someone who she could learn from and learn about; someone with
whom she could work, and sing, and laugh. This very tall, this very regal, this
very beautiful young woman found friends everywhere--among the old and young;
the poor and simple; the blind and the strong. Hardly did she encounter anyone
without that person becoming a friend.
She remembered
when she learned of the rebellion that was being planned against Charn. Great
injustice had been wrought against the people by the new Queen. Always Jadis
was building. She needed workers and she took them from wherever she chose.
Always there were battles that had to be fought. Charn was an empire that ruled
without mercy. Jadis took soldiers from the best of the young men. Just like
the old queen. And the queen before. Only more so.
Justice
was not Jardis’ concern. She only took the place as their leader because her
friends insisted she was their leader.
She
remembered when the war began. She hardly remembered the victories. In battle
after battle, the rebels won. But she did remember her companions. She
remembered each one who lost their lives. She wept for every one.
She
remembered climbing the steps of the palace with her vast army behind her and…
now she
was a crow, among crows, crows that were her friends, in a new world covered
with water and the sun shown brightly as she pecked at the bloated antelope,
and life was good.
Over the
years, accidents occurred and many of her friends died. But neither Jarvis nor
any of her comrades in arms (for that is who the other crows were) grew older.
At one time they could speak with the people, and all people could speak to
each other. But then God pulled the power of tongues from humanity and
languages had to be learned. The power of tongues remained with Jarvis and her
companions, but, as they were crows and though they could make many sounds,
they could not speak languages.
At times
they were useful to people. A prophet of God was sent out to the wilderness. God
directed them to feed him as he lived by a creek. Always they were the clean up
crew for whatever died.
Many wars,
many lands, many civilizations. And then one day she saw, walking beside a
stout, short, talkative bespectacled woman; someone very tall, very beautiful
and very regal. Like all crows when they are around people, Jardis crowed, but
she stopped her crowing as she swooped down to look.
Chapt 11 Go Home
Eustace
sat on the sofa across from Indian man. He wanted to hear his story but he
thought it best to allow the man to sit in the chair undisturbed. Elaine was in
the bathroom cleaning up what she had used to wash his cuts.
“See you
later,” said Richard to Eustace. “Me and Tom are going to the park.”
“Grab
something to eat,” said Eustace.
“Not
hungry,” said Richard.
Eustace
smiled. “You will be hungry.”
Tom climbed
up onto Eustace’s kitchen counter and stood up on it. He was looking through
Eustace’s cupboards. “Do you have cookies?” he asked, “Richard loves cookies.”
“Don’t I
know,” said Eustace. “I do have cookies. They’re ones that Miss Robinson made
for us. Go over just one more cupboard.”
“Oh!” exclaimed
Tom. “They’re raisin-nut. Those are my favorites.”
Tom turned
around. His face was very red. “Wretched, uncouth little boy?” he said demandingly
as he looked down at Miss Robinson. “Why are you always mean to me?”
“You may
not call Tom names in my house,” said Eustace glaring at his girlfriend.
Tom took
four cookies, jumped down from the counter and handed three of the cookies to
Richard. Then they were out the door heading for the park. The Indian man rose
out of his chair to say goodbye to the boys, but they were gone before he had a
chance. Elaine, in tears, followed them out the door. Eustace let her go. He
had other things to think about. He started to go back to the Indian man.
Then,
“Ass,” he said to himself. “Eustace, you are still too much like Eustace.” He
ran out the door leaving the Indian man by himself.
Elaine was
walking with her hand to the side of her face to hide her sobs. Eustace came up
and touched her arm.
“I am
very, very sorry,” he said. “I am an ass. Now you know. I’d been trying to keep
that from you.”
Elaine
turned her head from him. He kept on talking. “I come by it naturally. If you
had known me earlier, it would have been evident to you immediately. Nowadays I
generally hide it better. I am sorry.”
Elaine’s
sobbing was less. She listened.
“You are a
special person to me. You like to be kind. I know that. I see that every time I
am with you. Kindness does not come naturally to me but God has been good to
me. He’s shown me I could think of someone besides myself. He’s helped me to
understand how others think and how others feel.
“My job at
the post-office is to figure out how to make use of radio waves, or, as scientists
call them now, electromagnetic waves. I believe there are other types of
invisible wave things out there. I think that in the past, people used those other
waves as their first medium of communicating with each other. I think people
still use those waves today for communicating, but not like they used to. I
think animals always use those waves for communicating.
“The brain
of our little friend Tom is like a human brain from the past. His brain’s first
medium of communication is not from sound waves (what scientist call mechanical
waves), but from what I postulate to be a third type of wave. I call them
glossolalia waves.”
Elaine
looked up. She had been so emotional, she only heard bits of what Eustace had
been telling her. She said, “It’s like Tom can read my mind. It’s so frustrating
because he reads my mind better than he can hear my words. I tell him something
and he doesn’t hear me. But he hears everything I’m thinking; things I wouldn’t
want any child to ever hear. It’s so confusing. It makes me tired.”
“I
understand,” said Eustace. He smiled to himself. He did understand how she
felt. The new Eustace. The post-Narnian Eustace. The Eustace who could
understand beyond Eustace and beyond what Eustace wanted for himself. But now
he (or whatever Eustace he might now be) wanted something very badly. Ever
since he had heard Tom’s siren to go home, he felt obsessed to see this professor
Lewis again. He had to see him right now, this afternoon. If Elaine would help
him, it could happen—not very likely, but it could happen. Did he have the
temerity to ask her?
“Elaine,”
he said. “I have a request of you.”
She smiled
at him.
“I’m
telling you now you should tell me no, for my own good. It’s a bad request. A
preposterous request that no sane person would ever make of another person.”
She was
still smiling. He understood her. He liked her.
Elaine knew,
and her girlfriends had told her, Eustace was not much of a catch. She could do
much better, her friends said. Eustace had dark curly hair, hair he was already
losing. He had black glasses and some sort of minor acne. He was pudgy and was
incapable of looking at anyone when speaking to them. But he understood her,
and she had been so sad just a moment ago when it seemed like their
relationship ended.
“Okay,”
she said.
He told
her his request.
She agreed--his
request was preposterous.
They went
back to his house. Eustace helped the Indian man into his car; promised to find
him a job in the post office’s research department and brought the man to his own
home.
Then he
was off to Oxford--150 miles away as the crow flies. Elaine stayed at his
house. Just in case. Just in case something happened to Richard. He was only a
boy after all. Eustace promised her he would be back before the sun went down.
Back on
the sidewalk Richard said to Tom, “She did not say that to you in words.”
“Are you
sure?” Tom asked.
“I know when
words are spoken.”
“Then how
did your dad hear what she said?” asked Tom.
“He did
not hear. He understands how you hear.”
Just ahead
of them was a crow. Both Tom and Richard looked at the crow very carefully.
“Who are you crow,” Tom crowed out.
“Thank you
for coming,” said the crow.
“I see
you. I’m watching you,” crowed Tom to the crow.
“Thank you
for coming,” said the crow again.
Richard
picked Tom up while continuing to walk. He held him high with his face towards
his face. “What are you guys talking about?”
“We don’t
know,” said Tom. “Just crow talk. The latest thing with crows is to say, ‘thank
you for coming.’
“Where are
we coming?” Tom crowed out.
“You’re
coming with me,” crowed the crow.
“We’re
going to the park,” crowed Tom.
“To the
park with me,” crowed the crow.
“With
Richard,” crowed Tom up in the air with his back to the crow. “Richard is my
friend. We are going to catch crayfish. Richard won’t mind if the crayfish bite
him. He has hard skin. But he needs to be fast. Crayfish are fast.”
“That’s a
lot of crowing,” said Richard to Tom as he put him back down on the sidewalk.
“I like
talking to crows. They help me. When you aren’t around, crows look out for me.”
“So does
Mr. Scrubb. He looks out for you.”
“He’s a
nice man,” said Tom. “He never says mean things to me.”
Tom ran,
and Richard did his Giant gait to keep up with him.
When they
got to the park, there were kids everywhere.
“Richard,
Richard,” called out several of the kids.
Richard
smiled big. “Hi Craig. Hi William. Hi Bruce.”
“Bruce?”
Tom looked up. He came to a quick stop.
“Hi
Richard and Richard’s little puny friend,” said Bruce.
“This is
my friend Tom,” said Richard.
“I know
Tom,” said Bruce. “He’s the crow boy,”
Crows
began cawing, “I’m watching you. I’m watching you,” they were all saying as
they circled round flying nearer and nearer.
Bruce put
his arms over his face. “Crow boy, call off your crows. I’m not going to hurt
you.”
Tom crowed,
“My friend Richard will take care of me. Thank you crows.”
“Thank you
for coming,” they all began crowing. Then one crowed. “Come to the cave. Thank
you for coming.”
“They want
us to go to the cave,” said Tom to Richard.
“Okay,”
said Richard.
Tom looked
anxiously about. What could he say? He barked. Then he howled. Then he crowed.
“I’m with Richard,” he told the crows.
“Don’t be
scared, little buddy. It’s all right. I’m with you,” said Richard.
“Richard
is with me,” crowed Tom.
“Thank you
for coming. Thank you for coming,” crowed all the crows.
Tom and
Richard walked up to the stream. Tom pulled off his shoes and rolled up his
pants. Richard watched him. He rolled up his pants too. He began to pull off
his boots so as to be barefoot like Tom, but he changed his mind.
“We wear
boots,” said Richard.
“We who?”
asked Tom.
“All of
us,” said Richard as he walked up the stream.
Several of
the crows flew into the cave ahead of them. Several others stationed themselves
on the ground surrounding the entrance of the cave.
Richard squatted
and crouched down to enter the cave. Tom followed.
As before,
they went almost a hundred yards and then came to a large cavern filled with
crows. “Welcome,” they all crowed. “Thank you for coming.”
Chapter 12 Warnie
Dear Pole:
It is so annoying having to wait
so long for your letters. I thought over in America you had some way of
expediting the mail—like the pony express. Couldn’t you pay just a little bit
more for your postage and have your letters sent that way? Though I’ve heard
that in the northern regions of Minnesota, everything that goes out between
September and June must be transported by dog sled. Regardless, it sure would
be good to hear from you again now that Narnia has re-entered my life.
This Narnian intrusion has addled my brain. That little boy
I was telling you about was with my Giant this morning when they saw some
ruffians beating up on an Indian postman. The little boy yelled at them to
stop. But as I’ve told you, he has this otherworldly way of communicating. When
he yelled, it was a piercing sound, like an air raid siren. Everyone who heard
this scream, including me, had this intense desire to go home, or maybe it was a
desire to go where you belong, or go to wherever it is that you ought to be.
The yell had its intended effect; the ruffians took off. But for me, hearing
the yell made me feel like I had to see my Oxford professor friend again.
That’s when I sealed my fate by asking the favor: I asked Elaine if she would
stay at my house and take care of Richard while I took off for Oxford. She
agreed. I think that means it’s all over but the shouting between us. I’ll let
you know as soon as we set a date for the wedding. (That’s a joke, you know. At
least I think it is.)
I got in my car and arrived a little after noon. I went to
Professor Lewis’ rooms where I had seen him previously. He wasn’t there because
it was Saturday. I then went to my mother’s house. (She refuses to get a phone,
so I couldn’t call her.) She wasn’t there either. “I am so stupid,” I said to
myself.
There was a little pub nearby called the Eagle and Child. I
went there to get something to eat. I also ordered a Coca Cola. (I love Coca Cola.)
There was only one other patron in the place--a rather stout and rather drunk
middle-aged man. He calls over to me,
“You look like you could use something stronger than that to drink, young man.”
I ignored him, of course.
“What’s your problem, young man?” he said while walking over
to my table carrying glass of what smelled like whiskey. I looked at the bartender
for help and he just grinned, “Meet Warnie,” he said to me.
I stood up and reached out to shake his hand unoccupied
hand. “I’m Eustace,” I said.
“I’m sure you are,” he said to me. “Glad to meet you. You’re
the lad with questions about glossolalia.”
“Don’t be so surprised,” he said to me. “I recognized your
name. My brother said you would be back. You’ve finished reading the Bible?”
“I have,” I said. “You’re the brother of Professor Lewis?” I
asked.
“I am,” he said. “Also his host. His chronologer. His
secretary.” He paused, waiting for me to reply.
“The Bible,” I said. “You were asking if I read the Bible.
Yes I did. Mostly out loud.”
“This was a good assignment your brother gave to me,” I said
to him. I told him about Richard’s little friend Tom who talks to dogs and
crows and who appears to be reading minds, but who actually hears what people
are communicating through a medium of communication other than spoken words.
“Like Jesus,” he says to me.
“Yes,” I said to him, “That’s right! Like when Jesus said,
seemingly randomly to the Jewish people who were questioning him, ‘Why are you
trying to kill me?’ When he spoke of forgiveness of sins to the paralyzed man,
the Bible says something like, ‘He perceived they had questions within
themselves.’ Also, the answers he gave to questions were usually different than
the questions that had been spoken. In one place he told about certain people
hearing his voice and other people being unable to hear his voice.”
I went on. “How about that prophet for hire who had a chat
with his donkey, and the bad serpent at the start of the Bible. You can’t tell
me snakes and donkeys are able to speak words. At the Tower of Babel. Maybe
when God scrambled the language there, maybe what he did was pull this other
much better medium of communication from man.”
Warnie got up. I wondered if he had heard enough of my
babblings. “Do you mind if get my papers and take notes while we talk?” he
asked.
Except to you and the Penvensies, I’ve never talked to
anyone about our Narnian adventures. I’m guessing you haven’t either. It’s too
unbelievable for anybody who hasn’t been there. But I began telling him everything, and
nothing that I said elicited any special response. He just wrote and wrote and
had another glass of whiskey. I looked at my watch. It was past 4 o’clock.
“Where is your brother?” I asked him. “I need to get going.”
“He walks on Saturdays. His good friend Charles Williams is
here from London so I’m guessing he will be getting here late.”
“Here at the pub?” I asked him.
“That’s where he comes after his walks. But you were just
telling me about the emerald lady you met on the stone bridge. How tall did you
say she was?”
“She had to be like seven feet,” I told him. “She was
beautiful. Her voice was like music. When she spoke, you were captivated.”
“Yes,” he said. “I’ve seen her. I know what you mean.”
“You’ve seen her!” I said. “No. You haven’t seen her. You don’t
understand, she’s from a different world.” I was so disappointed. All my
enthusiastic talking. Had it just been to some friendly drunk?
“Your adopted son is from Narnia and he’s here. So why is it
so surprising that this lady is also here?”
“She can’t be here,” I said. “Being so very tall and so very
beautiful would get people to talking a bit, I would think.”
“She has gotten people talking,” said Warnie. “I’m surprised
your mother hasn’t told you about her.”
“My mother?” I asked.
“Professor Barbara Scrubbs who teaches modern literature.”
“That is my mother,” I said.
“The lady and your mother are inseparable,” said Wernie.
“They’ve been in the newspapers recently promoting the standardization of
education in England. Your mother has a peculiar cause for someone in the
humanities. She wants to get rid of all books in the tax supported schools that
do not have a useful and practical purpose.”
It was like I had a panic attack.
I told Warnie goodbye, rushed to my car and took off back
home. What if my mother came to visit me while I was gone and had brought the
witch with her? She would recognize who Richard was at once. What would she do
to him? And why on earth was she on earth? I tried to think how unlikely it
would be for my mother to come to see me at this exact time, the only time I
had ever been away from Richard since he came to live at my house. But I wondered,
why was I so insistent on seeing Professor Lewis immediately? What had I needed
to tell him, or what was it I had to know?
I drove fast. I nearly ran over two bicyclists and I nearly
got run over by an omnibus. A copper stopped me and gave me a lecture. “Please,
just give me the ticket,” I begged. It cost me forty quid for speeding and
another forty for disrespecting an officer.
I drove up my street. It was after 9 pm and all lights were
on in my house, and through the front window I saw my mother, the witch,
Elaine, two other ladies, a young girl, and Tom, very sober and very
determined.
Sorry, not until I get a letter from you will I write the
rest of the story.
Sincerely yours,
Scrubb
Chapter 13 Séance
Alberta loved her Friday night
séance, as she called it. A small group met at the Temple of Anthropocity. She
opened the door between two pubs, climbed the steep stairway and walked the
long hallway into a room lit so dimly as to strain anyone’s eyes. Alberta wore
glasses so thick, she had to have special frames made to accommodate the
lenses. She looked around as best she could and saw the usual adepts seated in
a circle. She pushed herself into the circle and found her chair, the only
empty one. What were they mumbling? She didn’t know. Everyone seemed to be
mumbling or moaning or humming something different. Tonight she had heard they
were going to have a guest teacher. She was fine with that. All their guest
speakers said pretty much the same thing. Nothing is at it appears. Only when
you discard the truth of everything you have learned and everything you seen
will you be able to learn what is truly the truth. The truth is a secret. But
you all are in luck, because I have the secret and you will be able to
comprehend that secret if you perform my prescribed rituals. And, by the way,
you are a god. Through your inner self, you can do anything and be anything.
It was hard work being a college
professor. These college students nowadays were so obtuse, especially all these
young men back from the war. They were so old fashioned, such literalists. The
dogmatism of religion had gotten ahold of so many of them. Alberta taught the
newer poets. She loved E. E. Cummings and Wallace Stevens. What they wrote
could be interpreted to mean whatever was meaningful to the reader. She also
taught John Donne and George Herbert. And William Shakespeare. She had so many
students in her Shakespeare classes, her dean wanted her to teach nothing but
Shakespeare. “God forbid,” she told him. “Shakespeare was an amuser, an
entertainer. He used every trite trick in the literary trade.” (Though of
course, as everyone else knew, it wasn’t
Shakespeare at all that wrote those plays and sonnets.) Alberta liked George
Herbert. He was a master of the allegorical. He used the religious language of
his day to speak of his own inner turmoil and of romantic love. But then her
students; most of them were still back in the Middle Ages. They dogmatically,
and sometimes tearfully, insisted that Herbert’s words were literally of the
crucifixion of the god-man. Absurd. So absurd.
That’s way Alberta loved her
séances. Though they seemed old fashioned, there were no dogmatists here. And
it wasn’t just the privileged young male. Within their circle were the poorest
of the poor and the very rich. The highly educated and those with no education.
Two within her séance were renowned movie stars. Another was a lord in
Parliament and another a vicar. The lady she always sat next to was a prioress.
A hunched back man who was so huge he required two chairs was their
acknowledged leader.
It’s a bit of a wonder that
Alberta knew the background of any in the circle, for it was forbidden to speak
of one’s life in the outside world, the artificial world, the world of smoke
and vapors. But Alberta was a curious woman and she made it her goal to find
things out. Besides, she was not a believer. She was here for the therapeutic
value. She loved it when their guest was a native American who came with his
two teenage sons. They had a pow-wow for them and the whole circle danced up
and down, and called upon the Great Spirit as the man and his boys beat their
drums and howled to the spirits.
Tonight their teacher was an
ancient woman with the voice of a rusty door hinge. She told them that they
were the ones who would be privileged as no other people on earth, for she was
going to call forth the one anointed to bring all humanity to that long
prophesied promised land. This savior had bequeathed life and happiness on two
previous worlds. As her work in these worlds was completed, out of her great
kindness, she had accepted Earth’s invitation to come and breathe an advanced
and abundant life into this world’s humanity. Then the woman said, “Conflict
will arise, greater than in all the wars this world has ever seen. But out of
the conflict there will arise the Remnant, the Phoenix arising from the ashes.”
She pulled out of her handbag two
earthenware vials and poured the contents of these vials into a large mortar
and put the mortar on a table in front of her. She took a pestle and began to
grind. “Come thou fount of joy and blessing,” she creaked. Then she spat into
the mortar and continued to grind. “Come thou force of life evolving,” she spat
again into the mortar. The others in the circle chanted, “Between the worlds,
within the woods,” they said altogether. Alberta joined them, listening
carefully to what they would chant next. She smiled to herself. This was a new
experience. Typically each person in the circle chanted or moaned their own
words. Now they were chanting the same words together. “Come thou blessed. Come
thou chosen. We enjoined, thy will shalt do.”
Grind, grind, grind, spit. Grind,
grind, grind, spit. The old woman was getting tired. She looked as if she was about
to collapse.
Then, a loud crack and a shaking.
Then a flash, brighter than the sun. The old woman feebly raised both her hands
in triumph. Alberta was impressed! She clapped. By herself. What a wonderful
display. She would have been embarrassed to be the only one clapping, but
Alberta was never embarrassed. She was a confident woman, so she continued
clapping, and she heard another person clapping beside her. She looked. Now who
was this? Was she a newcomer? She hadn’t seen her in the circle, but the light
had been so dim. Alberta extended her hand. “Welcome,” she said to the woman.
“Welcome,” said the rest of the
circle in unison.
The woman gave the slightest of
bows in acknowledgement and extended her hand towards them as if in a benediction.
The woman was beautiful. Very
tall.
Alberta thought to herself rather
smugly, “We have another movie star among us.”
Alberta said to the woman, “So
pleased to meet you. That was a magnificent display, wouldn’t you say? Best
I’ve ever seen here.”
Chapter 14 getting her bearings
She had felt herself hurtling through time, through space,
through the universes, again.
Where were the hags?
They had promised her another world. But not a new world.
“You’ve been there before,” they said with a knowing smile.
Jadis didn’t ask. That would be beneath her.
She took whatever opportunity was at hand. Without
questioning. Without wondering. And she would not try to remember. What was
past was past. It was the moment that counted. That’s what her father told her.
Her father. She shuddered to think of him. To be with him was to be outdone.
From her earliest memory, she was so alone when she was with him, though it
seemed to her she was always with him then.
But there was another memory—somewhere back there. Once she
had not been alone. There was someone. She could not distinguish who it could
be. She remembered her nurse maid. And her mother. Warmth and sadness filled Jadis’
consciousness. Her mother who smiled that smile; who touched her and stroked
her hair. Who was always talking to someone while at the same time always
talking to her. And to someone else. Who was that someone? Her mother had been
ordered aside by her father. But that someone had still been there. Who was it?
Did that someone have a face? Or was it a ghost? It had to be a physical
someone for she had such a sense of its presence.
Jadis arrived at her destination. She was in a dim room. She
could see a group of variously shaped people sitting in a circle. But standing
was a hag. One of many hags, all of whom were loyal to her; who took her every
order. Who could do whatever needed to be done. They were the most useful of
servants. But there was something about them. Sometimes she wondered if she
were the one serving them. But she could smell servitude. She was the queen and
a queen required subjects—loyal and unswerving subjects. Anything, the hags
would do for her. So how was it that she, the queen, was called by the hags into
this dark room full of people. How could the hags call her of their own initiative?
Hags were so old; so decrepit. Who had called the hags to call for her?
But now. Time to act. Time to take control. She was always
in control.
The people were expecting her. Except for one woman who was
clapping. Jadis walked over to the clapping woman and clapped with her.
No one talked except the one woman. Jadis knew the woman’s
smell. She was from that planet of chaos. The one she had visited so briefly
before arriving in Narnia.
Aslan! Was this his doing? Was he why she was called here?
Another time. She
would think about this another time. Now she had to act.
But her memories kept pushing into her consciousness: Her
father gave no thought to power. Power was his by right but he took no pleasure
in power. He only used it as a means to achieve and surpass all that had been
done before him; to reach the goal set so much farther than the goal his father
had set for himself. The queen laughed to herself. So what had this
accomplished for him except to cause him to die young? Power was everything!
How many tens of thousands of years had she lived? How many creatures had bowed
before her? How many had she slaughtered?
Slaughtered? There was that presence again. The memory of
that presence grew; and grew. She felt like a wraith. Like a shadow—a brittle
shadow, and the presence was pushing itself into her shadow self. It felt like
the presence was about to burst her into a million pieces. With all her might, Jadis
pushed against it, but the presence kept coming.
They were outside now, she and the clapping lady. Machines,
she perceived; on wheels, propelled by fire. She could smell the smoke.
“Look out!” said the lady. One of the machines crashed into
Jadis. Two people were in this machine that was now spitting out steam. How
dare they attack her? She grabbed the machine and thrust it aside. The two
people shrieked in horror. That was a good sound. Shrieking preceded
subservience.
“Bravo!” said her new companion, clapping again. “That was
magnificent. You are not injured? You are marvelously strong. Absolutely
marvelous. Clearly you are a stranger here. Have you a place to stay? You are
most welcome to stay with me. I have a large house containing just one small
husband. You must come with me.”
Professor Scrubbs directed Jadis to the sidewalk. Jadis looked
about herself. The sun on this planet was about to go down. It was larger than
the Narnian sun, and the light from this sun was sharper, harsher. She could
hear a crow in the distance.
~~~
Alberta was pleased as punch as she opened the door of her
house for Jadis. With a slight stoop, Jadis entered her living room.
Harold looked up from his newspaper. He would have stood to greet her. But she was
so tall. Their living room now seemed so cramped. He felt an urge to push
himself against the wall to make room for her.
“Harold,” said his wife Alberta. “At the séance today I met
this delightful woman. She is not from around here. I’m not sure where she is
from. So she is going to stay with us tonight.”
“Séance?” asked Harold.
“Oh, you know, that queer little meeting I go to on Fridays.
It’s all quite magical. You remember. Today though, it was especially so. After
the incantations, suddenly, from absolutely nowhere, appears this lovely lady.”
“Incantations?” asked Harold.
“Harold, please. I’m introducing you to my friend. —Oh my, I
don’t even know your name. This has all been so exciting. What is your name, my
dear?”
Jadis looked
at Alberta. Should she swat her as one swats a gnat? Through the half mile walk
to her home, Alberta had been speaking to her nonstop. Jadis made no effort to
try and hear or understand what she was saying. And Alberta did not notice that
her new companion had not spoken.
This round,
soft, bald headed man in front of her—he looked rather like one of those
underground Earthmen. Wonderful slaves the Earthmen had been.
Jadis spoke: “It is such a pleasure to be with the two of
you tonight. It is so kind of you to have me as your guest.”
Both Alberta and Harold looked at her uncomprehendingly.
“As I was saying to you, Harold, she is not from around
here,” said Alberta. “You are the one who has such a talent for language. What
did she say?”
Harold shook his head. “The only language I know is French.
Oh yes, I know Latin and Greek of course. Not spoken though. And Hebrew. But just
today at the bank I heard Hebrew spoken. Very surprising to hear spoken Hebrew.
Quite guttural. A young Jewish man from Palestine. He…”
“Harold!” interrupted his wife.
Harold popped up out of his chair. He looked at his wife and
then at Jadis. What was expected of him? He gestured for Jadis to have a seat.
“Can I get you something to drink, or eat? I apologize that we do not have
servants. That’s Alberta’s idea. She thinks it would be quite undemocratic for
us to have servants.”
Jadis spoke again. This time they could understand her. “I
would like something to eat. Meat.”
Harold scurried to the kitchen.
Alberta looked concerned. “We are vegetarians, Harold and I.
To eat meat would be indecent, to deprive another living soul of its life.”
Jadis smiled a beautiful smile. Alberta was pleased that what
she said had been received so positively. Jadis again considered swatting her.
Alberta explained to Jadis how modern people were understanding that humans are
merely one of the many species on this planet and that we all need to learn to
co-exist. Certainly we should not eat each other. Alberta loved to teach. She
loved to enlighten others.
Harold came back with a large plate of cold mutton. Alberta
was aghast. Jadis ate it rapidly, with her fingers and with elegance.
“Harold, where did that come from? Harold, you have been hiding
meat from me. And now Harold, it will soon be time for dinner and our guest
will have already eaten. Harold, I am surprised.”
Harold was surprised too. He figured his secret would come
out, sooner or later. But the woman had asked for meat. It was his long-established
habit that he did whatever a certain strong woman told him to do. To not do
what he was told would be beyond his nature.
While Alberta continued to talk at their guest, Harold went into
the kitchen to put their supper together. He set three plates at the dining
room table and brought out hummus, carrots, canned asparagus, and a brown flat
bread (cheese and eggs had recently been deleted from their diet). He also got
out the last of his secret stash of mutton and put it in a dish on the table, next
to the plate of their guest.
He called the ladies to supper and they all sat down.
And waited.
“Harold, you are going to say grace, aren’t you?” asked
Alberta.
Harold bowed his head and prayed: “Bless, O Lord, this food
to our use, and use us to Thy service. Be present at our table, Lord; be here
and everywhere adored. This we pray in Jesus name. Amen”
“Amen,” said Alberta
Chapter 15 From another
world
“Welcome, thank you for coming,” crowed
all the crows. Again and again. It was so dark in the cave.
Tom and Richard were still standing
in water. The crows seemed to be everywhere; behind them, above them, on either
side.
Tom liked crows, but not crowds.
Too many voices. Though a mob of crows generally all crow the same thing, they
do not crow it at the same time.
Tom backed up tight against
Richard.
Then one crow crowed, “We welcome
you, boy of Craugh. We welcome you boy who hears and who speaks.”
“I’m not a Craugh,” said Richard.
“The crow called me a Craugh. Tell her I’m not a Craugh.”
Tom crowed, “He’s not a Craugh.”
Tom looked up at Richard, “You
understand crow talk?”
“No,” said Richard. “But I can what
this crow said. She spoke as my people speak.”
Tom thought maybe he should be
worried. His people? “Why do you say, ‘my people?’”
The crow said, “Where I am from,
the Giants are the Craugh. I have Craugh in my ancestry.”
Richard looked down at Tom. “I
could only understand a couple of her words. What did she say?
“She said where she comes from the
Giants are the Craugh, and she said she has ancestors that are Giants.”
“That cannot be,” Richard replied.
“You are a crow.”
“I am a crow now. But many years
ago I was not a crow. Nor were my companions. Most of the crows here with us
are crows, from the earth, born of eggs. But forty, minus one, of the crows
here, along with myself, are from another world, Azuah.”
Tom did his best to repeat back to
Richard what he had heard.
“I don’t understand,” said
Richard.
“Like you. We’re like you. You are
not from Earth. Once Earth had Giants. But no more. So I know you are not from Earth.”
Again Tom interpreted for Richard.
He did not have to interpret for the crow, for the crow understood Richard’s
words.
“Was it through magic that you are
now a crow?” asked Richard. “Were you cursed?”
“I was cursed. I am now a crow, by
magic. But to be a crow is not a curse.”
“Who cursed you?” asked Richard.
“Why were you cursed?”
“My sister,” said the crow. “There
was a great war where we fought against each other. She fought for power. I
fought for my friends. There was so much death. There seemed to be no way to
stop the war for I knew my sister. She was the daughter of our father. From our
father she learned to never concede. Never to compromise. So I braced myself to
win. And we did, me and all my friends, and all the nameless hordes who
followed us. As we strode up the palace steps to take possession of what we had
won, my sister spoke an unknown word—a word that sent myself and ninety nine of
my companions to this earth to live forever together; for the natural processes
of this world’s time does not affect us.”
Tom did his best to translate all
this and Richard did his best understand it. He did understand part of it.
“I know a forever person,” said
Richard. “In our world there is a forever lady. My mom and dad said there was
never a time when she was not. We Giants say she is our friend. But I don’t
think she is a friend of the Giants. She laughs at misfortune. Bad things that
happen are her favorite jokes. We Giants, we laugh. All the time we laugh. But
I knew, all the Giants knew, of course we knew, that laughing at misfortune was
bad. But we thought it was clever. The lady made us feel clever whenever she
was around.”
Tom was getting restless. He
whispered up to Richard. “Let’s get going. Let’s go do something.”
“I need your help,” said the crow.
Several other crows crowed, “We need your help.” Then all the crows were
crowing, “We need your help.”
“Why do they need your help?” Tom
asked Richard.
“What do you mean?” asked Richard.
“The crows keep saying, ‘I need
your help. I need your help,” said Tom.
“They are not asking for my help.
They are asking for your help,” said Richard.
Tom was exasperated. “Help you what?” he said to them. Then he
shouted, “What help?”
All the crows were silent. The one
crow spoke again. “I need you to help me talk to my sister. My sister is now on
earth. But she is not from earth. Just like your friend Richard is now on
earth, but he is not from earth.”
Tom started getting scared again.
He had been interpreting what the crow had been saying to Richard but he had
not been listening. Not very closely. Richard was his friend. That’s all he
cared about. But...
“Richard,” said Tom. “You’re from
Earth, right?”
“No,” said Richard. A drop, then a
bunch of drops of water started falling on Tom’s head.
“I’m from Earth,” said Tom. “I
take care of you,” he said to him. “You know that.”
The crow spoke again: “My sister is
a lady. Because I’m a crow, she can’t hear what I say. You need to tell her
what I say.”
“I can do things like that,” said
Tom. “Like I helped that one lady.
“You did,” said the crow. “She and
her daughter are very grateful to you. They have their own flat now. And that’s
because of you.”
“What happened to her daughter’s
lump?” asked Tom,
“I don’t know,” said the crow.
“When you’re a crow, some things are hard to find out.”
A new crow came flying into the
cave. “Here. Here. Here,” crowed the crow. “Here. Here.”
Voices came from the entrance of
the cave. “Tom! Richard! Are you in there? Tom! Richard! Can you hear me?”
“Who are these guys?” asked Tom.
“I don’t know,” said Richard.
“Some man. Or some men”
They could hear splashing
footsteps coming into the cave.
“Should we answer them?” asked
Tom.
The crows were again quiet.
“What do you want?” Tom yelled
back at the voices.
“Thank God,” said one of the
voices.
Another said, “Are you safe?”
“Of course we’re safe,” said Tom.
“What do you want?”
“We heard two boys were lost in a
cave. We’re the police.”
“Oh boy,” said Tom. “That was
fast.” He called out “We’re just exploring this cave.”
Tom and Richard began walking back to the
entrance of the cave. They saw the lights of half a dozen torches coming towards
them.
“We’re just exploring,” said Tom as they came
closer. Two men put their coats around Tom and Richard as they walked them out
of the cave.
“Where’s your mums?” one of the
policemen asked.
“My mums shopping,” said Tom. “His
dad is at home. Probably reading.”
About twenty kids and several
mothers were outside the cave. One of the kids said, “We saw you go into the
cave and then you never came out. We tried calling for you. Then we heard all
these crows.”
“He’s the crow boy. The little kid
is the crow boy,” said Bruce who was part of the group of kids.
“Shaddup,” said one of the
mothers. “Just keep your mouth shut, Bruce.”
A policeman told the kids and moms
they needed to disperse. Another policeman gave Tom his shoes that he had taken
off. He told Tom to put them on. A third took out a pencil and his pad. “What
are your names?”
“Tom O’Shannessy,” said Tom. “He’s
Richard.”
“He can speak for himself,” said
the policeman. “What’s your name, son?”
“Richard,” said Richard.
“What’s your last name?
“Scrubb,” said Tom. “His name’s
Richard Scrubb.”
Richard nodded.
“That’s very dangerous going into
that cave like that. You should know better than that. You didn’t even bring a
torch,” said the first policeman.
To the other policemen he said,
“Thank you men. Bill and I will take care of things now.”
“What’s your address, boys? We’ll
take you home. We need to talk to your mum and dad.”
“Bother,” said Tom. He was mad.
“We didn’t do anything. Who says boys can’t explore a cave? Just leave us
alone.”
Tom took Richard’s hand and began
walking away when suddenly Tom heard words he had only heard teenagers use
before. He didn’t know what the words meant. But he knew he was in for it. So
did Richard, though he hadn’t heard what Tom heard.
“He didn’t mean that,” said Richard,
looking the policeman in the eye. “Sorry. Right Tom? You’re sorry, right?”
“Yeah,” said Tom. The policeman was
still using lots of those words. “I’m sorry,” said Tom. “I shouldn’t have said
that to you.”
“You’ve got quite the mouth on
you, little man,” said the policeman. “We’ll see what your mum has to say about
you disrespecting an officer of the law.”
Chapter 16 Three ladies
Elaine wondered if she had been
played for a fool.
It didn’t matter. She didn’t have
anything else to do. Saturdays were the worst days, living in Manchester. She
shared the top half of a house with two other young women. Her school had made
the arrangement. But the other young women were not teachers. They were both
stenographers at businesses downtown. They also were best friends and had lived
together since after the War. Their third roommate had gotten married, thence
the vacancy which Elaine now filled. She had her own bedroom. She also had
taken over one half of the kitchen table where she graded papers. Her roommates
had their own world, leaving Elaine to find her own.
Elaine gathered up her students’
papers, put them in a briefcase (Quite an extravagance, her briefcase.
Teacher’s pay paid the basics. Yet out of her own pay she had purchased the
briefcase.)
She walked the three blocks to
Eustace’s house. His house was distinguished by its large window enclosed
porch.
“He must make a lot of money,” she
said to herself as she opened his front door. In the porch was a table with two
kitchen chairs and also two sturdy upholstered chairs. She put her briefcase on
the table. The porch gave a good view of the neighborhood. It was a much better
place to grade papers than in her flat.
Eustace had told her that Richard
was always hungry so she went into the kitchen to see what food there was. Men
were funny. The things they bought. One shelf in his cupboard contained nothing
but tins of tuna fish. The next shelf up was all corn flakes and Quaker
Oatmeal. In his refrigerator were six half gallons of homogenized milk. That
looked good. She hated dry condensed milk--the only milk she drank since moving
to Manchester. She found a glass and then found her cookies. Her cookies were
so good with real milk!
She went upstairs. Everything was
neat but nothing was clean. Two little containers of baking soda for teeth
brushing were on the back of the sink; one for Eustace, one for Richard. But no
soda had been used for scouring out the sink. Probably the sink hadn’t been
cleaned since Eustace moved in.
One of the rooms was Eustace’s
study. She had never seen so many books. She liked to read. Something good to
read. That could make for a nice day. She looked at the titles. Shakespeare. He
had about twenty books by him. She had to read Shakespeare in high school. That
was not going to happen again. All those math books. They couldn’t all be text
books. Was he reading them for fun? H.G. Wells, Jules Verne—science fiction, no
thanks. Blaise Pascal, Soren Kierkegaard, weird names. Rudolph Steiner: Someone
had tried to get her to read one of his books before. The book made no sense.
In all his bookshelves she couldn’t find a single novel, not even one by Charles
Dickens.
She was about to go back
downstairs and work on grading papers when she saw an open letter on the desk.
“Dear Scrubb.” She probably shouldn’t read it. She turned it over to see who it
was from. It was signed, “Until we meet again in Narnia, Jill aka Pole.” She
turned to the front of the letter again: “I never thought I would ever say
this, but can’t tell you how much I miss you.” That’s probably enough. She
didn’t need to read any more. She read on: “Or maybe it’s just my longing for
Narnia. Especially since moving to America, it seems like every day I remember
our time there more vividly. I’m so excited to hear that you may have a real
Giant straight from Darfang sitting across from you at your breakfast table.”
Elaine put the letter down. She definitely had read enough. She felt like she
was in a haunted house. Giant. Richard? He was one huge kid. But she knew
Richard. He was the nicest boy. He was the only one who seemed to be able to
tame little Tom.
She went back downstairs and into
the porch. She dug out her red pencil and began grading her students’ essays on
why Queen Elizabeth’s inability to make a quick decision strengthened England
as an international power. She made lots of corrections. She wrote an
explanation for each correction she made. She was pleased to see that after she
was done with a paper, it frequently had more words on it written in red than
written by the student. She took no short-cuts when grading papers. She pulled
up Tom’s essay. Good for Tom. He’d remembered to put his name on his paper.
There was an arrow at the bottom of the page. “See picture on other side.” She
turned the paper over and there was a crowned Queen Elizabeth sitting on her
throne. Or at least attempting to sit on her throne. She sympathized with Tom’s
efforts. It was hard to draw a picture of someone sitting.
She looked up. Quite a ways off
she could see two women walking up the sidewalk. One was a stout woman with a
determined walk, her body bobbing from side to side. The other was very tall
and walked with the elegance of a queen--like a queen trained in ballet. As
they came closer, Elaine could see they both wore dresses in the fashion of the
victory suit. It may have been the same dresses that they wore but the one
dress was elegant while the other was disheveled. The stout woman was talking
with great animation. The tall woman smiled, appearing to be interested in all
that was being said. She saw them slow as they came to Eustace’s house and then
turn up his walk. The stout woman opened the door and walked right in. The tall
woman followed.
“Who are you?” Elaine was asked by
the stout woman. Then the woman called out, “Eustace, do come. I’ve brought a
guest.”
“Eustace is not here now,” said
Elaine.
The stout woman looked Elaine up
and down. She clicked her tongue. “Are you his girlfriend? Why is it that you
are here and Eustace is not?”
“I am not his girlfriend,” said
Elaine. “But I am his friend. I am staying at his house doing him a favor.
Eustace had to leave for the day. He has a boy he takes care of. He wanted me to
stay at his house to watch the boy.””
The tall woman looked down at
Elaine and smiled approvingly. “You’re a lovely young woman,” she said.
“Thank you,” said Elaine surprised
and very flattered.
“So where did Eustace go and where
is his boy?” asked the stout woman.
“Eustace said he had to go to
Oxford to see a Professor Lewis,” said Elaine.
“Professor Lewis?” the stout woman
snorted. “That boy. Of all people, why would he want to see Lewis again? When
did he leave, and when did he say he would be back? But it’s his boy we want to
see. Where is his boy?”
“He went to the park. He went with
his little friend.”
“When will he be back?”
“Soon, I expect,” said Elaine.
“His boy is always hungry so I expect he will be back by lunch time.”
The tall woman stood had an aura
of contentedness, of peace. Elaine spoke to her, “By the way, my name is
Elaine.”
“Jadis is my name,” said the
woman. “I am so very pleased to meet you. My friend here is Alberta. Or
Professor Scrubb. She teaches English language and literature at Balliol
College in Oxford.”
“And the mother of Eustace,” said
Alberta. “Much as I’ve so often regretted it.
“I had such hopes for him,” she
said. “At age ten he knew the industrial output of every country in the
northern hemisphere. And he could tell you the potential industrial output of
every country in the southern hemisphere.”
“He must have been an amazing
young man,” said Jadis. Elaine looked to see if Jadis was making a joke, but by
her face she could see that she was not.
“I blame myself,” said Alberta. “I
should never have allowed those frightful children of my brother’s to come and
stay with us. They were family so I agreed as a favor. I had thought Eustace
could be such a good influence on them. He was just like a little adult as he
rarely was around other children. My husband Harold and I tutored him ourselves
for we knew from the moment he was born that he was an exceptional child. But
all for naught, all for naught. Now he’s become so common. He has no sense of
his destiny to be one of humankind’s benefactors.
“So, ergo, you—his plain little
girlfriend,” she said looking sternly at Elaine.
“I am not his girlfriend,” said
Elaine.
Jadis put her hand across Elaine’s
shoulder, “I would be so very pleased if I had a son who would chose you to be
his special friend. In beauty, in poise, in intelligence, I perceive you to be
a unique young woman.”
Elaine knew better. Too well she
knew better. She knew she was not pretty, or poised. She was a farm girl with
none of the charms of the city girls. But the disdain of Eustace’s mother made
her want to claim as true Jadis’ flattery.
“So, I guess we wait,” said
Alberta. “There’s nothing else for us to do, but to wait. Missy, do be so good
as to get us tea and a couple of biscuits. And jam. Bring us some jam too.”
Chapter 17 Delighted
“I told you my mum’s not home,”
said Tom turning around on Richard’s shoulders as they turned up the walk to
Eustace’s house.
The policeman glared at Tom. Tom
was about to tell the policeman that he was not an imp, when he thought to ask
Richard, “Is he calling me names?”
“No,” said Richard. Richard put
Tom down and opened the door. Alberta was delighted to see Richard. “So here he
is, Jardis; my son’s boy. His is name is Richard. Is he not everything that I
said he was?”
Jadis gave Richard a delighted
smile. “How are you Richard?” said Jardis.
Richard looked, and looked again.
The Forever Lady. The Lady of the Green Kirtle.
“Wow,” said Tom. “You’re taller
than Richard. You’re beautiful.”
The police officer was also inside
the porch. He was there to put things in order. “So,” he said. “I am here to
speak to this little boy’s mother. He has been a very naughty little boy.”
Elaine had been in the sitting
room. She came to the door of the porch. “His mother is not here. But I am his
school teacher.”
“Then I need to tell you he has
been most disrespectful, most disrespectful indeed. To an officer of the law.
We had to rescue him and his friend who were lost in the cave at Wilkshire
Park.”
“We weren’t lost,” said Tom.
“Richard will tell you. We were exploring.”
“I’m sure that’s true,” said
Jadis. “Thank you very much officer, for bringing these two boys home. Your
service is deeply appreciated.”
“But,” said the policeman. “He was
very disrespectful and…”
“You may go now. What you did was
entirely satisfactory.”
“But,” said the policemen.
“Go!” said Jadis quietly, and the
officer went.
“So as I was telling you,” said
Alberta to Jadis. “The Germans went about it all wrong. Any scientist knows it
is not by eliminating the less desirable of the species that brings about
improvement in the species. The more primitive will simply fall away as the
felicitous aberrations of the species establish themselves. Richard has a body
impervious to injury and with such strength. My son told me Richard once fell
from the top step of his house onto the sidewalk landing on his head and he
picked himself up as if nothing happened. His head did not even bleed. My son told
me that he needed to change the tire on his car. As a tease, he asked Richard
if he could lift up his car so he could put it up on blocks. Without effort,
Richard lifted the car for him. It’s such an odd thing that in the human
species, the highly intellectual so typically have such feeble bodies. You are
so much the exception: so strong of body and so strong in intellect. You are
what the human species needs to become—no longer miserable ants crawling around
on this globe, but supermen, superwomen. Creatures that can hold their heads up
high, proud of who they are, proud of what they can be. Masters of the Universe
instead of pathetic victims of a miserable fate. But you are just one person
and I don’t even know how old you are. You appear to by ageless, but possibly
you are beyond the child bearing stage. Now if we could…”
Tom had had enough. So much talk
talk talk. Today was a Saturday. A glorious Saturday where he could play all
day with his good friend Richard.
“Richard,” said Tom. “Let’s go.”
Richard didn’t move.
Tom opened the outside door. In
hopped the crow.
Tom was delighted. “Caw,” he said.
“Come right inside. Welcome, welcome.”
Alberta was so intent on what she
was saying, she did not immediately see the crow. But when she did, she
screamed a high pitched scream. Tom looked around. What was happening? “What’s
wrong?” he said looking at Alberta.
Her scream continued. “Horrible.
Filthy crow. Fleas. Horrible, horrible, horrible,” he heard her say.
“Silence,” said Jadis. The scream
stopped, but as Alberta cringed back against the wall, he heard her continue to
say, “Horrible, horrible, help me, horrible.”
“Caw,” said the crow. “Tom, the
beautiful woman is my sister. Can you greet her for me and tell her who I am?”
What was the lady’s name? Tom
couldn’t remember. “Beautiful lady,” Tom said to her. She ignored him. She was
looking at the crow.
“Excuse me,” he said loudly. “My
friend here, the crow. She wants me to say hello to you and to tell you that
she is your sister.”
The Lady looked down at him,
smiling. “You are such a clever young man,” she said. “So bright, so pleasant.”
Tom thought about that. He looked
over at Miss Robinson. Was she hearing this? She was. He looked at Alberta. She
was terrified. “Help me, help me, help me,” she was whimpering.
Tom said, “Thank you. And you are
very beautiful. I know you are a nice lady. I am happy to make your
acquaintance.” He extended his little hand up to hers. She took his hand in
both her hands and shook it warmly. Her skin was so soft.
“And what is your name?” she
asked.
“I’m Tom. Richard is my best
friend. My mom is gone shopping with my little sister. Miss Robinson over there
is my school teacher. She doesn’t like me very much.”
“I like you very much,” said the
Lady.
“Thank you,” said Tom. “I like you
very much too.” He reached all around her and gave her a hug. Was he too old to
give people hugs anymore? Probably. He felt embarrassed.
“You are delightful,” said the
lady.
The crow cawed again. “Tell her
I’m her sister.”
“Oh yeah,” thought Tom. He said
aloud. “The crow here is also my friend. She helps me when big kids are mean to
me. She wants me to tell you that she is your sister.”
“My sister?” said the lady. She
looked sadly down at the crow. “My sister is dead. She died a long time ago.”
“Caw,” said the crow. “I am not
dead. Instead, I am a crow.”
“She is not dead, but she is a
crow,” said Tom to the Lady.
“You thought you killed me.
Instead I became a crow,” cawed the crow.
“What!” said Tom to the Lady. “You
tried to kill your sister?”
“I am a kind woman,” said the
Lady. “I would not try to kill my sister.” She smiled a big, gracious smile.
She looked at Tom. Then she gave him a knowing wink. “How could a crow be my
sister?” Then she laughed, a rich musical laugh. Her laugh was like sunshine.
“Do you remember?” cawed the crow.
“My friend the crow asks if you
remember,” said Tom.
“Do you speak the language of
crows?” asked the Lady. “Or is this a clever little boy’s imagination?”
Tom was insulted. “I am not a
little boy. I am twelve years old. I’m small for my age.”
“Of course you are not a little
boy. My sincerest apologies. Sometimes we older people are so very insensitive.
You are a young gentleman deserving of respect. I am sorry.”
Tom had never heard an adult ever
apologize to him. Ever. Except for his mom. His mom did sometimes. His mom
loved him. “It’s alright,” he said. “A lot of people think I’m a little kid
just cause I’m small.”
Again the crow cawed, “Ask her if
she remembers.”
“Remembers what?” cawed Tom. This
lady was so nice. He didn’t want to annoy her.
“Just ask her if she remembers.”
Tom sighed. “Okay,” he told the
crow. He spoke to the lady, “The crow wants to know if you remember.”
“Remember what?” asked the Lady.
“That’s what I asked her,” said
Tom. “I don’t know what the crow means.”
“How is it you speak crow?” asked
the Lady. All but Tom realized she was speaking in a language that was not
English.
Richard said, “How is it that you speak
in my language?”
Tom interpreted though he did not
need to interpret, “My friend Richard says you are now speaking in his
language.”
“I speak his language because I am
one of his people,” she said. She took off her shoe. She had six toes. Richard
was overjoyed. And then he was not. “I did not know you were a Giant,” he said
to her.
“My mother had Giant blood. My
mother was very proud of her Giant heritage. Did you know I was with your mother
in Darfang the day you were born?”
Tom was excited, “You are not from
earth? Richard is not from earth. He is very sad about that, that he’s a
stranger here.”
“He need not be sad,” said the
Lady. “You are such a good friend to him. Giants are a close knit race. Giants
think and act as one. What one thinks, they all think. I am proud to have such
a wonderful loving lineage.”
“Richard and me, we think alike
too,” said Tom. “Saturday is our day to do stuff together.”
“You boys run off then. You have
fun together” said the Lady. Then speaking in English she said, “Elaine dear,
would you be so kind as to find me a broom? I will get this crow out of your
house. Such dirty animals.”
An Invited Guest
Chapter 18
“That I will not do,” said Elaine.
“The crow asked you a question.”
“Oh, aren’t you the funny dear,”
said the Lady. “Are you making a joke at the expense of Tom here? But we really
do need to get this crow out of the house. Poor Professor Scrubbs. If we don’t
get it out soon, I doubt she’ll ever be the same.” She opened up the door of
the porch and used her foot to prop it with her shoe, smiling at the effect
that her six toes had on Elaine.
“What language were you speaking?”
asked Elaine.
“I speak many languages,” said the
Lady.
“But you don’t speak crow?” asked
Elaine.
“I do not. Once we get this crow
out of the house, Professor Scrubbs will explain to you that animals,
especially animals as primitive as crows, do not have the brain capacity for language
with words. Language is the great evolutionary advantage that people have over
the animals.
“Yeah, that’s right,” said Tom. “Animals
don’t really use words. It’s more like in pictures. You’re right Mrs—what’s
your name?”
“I have many names. But I also
have one name. My name is Jadis. If you would like, you can call me Miss Jadis
for I have never had a husband. I am so very tall, I must scare men away.”
“I’m not scared of you at all,”
said Tom. “I like you a lot. I like tall people.”
“That’s very sweet of you Tom. Now
Tom, let’s you and me do what we can to get this crow out of the house.”
Tom was flummoxed. The crow had
asked him to help her and the crow was his proven friend. “This is not a
regular crow,” said Tom. “She really does talk using words. I’ve talked with
her a lot. I don’t know how she can be your sister, but she really wants to
talk to you.”
“Thank you Tom,” crowed the crow.
“Could you ask her just one more time if she remembers?”
“Do you remember?” asked Tom.
The Lady, the beautiful Lady
suddenly underwent a transformation. The music in her voice was replaced with a
loud rasping whisper. “I do not remember,” she said. “I choose not to remember.
Every day I choose not to remember. ‘Forgetting what is behind, I press on
toward the mark,’
“The mark?’ crowed the crow.
Tom had to get out of there. He
looked at Richard. Richard was staring at Jardis with unblinking eyes. “The mark,”
Tom called out. “What mark?”
“For the prize,” said Jardis. “For
the power. And the glory. To search out and destroy, and destroy I shall.”
“My sister,” crowed the crow. “My
only sister. My beloved sister.”
“My sister,” said Tom. “My only
sister. My beloved.”
“Beloved?” snarled the witch, for
witch she was; witch she had become. “Then why did you leave me? Why did you
leave me alone with Father-- with his horrible tortures from early morning
until late at night? You selfish cruel thing, to go off and just leave me.”
Tom tried to interpret, “She wants
to know why you call her beloved since you left her alone with her Father who
tortured her. She says you are very cruel.”
The crow cawed, “Tom, I can
understand her. I’m pretty sure she can understand me. I think she’s been able
to understand me from when she first heard my caw.”
“So I can go,” said Tom. “Goodbye.
Let’s go Richard.” But Richard wouldn’t go. He reached out for Tom and held him
tight. Again tears were streaming from his eyes and the tears were splashing
all over Tom. Tom wriggled away. But then he came back to Richard and took his
big hand in both of his hands.
“I did not mean to be cruel,” said
the crow. “I was young. I did not know anything except what the two of us knew
together. I did not know what it was like to be separated from you.”
“Then why did you not speak to me
about it? How could you have just left me?”
“I’m not sure I knew how to talk
to you. The two of us, did we ever speak to each other? I don’t think I knew
you were you and I was myself. Until that Day.”
“Until that day,” said the witch.
“But then you knew. Had you no compassion when you would see me come back to
the palace, exhausted nearly to death. Nearly to death. Day after day after day
after day.”
“On that Day, when I did not go
out with you and Father, I was shunned. No one dared go near me. Not even
mother. So I dared not go near you. You were now the Chosen One. I was the
Abomination. The One who had rejected and thus the one to be rejected.”
“Chosen?” spat the witch. “Chosen
to be feared. Chosen to be alone. Always alone. Chosen to be lied to. (Who
dared to speak truth to me?)”
“You’re not alone,” said Tom. “I’m
here. I won’t lie to you. I promise.”
The witch ignored him.
“You are a special child,” crowed
the crow to Tom. “You do care for my sister as only a child could. I also care
for her. Deeply. But she cannot understand this.”
“Oh hush, hush, hush your mouth,”
said the witch. She had grabbed a book and threw it with great force at the
crow. The aim was perfect but the crow was faster. She hopped from where she
was even before the book left the witch’s hand.
“Oh my,” wailed Alberta.
“Help!” yelled Tom. A stream of
crows flew into Eustace’s house. Several flew at the witch’s face. She swung
her hands at them. One, two, three, four crows all dead on the floor.
“Stop,” cawed the Crow. “She will
kill you all if you attack her.”
So much was going on, Tom’s brain
was distracted. On the table where the witch grabbed the book was a little
golden arch from which hung a bell. The arch was on a pedestal and attached to
the pedestal was a tiny gold hammer. Tom went over to the table and struck the
bell with the tiny hammer. For such a small bell, it made an amazingly loud
high musical note. A beautiful sound that filled the air and then became
quieter and quieter until only Tom could still hear it. Then a brightness and a
warmth filled the room; and terror filled the face of the witch.
“You called for me,” said the
deepest voice any of them had ever heard.
“Aslan,” gasped the witch. “This
is not your world. This is the world of the Son.”
“I am the Son, manifest in the
flesh of a Narnian lion.”
“Aslan,” cried Richard. His tears
stopped. The Lion lifted his paws onto Richard’s shoulders.
“My boy,” purred Aslan. “You have
done so well in this world of men with all their contraptions. You were the
kindest of souls. Are you ready to go back to your people?”
“I am,” said Richard. “How hard it
must be for people here to be so alone, to be deaf to all but language spoken.”
“People here can hear more than
they think they can,” said Aslan.
“I have missed my family. I miss
Larry very much. But I will miss my little buddy Tom. Aslan, can Tom come back
with me? I have so much stuff to show him.”
“Maybe,” said Aslan. “Maybe later.
But not now.”
A mob of crows had filled the
porch. “Jardis,” said Aslan to the witch’s sister. “For Jardis is your name.
Your nursemaid was correct in picking you to be Jardis. You have made choices,
unlike your sister. The first choice you made to leave your father was neither
good nor bad. But it was a choice. Your sister made no choices. She simply did
whatever was in front of her. It was not her choice to speak the forbidden
word. She will tell you that you simply gave her no choice but to speak it. But
since your first choice, you have made good choices. You chose to have
compassion on your comrades. You made a choice to be joyful every day of your
very long life and to glory in the God who made you. You also made a choice to
willingly do whatever task the Father set before you, including helping little
Tom here.”
“Now Elaine,” said Aslan. “It’s
time you went back to the farm. You know that, don’t you?”
“I do,” said Elaine, smiling broadly.
“Poor Alberta,” said Aslan. “Pity
poor Alberta. Blessed with so much intelligence. But today so thick headed with
preconceptions. You can’t even see me. Or hear me. Pity poor Alberta.”
The Witch had gone into the kitchen
and came back with the ice box, which she heaved at Aslan with all her might.
The ice box was incredibly destroyed with the metal forming a profile of Aslan.
“It will soon be your time,” said
Aslan to Jadis, unharmed and unalarmed. “But first I need to speak to Tom.”
Tom had wandered into the living
room. He ran back to the porch where he saw the Witch heave the ice box. “Come
here Tom,” said Aslan. Tom ran to Aslan burying himself into his fur. “My
little friend,” said Aslan. “That bell you rang was a special bell. It came
from the creation of the Lady and the Crow’s world. It was kept in the most
holy temple in their world but Jadis took it for her own. It rings the first of
all musical notes, created before any world was sung into being. The mythology
of her world taught that the possessor of the bell would receive life back from
the dead when it was rung. That was true. But even more true, the note from the
bell is the musical note of life. I am the resurrection and the life. Thus,
when the note rang out, I came—called to come. Predestined to come.”
“Neato,” said Tom and Aslan
laughed, gave him a lion hug and rubbed the top of his butch cut head.
“One more thing,” said Aslan,
turning his head around and looking at each person and at Jardis, and then at
Jadis. “The word you spoke was not a word to be spoken by anyone but the One to
whom it belongs. You spoke it in vengeance. I speak it as its rightful owner.
“Tetelestai!” said Aslan.
Chapter 19 Missed Out on Everything
Dear Jill:
You would think working for the post
office that I would get some sort of special consideration and I guess I did.
For reasons unknown, your last letter to me found its way into the dead letter
box at our post office in Manchester. You had the correct street address, but apparently
Scrubb was not enough of a name for the letter to come to me. Fortunately, my
new Indian friend was kept inside the building today and discovered your letter,
which he delivered personally. (My boss is skeptical about hiring an Indian to
work in our department. He says Indians have no natural aptitude for
engineering—though, he says, they are far superior to the English in service work
and he figures that before the decade is over, they may be beating the English
in cricket.)
I knew you had kept in touch with
Lucy. That’s pretty amazing. It’s got to be more than a coincidence that she
also has been talking with Professor Lewis. I will have to find his book. Maybe
he’ll write about our time in Narnia too. But that would mean he would be
writing about me, on the Dawn Treader. Oh boy! I try not to think about how I
once was (and probably still am). You say he did change all the names of the
Penvenzies, so I’m sure he would change our names too. But I don’t know. It
makes me nervous. Especially after giving so much information to his inebriated
brother. You said Lucy said he wrote the story, pretty straight—even including
Father Christmas. But, as it is written as though it were fiction, I suppose he
could do anything with our stories.
So, here’s what I found when I came in
the front door of my house that fateful evening: I had missed out on
everything! By everything, I mean I missed out on seeing Aslan in real life in
my own front porch. The police were every place; in the kitchen, up in my
bedroom, in the back yard. My mother was talking very loudly to one of the
older police officers. “This is my son,” she said to him. “He is the owner of
the house. Where he has been or why he has been gone, you will have to ask him
yourself. He is the legal guardian of the boy who disappeared.”
Standing in the middle of my porch was
the witch, still as a statue and larger than life. Tom was sitting upright on
the sofa, his feet dangling several inches from the floor. I went over to him
and asked him how he was doing. “Not very good I don’t think, Mr. Eustace” he
said. “Richard’s gone. He went back to his own world. Aslan was here.”
“Aslan?” I said. “A really big lion?”
“Yes sir, Mr. Scrubb. He was really
big. And he liked me a lot and I liked him a lot.”
“Yeah,” I said to Tom. “He liked me
too. When I don’t think anyone else could have liked me. When I was your age.”
My mom was still hollering. “Eustace,
there is a dead woman in your porch. She’s in your porch. You need to be
talking to the police.”
About that time the coroner came.
While inches from the witch, he asked where the body was. I told him.
“Shouldn’t you lay her down?” the
coroner asked. The police thought this was a good idea and two of them came
over to bring her to the floor, but she couldn’t be budged. “It’s like she’s
made out of stone,” said one of the officers. The coroner came over and tried
to take her pulse. “Not a person,” he declared. “This is a statue. I am not
amused. Not one bit. To be called out on a Saturday night. Not amused.”
“Well is she dead then?” asked the
older police officer. “Can you certify her as dead?”
“Not dead because she was not alive.”
With that he turned to walk out the door, stubbing his toe on a crow, or
perhaps just a rock in the shape of a crow.
“My word,” said my mother. “Of course
she was alive. I came up with her from Oxford, just this afternoon.”
Elaine spoke up, “Oh yes, she was
alive. She’s the one who threw that icebox.” She pointed to a large chunk of
mangled metal in the middle of the floor.
The police were bewildered. I was
bewildered.
Finally they left, leaving the statues
of the witch and the crow in my front porch. They promised someone would come
by on Monday to pick them up.
As Tom’s mother and her friends were
leaving, I said to Tom, “We’ve both lost our friend Richard. I don’t know about
you, but I need another friend to sort of take his place.”
“Sure Mr. Euatace,” said Tom. “I can
be your friend. What will we do?”
I told him I thought we might be able
to play checkers. I then told him about this cave nearby that I’ve always
wanted to explore and that maybe we could check it out. He seemed to like the
idea of checkers but did not seem interested in the cave.
I do like this little Tom. If he does come by,
I’ll do what I can to not make him my research project to confirm my quirky
idea of glossolia waves. Besides, if I do fall into “observing” him, he’ll be
accusing me of being a crow again.
As Elaine was leaving, I thanked her, which
seemed to fluster her-- as the person I had asked her to watch over had vanished.
“When will I see you again?” I asked
her.
“Probably never,” she told me. “I’m
going back to the farm tomorrow.”
“Tomorrow?” I asked. “You’re still
teaching school. You can’t just leave tomorrow.”
“I’ll bet I can,” she said.
Then it was just me and my mom.
As she and I were changing the sheets
of Richard’s bed so she would have a place to sleep, she said to me, “Eustace
Clarence, you need to know, not everything is as it seems. You’re like your
father. You’re a man, and men think everything can be explained. But some
things can’t. Some very unusual things have happened here today, very unusual
things.”
“You’re right mom,” I said.
Then I gave her a hug and kissed her
on the forehead, much to her annoyance.
So Jill, I think this is the end of this
adventure. I do wish I had seen Aslan. More than anything.
Thanks again for your good letters.
I’m hoping I’ll have something to write about the next time I write--unless you
want to hear about radio phones. The engineering of the radio phone involves all
the latest transcontinental scientific research, and the potentials for it is very
exciting!
Sincerely Yours,
Scrubb
Last chapter-- The hags
The next day five very old women came
to Eustace’s door. Eustace opened the door and asked what he could do for them.
Their answer was to press past him as they shuffled, bent over, through his
door. With much effort, and many moans and groans, they were able to push over
the figure of Jardis. It landed with a resounding thud. Then each grabbed a
leg, or an arm, or the head.
Eustace held the door for them as they
struggled out the door and down the steps and up the sidewalk and, so very
slowly, out of sight.
Through their exertions and through their
magic, they brought Jadis to her long dead world, to sit forever enthroned at
the end of the line of the kings and queens of great City of Charn, surrounded
by its rubble.
Last chapter-- The heavenly hosts
Where was she now? Jardis was soaring
high above the mountains. She could see the first of the sun’s rays piercing
through the far pine forest. She looked about and saw, what were they? Angels?
So graceful. So bright.
Soaring up ahead. Was it a lion? Where
were its wings?
“Welcome,” She heard it say. “Beloved,
for thou hast loved. No longer a crow. Now thou art one with all of the
heavenly hosts.”
Last chapter-- The Giants
Not long after Richard had been taken
from the Giants, the Giants came into Narnia determined to atone for their bad
behavior. They gushed their apologies to anyone who would listen and they
begged the Narnians to let them do something, some kindness. Initially it was
unsettling for the Narnians to have these large (and not attractive) creatures
so plentiful and so near. But the Narnians listened to their king who told them
that the Giants should be allowed to make amends; and they gave them tasks. The
dwarfs found them useful for expanding their mining operations. The beaver had
them widen their rivers and enlarge their ponds. Quite impressive stone bridges
were built. (It could be that as individuals their intelligence was limited.
But when working together, they could build anything.)
Each morning, before Caspian had his
breakfast, one of the Giants would ask audience of him. “Have we done enough
yet?” the Giant would ask. “May Richard return to us?”
Caspian had no idea how to answer, so he
would simply smile and tell the Giant that all of them were doing wonderfully.
Then one day, Richard reappeared.
The tears of joy that were shed
drenched the land like a spring rain. No one was more joyful than Larry.
And all the Giants’ work stopped. And they
returned to their land.
But Richard, all by himself, would sometimes
come and visit with the Narnians.
On one of his visits Caspian asked
Richard about where he had been during his exile, and Richard told him about
Tom.
“How extraordinary of a person,” Caspian
said to Richard. “To stop an angry group of men with merely his voice.”
Richard looked at him quizzically.
“To be able to speak and to understand
all creatures, even the birds and the squirrels. To call forth Aslan by the
mere striking of a bell.”
Your friend,” said Caspian. “He was
one of the gifted. One of the great ones.”
“A great one?” said Richard.
He thought.
Then he laughed
(as only a Giant can laugh).
“No, no, no” he said. “Tom’s my little
buddy.”
Chapter 20 Epilogue
Her girlfriends told her she had
to see this guy. Their church was sponsoring a servicemen’s club at the
storefront on East and Chestnut. It was less than a mile from the army base
that had been set up outside of town. Initially the base was to house the hordes
of Americans coming over to England to join in the war effort. But Americans
like everything big, and a base that could only accommodate a couple thousand
soldiers was too small for them. So instead the base was used to house soldiers
from Ireland, Scotland, Wales, and the Isle of Man.
One little soldier--soaking wet he
couldn’t have weighed more than 100 pounds. No one escaped his attention and he
made sure he had yours.
“Hey matey,” he would call out.
“What’s your name?” If you dared to ignore him, he would call you by your name.
Like, “David? Well that’s a fine name. Nothing to be ashamed of having a name
like that. Oh, I see, it’s your middle name that’s causing you problems. Matey,
your secret stays with me. Nobody needs to know that you’re David LeRoy, though
as far as I’m concerned, I’d be proud to have such a name. LeRoy—that’s French
isn’t it? Means the king. So just who is it that you are the king of?” Then
he’d extend out his hand, “Mike’s my name,” he would say, “Mike O’Shannessy.”
All that Donna knew when she went
to the servicemen’s club was that one of the soldiers there was funny. Donna
needed some cheering up. The church had asked that the girls not come to the
club unless they were there to share the gospel with the men. For anyone willing,
classes had been held on how to best present the gospel. Donna thought she
might be willing, but she knew she was much too shy, so she never took the
classes.
“Just come anyway,” said Thelma.
“Last night I could have died, I laughed so hard.”
When they opened the front door
Mike had already taken the stage—behind the podium which held a large Bible. A
dog was sitting next to him with one paw up. “Now take that paw of yours,” said
Mike, “And get that flea behind your ear there.” Then Mike barked and the dog
took his paw and began to rigorously scratch behind his ear. “Hey Max, that
lady has a mouse in her purse,” he said looking straight at Donna. Donna
wilted. “Please, no attention. Please, let me just hide. Oh, no, please no,”
she thought frantically to herself. Mike caught himself. “Maybe that’s the
wrong purse. Try that purse over there,” he said. Then he barked and the dog leapt
across the room, grabbed that purse in his teeth, brought it up to where the
podium was and shook the contents of the purse all over the floor. “No mouse,”
said Mike sadly. “And stuff all over the place. Wow, this purse was loaded.
Let’s see here. Here’s a mirror. One, two, three, four, five tubes of lipstick.
A little New Testament. A very nice assortment of gospel tracts: ‘Mr Serviceman,
are you ready to meet your Maker?’ That’s a good question, very good question.
Here's another one: ‘Two Roads, Two Destinies, Which Road will you choose?’
Another good question.
After Mike had gathered everything
back into the purse, he returned it to its owner, apologizing profusely for the
dog who he said had just come in off the street, and was clearly not a Christian
dog. He then went over to Donna and Thelma. “How are you ladies?” he asked.
“I’m sorry, ma’am,” he said to Donna. “I should have been more considerate. It
wasn’t right, me picking on you just as you came in the door. What’s your name,
me lady?” he asked.
Thelma chimed in. “I thought you
knew everyone’s name.”
“Not until they tell me,” said
Mike. “Your friend hasn’t told me her name yet. But she’s told me some other
things, like she doesn’t like me very much and she wishes she had never come
here.” Mike said this almost tearfully. “I should know better,” said Mike. “I’m
such a show-off. I am very sorry.”
“You really don’t know her name?”
said Thelma incredulously. “The boys here say you know everyone’s name and no
one has to say anything. You just know it. They say you’re magic, like a
leprechaun.”
“Oh yeah, right,” said Mike.
“Magic Mike. That’s me. But if I was a leprechaun, I’d get that pot of gold
they say leprechauns have. But I’m afraid I’m just little Mike, always broke,
always looking for a friend.”
“I’m Donna,” said Donna. “I can
see you are a nice man.”
“I’d like to be a nice man. I mean
to be a nice man. But I’m just Mike. Plain Mike.”
This was Donna’s queue. She had
never witnessed before. Now she had to. “ForGodsolovedtheworldthatHegaveHisOnlyBegottenSonthatwhosoeverbelievethinHimshouldnotperishbuthaveeverlastinglife.ForGodsentnotHisSonintotheworldtocondemntheworldbutthattheworldthroughHimmightbelieve.
TrustintheLordwithallyourheartandleannotuntoyourownunderstandingInallyourwaysacknowledgeHimandHewilldirectyourpath.HewhobelievethintheSonhaslifeandHewhobelievethnotiscondemnedalready.”
“Your name is Donna,” said Mike. “And
you feel much better about being here now. That’s good. I like that you are
shy. I’m shy too, but I talk all the time to try to keep the shyness away. It
hurts to be shy, and in this world there are enough things that hurt without
shyness adding to it.”
Thelma was embarrassed and a
little confused. Donna really should have taken that gospel class. What she
said to this man couldn’t have made much sense to him. But what was he saying
to her?
She quickly figured out that Donna
and Mike had fallen in love. “That was the fastest falling in love thing that
I’ve ever seen,” she thought. “He’s such a little squirt. Is she sure about
this?”
“Donna’s pretty small too,” said
Mike to Thelma. “Hardly taller than me,” he said.
Who could believe it? They were
married three weeks later. So was Thelma. She met a soldier that same night,
having wandered away from the stricken young couple.
They had a double wedding. First
Mike and Donna were married. Then Thelma and Ted were married. Their receptions
were together in the church basement.
Donna and Thelma’s grooms were to
be deployed to North Africa.
There had been no time to lose.
Donna had been concerned about
marrying an “unbeliever.” To be “unequally yoked” with someone who did not
share her belief system was not something she was going to do. But Mike was
delighted to get “saved.” He prayed the Prayer of Faith, asking Jesus to come
into his heart. If he died he knew why God should let him into His heaven:
because he had trusted in the finished work of Christ, the One who loved him so
much that He died for him. He had been washed in the blood of the Holy Lamb of
God. Mike forsook gambling, swearing, smoking; and went to the church meeting
three times a week while holding the hand of his girlfriend.
One night together, but no
honeymoon, for Mike and Ted were on the boat the next day with 1200 other
soldiers heading for North Africa.
A man of Mike’s reputed talents was
moved from the artillery to interrogation. In desperate times, and these were
desperate times, torture was deemed a necessity to get information out of the
enemy. An Egyptian who had collaborated with the Nazi’s was brought in.
“God be praised. There is no god
but God. To God we belong and to God we will return. God be praised. I seek
refuge in God from the accursed Satan.” said Mike.
“What are you talking about?” said
his sergeant. “Is this what you think this guy is saying? You don’t even know.
These people, they don’t say God. They say Allah. If you could read his mind,
you would know that.”
“I can’t read minds,” said Mike.
“I told them that. I just can tell what people are saying. But if they don’t
want to talk, I don’t hear anything, and these are the only words this guy has
said in all the time we’ve been here with him.”
“Well you didn’t hear him say God
because these people don’t say God.”
“Then find me another job,” said
Mike. “Send me to kitchen patrol. In these interrogation rooms, people don’t
talk, at least not that I can hear.”
“So what good are you then?” asked
the sergeant.
“No good at all,” said Mike.
One of the generals felt
otherwise. He felt the need for his own personal jester. Just to look at Mike
made him laugh.
Mike was at his side when he was
talking to the Egyptian Field Marshall about coordinating their forces for the
defense of the coast. Mike started singing, “Jesus the very thought of Thee,
with sweetness fills my breast. But better far Thy face to see, and in Thy
presence rest.” The Field Marshall looked at him quizzically. “You are a
Believer,” he said, “to sing that song.”
“Believer?” asked Mike. “I sing
that song because that is the song you are singing. It’s a song I’ve sung
before, over in England at my girlfriend’s church—I mean my wife’s church.”
The Field Marshall began to shake
with emotion. “That song is always in my heart. I did not know my singing went
beyond my heart.”
The general laughed. He said to
the Field Marshall, “You need to keep that song tucked further inside of you so
that boys like my Mike here won’t hear you singing it. That’s the hymn of Bernard
of Clairvaux, the maker of popes and crusades.”
Mike made himself useful to the
general in more ways than being his fool. Before the general spoke, Mike would
bring him what he wanted. Though the general was fluent in several languages,
his understanding of Arabic was limited, as was his understanding of Egyptian
custom. Mike seemed to understand every language and every custom so he served
as the general’s interpreter. But more than being the general’s batboy, interpreter
and fool, Mike listened to the general. He never gave him advice. (It never
entered Mike’s head to give him advice.) And the general knew Mike heard and
understood everything he said to him.
The general gave Mike the rank of
captain, much to the amusement of the other officers. With the rank, came the
pay of a captain; every penny of which Mike sent to his bride.
After the war was over, the
general could not part with his Mike. While the other soldiers went home to
their wives and to their families, Mike stayed with the general. He was given
his leaves, but hardly would he be home when a message would come that the
general had urgent need of him.
But then one day, so very quiet,
so very far away, he heard a voice. “Go home,” it said.
“Home?” thought Mike.
“Home?” he wondered.
“I do have a home,” he told the
general. “I have a wife and two children”
“I need to go home,” he told him.
The general flew him home on a
Bristol Britannia. He landed at the Manchester Airport. The ground crew hurried
to bring up the steps. When the door of the airliner swung open and all that
came out was grinning Mike, the whole crew burst out laughing.
Mike never had money in his pocket.
He was always with the general so he never needed money. But when the general signed
his discharge papers and gave him his final handshake, in the handshake was a
fifty pound note.
Mike hailed a taxicab and gave the
driver his address. When they pulled up to the front of his house, he gave the
driver the fifty pound note.
“Blimey mate, is that all you
got?” asked the driver.
“I’ll be right back,” said Mike.
He ran up to his house and opened the door, “Donna,” he yelled. “You got a
fiver on you?”
Tom came running down the stairs
and took a flying leap into his dad’s arms. “I thought you might be coming home
today,” he said.
His
teacher was talking to him very intently. Her eyebrows were going up and down,
up and down. He put his hands on both sides of his head to force his eyes to
watch her lips. He worked to direct his hearing to the words she was saying. He
caught her last phrase: “So, what did I just tell you?”
He smiled
big. He knew the answer. “You said you were very tired and you want to get
home. You said I am an annoying little boy who you keep having the same
problems with day after day. You said I smell like onions, and also that one of
my shoelaces is untied. You said…”
“That’s
enough,” said his teacher quietly. “What I said was your homework assignment is
chapter 14. Tomorrow you need to bring to school a one page essay giving three
reasons why King Henry the Eighth formed the Church of England.”
Tom looked
puzzled. He thought for a bit. “Oh,” he said. “Okay. I can do that. Thanks.”
Miss Robinson
smiled at Tom. But it was a forced and tired smile. Tom was right, she really
did want to get home. It had been a long day.
Tom put
his books in his satchel and stuck his head out of the classroom door into the
hallway. He looked to the left. Then to the right. He couldn’t believe his good
luck. There was Richard.
“Hey
little buddy,” hollered Richard. “How’s my little buddy?” Richard scooped Tom
up and put him on his shoulders. Tom was amused. He was in 7th grade
now and Richard insisted on putting him on his shoulders. Richard was huge.
Kids made fun of him because he was so big. Tom did too when he first met him.
Richard didn’t care. He liked all his little classmates. Nobody could make him
mad. Tom liked having a big friend. He also liked that he could always hear
Richard when he spoke. What came out of Richard’s mouth was just what Richard
was saying. Most people said so many things all at the same time, it was hard
for Tom to sort it all out.
“I saw you barking at a dog again,” said
Richard.
“Dogs are
so stupid,” said Tom. “Every morning this black lab comes running up to me,
‘You’re my friend, you’re my friend, you’re my friend.’ I’m not his friend.
Guaranteed. Every morning I tell him that.’”
“So when
you bark, you’re telling him you’re not his friend?”
“Yes. He
drives me crazy. You know the big poodle from that grey house about a block
from here? Whenever he sees me, he says, ‘Bring your cat the next time you
come. I’ll totally destroy your cat.’ I tell him, ‘In your dreams you dog; my
cat will scratch your nose right off your face.’ Then the dog laughs. He thinks
it’s hilarious. Same joke every day. But pretty good for a dog.”
Richard
ran down the school steps with Tom on his shoulders. Tom hunched down and
tightened his knees around Richard’s neck and his arms around the top of his head.
They came to the outside door. Tom hunched down even further to keep his head
from smashing on the top of the door frame.
They were
outside. What a relief! All the noise of all the kids’ hollerings echoing off
the walls was behind them. It was spring time. Tom heard a couple of red squirrels
chattering. They said, “run, run, quick, run.” He heard a cardinal. Tom had to
think, “‘maybe its call was something like, ‘Alive.’ Or better, “Hear me.’”
Tom
shifted himself from sitting, to standing on Richard’s shoulders. Richard had
such thick shoulders, it was easy to keep his balance.
“Going
home?” Richard asked.
“Yep,”
said Tom. “I have to get rid of my books. Change my clothes. Get my bike. What
are you going to be doing?”
“Whatever
you do. You want me to wait for you at your house?”
“I don’t
know,” said Tom. “My mom always wants to talk to me about my day at school. I
hope my teacher didn’t call her again.”
“My mom
wouldn’t care,” said Richard.
“I thought
you didn’t have a mom. I thought you lived with your dad.”
“I have a
mom. How do you think I got born?” Richard laughed. He pulled Tom off his
shoulders and put him on the sidewalk to see if Tom liked his joke.
There was
a crow up ahead sitting in the middle of the street. Richard hollered at the
crow. “Get out of the street, you dumb bird.”
To Tom’s
surprised, the crow answered back, “Mind your own business, you dumb Craugh.”
“What’s a
Craugh?” Tom asked. The crow flew off.
“What’s a
what?” said Richard. But Tom heard something else from Richard. It was the
first time ever he had heard anything from Richard besides what he said with
his voice. What was it that he heard? Was it Richard reacting to what the crow
said to him?”
Richard
put Tom back on his shoulders. They didn’t talk after that. Tom and Richard
usually didn’t talk. They just did stuff together. They got to Tom’s house.
Richard reached over and put him on the top step. Tom had to take a step down
to open the door.
‘“I’ll
wait for you,” said Richard.
His mom
was in living room on the sewing machine. His ten month old sister was grabbing
at the cloth material on the floor. When his sister saw him, she made happy
baby sounds. “Hi, hi, hi to you too,” said Tom. “Hey mom. What are you working
on?”
“Curtains,”
said his mom. “No trouble in school today?”
“Mom, I
never get in trouble. Miss Robinson didn’t call did she?”
“Why
should she call?”
“She
shouldn’t. There was no trouble, I promise.” He hugged his mom. “I’m going to
do something with Richard. Probably we’ll just go down to the creek and mess
around.
“Don’t
fall in,” his mom told him. “Should you wear your boots?”
“Maybe. I’ll
take my boots in my satchel.”
“Make sure
you don’t put them back in your satchel all muddy.”
Tom
changed his clothes, grabbed his boots, his satchel and a couple of cookies.
Then he grabbed three more cookies and went out the door. Richard was watching
something.
“Hey,”
said Tom. He threw him the cookies, one at a time. “You want something to
drink?” he asked.
“Nah,”
said Richard. He was still watching something. Tom followed his eyes. “What are
you looking at?” Tom asked.
“Nothing,”
said Richard.
“That crow
over there?” Tom asked.
“Yeah,
that crow,” said Richard.
Tom called
over to the crow in the cawing of a crow, “What do you want crow? What are you
up to?”
The crow
bobbed up its head and looked at him. Then it flew away.
“That’s a
smart crow,” said Tom. “It can talk.”
“I thought
all animals could talk,” said Richard.
“Sort of,”
said Tom. “Animals don’t use words like people. You just sort of figure out
what they’re saying. But this crow, it was like it was talking like a person,
and it was talking to you like it knew you.
The two of
them walked down the sidewalk together. They were an odd looking pair. From
their faces, one could see they were both around 12 years old, but Richard was
six feet tall and stocky. Tom was a foot and a half shorter and slight. Richard
had a measured walk. Tom’s walk was a step, then a skip, then a run. He had to
walk like that to keep up with Richard. But as often as not, Richard had Tom on
his shoulders.
“Let’s go
to that cave again,” said Richard. “Maybe the water is down so we walk inside
of it.”
“That’s so
neat that we have a cave right in the middle of our town. Hey,” said Tom. “I’d
say that crow was following us, except that it’s always ahead of us. But dogs
do that too, you know. They follow you in front of you.”
“Talk to
it again,” said Richard.
“Hey
crow,” Tom crowed. “What’s your name and why are you following us?”
The crow did
not respond.
“How did
you learn to talk crow?” asked Richard.
“I listen
to them. I repeat what they say. I hear how they respond so I can sort of
figure if what I said something makes sense to them.
Tom and
Richard arrived at the park. Some of their friends were playing basketball.
Tom said,
“If you want to play basketball, go ahead. I’ll do something else.”
“No,” said
Richard, “You and me will explore the cave.”
They
walked to an undeveloped part of the park and went under a walking bridge that
went over the creek. They then went through some high weeds and came out to a
sandy area of the creek. Up ahead was the cave.
“It looks
like our crow friend beat us to it,” said Tom as they watched the crow flying
into the cave.
The creek
had an inlet that went into the cave. Tom pulled his boots out of his satchel
and put them on. Richard rolled up his pants but walked right into the water.
He was already wearing boots. Tom had to hunch to get into the cave. Richard
had to both hunch and squat. After walking this way for several minutes, they could
dimly see a large cavern in front of them.
“We should
have brought a torch,” said Richard.
“I did,”
said Tom. He dug in his satchel and found it. He pushed the button and nothing
happened. He knocked the torch against his leg and suddenly they saw crows,
like about 200 of them.
“Welcome,”
crowed one of the crows. “Thank you for coming.” The other crows joined in.
“Welcome,” they all crowed. “Welcome, thank you for coming.”
Tom looked
at Richard. He didn’t seem surprised. Tom was scared. “Richard, what’s this?”
Richard
looked around. “A bunch of crows!”
Chapter 2
Dear Pole
(or should I call you Jill now?):
I can’t
tell you how pleased I was to receive your letter. I’d given up hope that I’d
ever hear from you after your family moved across the Pond. Yes, of course I’ve
heard of the state of Minnesota. And from your letter, I now know it’s north and
in the middle of America . Where you live sounds pretty incredible. I can’t
imagine being able to walk for miles without seeing another human being (though
I guess the two of us sort of experienced that before). Your restaurant sounds
fun. You always did take an interest in food. I’ve become a bit of a vegetarian
since eating that stag at Harfang. I thought the only thing Americans ate were
hamburgers and hot-dogs. But to think you are serving real food in a small town
in Minnesota and actually making a go of it—by gum, I’m impressed!
Just recently
my life became pretty interesting. I graduated from the University last Spring
with an electrical engineering degree. I work for the post office in their
research department. What? You didn’t know the post office had a research
department? Neither did I until one of my professors found me a job in their Radiophone
Service. We plan to offer a wireless telephone service to people in Manchester,
maybe as early as next fall. I’m guessing it will be incredibly expensive. But,
be that as it may, the reason my life became interesting is because I’m now the
adoptive father of a 12 year old boy.
You know
my mother. Of course you know my mother. Everyone knows my mother. She came up
to Manchester because she had heard there was a young boy who was found in the train
station here. He had no suit case, no identification and when asked about
himself, he appeared to be mute. And one more thing: He was huge. Social
services tried to find a foster care family for him, but no one would take him.
I don’t know what else they tried, but they ended up putting him in a jail cell
until they could figure something out. My mother heard about this child on the
news and she was angry. She took the train up to Manchester and went straight to
the police department demanding to see the chief constable. He was not in, and
the jail officer told her she would have to come back tomorrow. Her intentions
were to set all the officials up here straight and to get this boy released.
But where was he to go? My mom came to my house to stay the night, and being
the insolent son that I am, I asked her if maybe she could take in this poor
boy. She had never heard anything so absurd. This was something that the
government needed to take care of, and it was just another example of how awful
our government had become.
Then, to
be even more contrary, I said to her, “Maybe this is not something our
government can do anything about. But it is something I can do something about.
I’ll go with you to the police station tomorrow and we’ll bring him to my house.”
“You are
such a difficult child,” she said to me. “Harold (that’s my dad) and I have
poured our whole lives into you but you just don’t seem to get it, do you? You
just don’t understand why it’s so important for us to hold our government
responsible. This is not about you. This is not about just one child. This is
about a whole British government system.”
I told her
I thought maybe it was more important that I hold myself responsible than to
hold the government responsible.
I was
feeling pretty good about myself when I told her that. So good, that I was
amused and not angry when she responded, “You’re still a child. How could you
take care of a child?”
The next
day she did allow me to take her to the police station. When she went into the
chief constable’s office, I went in with her. After she had gone on a twenty
minutes tirade about the horrible thing this constable and all of England had
done to this poor child, I said, “I will take the boy. I am willing to be his
caretaker until his parents can be found.” At this point I was feeling like I
was Saint Francis. I was thinking so very smugly about how much I had changed.
Here was me, Eustace, now obviously the nicest guy in all of Manchester being
that I was the only one willing to take this boy.
The
constable took me and my mother down the hall to the cell. The boy was sitting
upright looking straight ahead. Something about him looked familiar. The
superintendent unlocked the cell door. My mother went right in, talking at the
boy as she went. “So this is how they’ve been treating you. Tell me your name
young man. I want to know everything that they’ve done to you since you first
arrived here. What has happened to you is unacceptable in a civilized society.
Unacceptable."
The boy
continued to look straight ahead. He wasn’t going to look at us. So I looked at
him, closely. Those tiny eyes, those amazing eyebrows, the thick lips and protruding
forehead. I knew who I was looking at. This kid was a giant. A Narnian giant; of
the giants who had made arrangements to eat you and me the last time we were
with them.
So now
what was I going to do? But I didn’t have to decide because my mother who had
thought it so absurd that I would be taking this boy home with me was taking this
boy home with me. She helped him put on a too small jacket, given to him by the
police. She took him by the arm and led him down the hall. She directed the
constable to bring out the papers that needed to be signed and showed me where
to sign. Then she helped him into my car and directed me to take her to the
train depot so she could get back to Oxford.
This boy
has been with me all of two days now. My boss was pretty annoyed when I called
him to let him know I wouldn’t be in to work. He asked me if I was sick and I
told him I had a family situation. “I thought you lived alone,” he said to me.
“Not anymore,”
I told him.
By the
way, I received the oddest thing from my boss. He had asked me to get a
monograph out of one of his file cabinets that he thought might be pertinent to
this project we were working on. Way at the back was this little gold bell
hanging from an arch on a base that had a gold hammer on a chain attached to it.
I pulled it out of the drawer because I wondered what it was. I asked him about
it and he looked pretty sheepish. “When you’re young, you do stupid things,” he
said to me. “When I was in Egypt during the war, I found it in one of the government
building we were occupying—and I took it. Or stole it, I guess. It’s got to be some
sort of an artifact. If you would take
it, you would be doing me a favor. I don’t need to be explaining to anyone how
I have it and why I hadn’t turned it in a long time ago.” So I did him the
favor. I’m sure it’s all of gold. It looks very magical, especially as there is
some minute very precise hieroglyphic writing on the base of the arch. Next
time I’m in London, I’ll bring it to that Petrie Museum. Hopefully somebody
there will be able to read it. I’ll take some pictures of it and send them to
you—as soon as I get a camera.
Jill, I’ve
got to get going.
I’m so
very pleased to be back in touch with you.
I’ll write
you more the second I can find time.
Sincerely,
Eustace
Scrubb
Chapter 3 Beat Up
Tom had to
look. Who was this girl who was so incredibly beautiful, whose slightly
protruding teeth sent chills down a person’s spine? Mary Beth? She was his
friend—nothing special about her. That boy who was talking to her. Tom could
see he would need to start shaving pretty soon. His mustache was some
significant peach fuzz.
The boy
stopped talking to Mary Beth. He was now talking to Tom. “What are you looking
at? Get out of here.”
“Hi Mary
Beth,” said Tom.
“Get out
of here,” said the boy.
Mary Beth
said to him, “This is my friend Tom. He’s been my friend since we were little
kids.”
The boy
shifted his feet around. He looked at Mary Beth. Her hair was amazing. Each
strand was a slightly different shade of brown. He loved her braids.
“I guess
she does have nice hair,” said Tom. He looked the boy in the face and smiled an
impish smile. “I like her braids too.”
“Get out
of here!” the boy hollered.
Mary Beth
turned her head and walked away. Tom ran to catch up with her. “Where are you
going?” he asked.
“Tom, you
know you’re suppose to listen to people’s words. You’re only suppose to talk to
people’s words. You’ve gotten really bad about that lately. You creep people
out. You make them angry.”
“That kid
was angry,” said Tom.
“He had a
crush on me. Couldn’t you figure out that maybe he would be mad if you said to
him what you did?”
“I’m
baffled,” said Tom. “I just heard this kid saying so loudly how incredibly beautiful
this girl was and that she had these most amazing protruding teeth. Then I
looked and I saw he was talking about you.” Tom laughed. Then he laughed harder,
and Mary Beth started laughing too.
“He really
said my protruding teeth were amazing? Since when do I have protruding teeth?”
“He said
your protruding teeth sent chills down his spine,” said Tom.
“Oh
brother,” said Mary Beth. “Boys are too weird.”
“But you
said he was cute and that you liked the way his voice cracked. That’s weird.
That’s gotta be weird.”
“Tom, you
did not hear me say that with my voice say so you can’t say I said that,” said
Mary Beth. “I’m serious Tom. You may not respond to what people say unless they
say it with words. Or else, Tom. People think you’re odd.”
“Do you
think I’m odd?” asked Tom.
“I grew up
with you. So of course I don’t. This is my classroom so see you later.”
Where was
Tom’s classroom? What class did he have? Oh yeah, social studies. The bell
rang. He was the only one left in the hallway. To the right or to the left? To
the right. He hurried as fast as he could, stretching out his little legs as
far as he could. Little dogs could walk really fast with short steps. He
decided to try that, fast short steps. The classroom door was shut. Tom turned
the handle as quietly as he could and slunched low as he opened the door. He
wasn’t going to look at the teacher. He was just going to get to his desk.
Whew, she didn’t say anything. Or did she? He didn’t know. He quietly pulled
out his social studies book. He was determined not to hear anything. He just
opened his book and looked at it.
This was
his last class. School was over. He was done for another day! He walked out
into the open air. That was a good idea, taking little fast steps like a little
dog. He would be home quick. Then he felt someone push him in the back. It was
that boy who liked Mary Beth.
The boy
grabbed him around the waist and lifted him up. “I’m going to pound you so good
kid. I usually don’t pound little shrimps like you but guess what? For you, I’m
going to make an exception.”
Some other
kids watched what was going on and were laughing. “Fight, fight,” one of the
kids yelled. The boy dropped Tom on the ground and his books went flying. He
lifted Tom up and put him on his feet. Then he smacked him across the face.
More kids gathered around. Tom yelled. Then he barked. All the dogs everywhere
started barking. The boy punched him square in the nose. “There’s blood. Blood.
Blood. Blood,” several of the kids chanted. Tom crowed. Almost instantly a crow
dove down and hit the boy with its beak. Then there were crows everywhere. The
boy was covered with crows, all pecking. There were crows on the kids all
around them. Tom crowed again and the crows stopped. He crowed one more time. They
all flew off.
Tom got
up, picked up all his books and his two pencils and put them in his satchel. He
started walking home. Finally, there was Richard coming up beside him. “Oh Richard,” Tom cried. “I got beat up.
Richard, I got beat up and all the kids were laughing.” Richard lifted Tom onto
his shoulders. “My little buddy. My poor little buddy.” Tom kept on crying. “My
poor little buddy,” said Richard again and again.
In
retrospect everyone could see it had not been a good idea to send the Narnia
delegation up to Harfang to collect tribute from the Giants during their Autumn
Feast. The Giants had been at peace with the Narnians for decades, ever since
they surrendered at the battle of the City Ruinous during the days of King
Caspian the Navigator. Each year, after the end of the harvest, two of the
younger Giants would bring their tribute to Cair Paravel. Their tribute was
merely a token. But it showed that the Giants acknowledged the law and
authority of Narnia. And also, over the years, the Giants had assisted the
Narnians in some of their larger building projects. If a jetty needed to be
repaired, or a dam needed to be built, what is handier than having a few Giants around to help out?
But, as so
often happens, an offense occurred that needn’t have happened. Giants, as
everyone should know, have an extra digit. For anyone other than a Giant, what
is distinguishing about a Giant is, of course, that a Giant is big. But for a Giant,
it’s his six fingers (five fingers and one thumb) on each hand and six toes on
each foot.
One year
when the young Giants brought their tribute, a princess by the name of Avigail,
decided to give the Giants a gift in return. She and her dearest naiad and
dryad friends made a beautiful tapestry of Giants and Narnians together dancing
under the Narnian stars and the moon. She thought it would be a nice gesture of
friendship with the Giants. It was a little bit silly, being that Giants don’t
dance (they’re too heavy and too big. Gravity just sort of works against
dancing for Giants.) But horror of horrors, the Giants in the tapestry only had
four fingers and one thumb. These two young Giants expressed their thanks for
the tapestry. But both of them knew immediately that something had to be done.
This was an insult; a disregard of Giantness that could not be overlooked.
As you may
know, for many years the Giants celebration of the Autumn Feast by the eating
of their favorite delicacies. Those delicacies included man pie, Marsh-wiggle
stir fry and talking stag kabob. Since the Battle of City Ruinous, man pie had
been out of the question. But Marsh-wiggle stir fry remained on the menu.
Always the Marsh-wiggles would report this outrage to the proper authorities in
Narnia and always the authorities would not give them much attention for
Marsh-wiggles spoke of the gloomiest possible outcome for every situation.
Also, it’s not unusual for a Marsh-wiggle not to see his next-door neighbor for
months at a time. So it tended to be a long time before a Marsh-wiggle was
discovered missing. Try as they might, they were unable to persuade anyone in
Narnia that such a crime had occurred.
I’m not
going to give you the details of all that happened. You don’t want to hear and
I don’t want to tell you about it. But when the Narnians agreed to the Giants’
request that this time they send up a delegation to Harfang to collect the
tribute from the Giants, the whole delegation got eaten. What’s worse, every
one of the Giants thought this was a wonderful idea, and delicious too. The
Marsh-wiggles sighed a long and deep collective sigh. Vengeance would finally
come their way.
The
Narnians prepared themselves for battle. In their store rooms, they still had
weaponry they had used during their last battle with the Giants. Swords,
spears, arrows and basically any type of projectile was useless against the
thick skin and the stone-like heads of the Giants. The Giant’s only penetrable
spot was right between their bushy eyebrows.
With the
first charge of battle, the only blood that was shed was Narnian blood. But
then, one of the Giants tripped and the Dwarfs were all over him, binding him
hand and foot with their chains.
(There are
stories of kings who amused themselves at their banquets by tossing dwarfs back
and forth. But these were humans and not true dwarfs. Both Dwarfs and Giants
are made of the earth. Unlike the animals, their bodies are not made of carbon
molecules, but of minerals and iron. A Dwarf long dead looks not too much worse
than a Dwarf long alive, and a cremated Dwarf fits in the same size box as an
uncremated Dwarf.)
As the
Dwarfs began dragging the downed Giant back behind their battle lines, a
curious thing happened. The Giants all began wailing and weeping so hard, their
weapons dropped from their hands.
(Giants
are of one mind, quite literally. That doesn’t mean they don’t fight with each
other. Fight they do, with hammers and clubs and the largest rocks they can
find to pick up to heave. But they can do little damage to each other. And the
things they fight about are exactly the same things they fought about the day
before and the day before that. They’re in complete agreement with each other
in what they dispute. Dwarfs are somewhat different than Giants. For one thing
Dwarfs are clever. And being clever, some have speculated that Dwarfs can think
individual thoughts and initiate individual action--though I don’t know anyone
who could give a clear example of this ever having happened. Also a Dwarf is
capable of living without other Dwarfs. Granted, it’s rare, but there have been
Dwarfs who have lived alone among people and talking animals. But there’s never
been a situation where there was only one Giant. If you ever see one Giant,
guaranteed, there is another Giant nearby.)
The
Narnians were bewildered. In their earlier battle with the Giants, with the
help of the bow of Queen Susan the Great, the Narnians had killed several
Giants by hitting that one small spot between their eyebrows. The death of a
Giant concerned his fellows, but not in a way much different than any soldier
who loses a comrade at arms. The battle continued until one of the Giants (or
was it all the Giants?) decided he had had enough and they sued for peace,
accepting the very humane and generous terms of the Narnians.
But never
before had a Giant been captured in battle and taken from among his fellows.
The Dwarfs rejoiced at the Giants’ consternation. They went forward with all
their chains to trip up and capture their next Giant. But King Caspian, known
today as Caspian the Wise, realized the unnecessity of such an endeavor. He figured
out that it was the separation of one living Giant from his living brothers
that caused them such distress.
Bravely he
walked into the midst of the blubbering Giants. “Silence,” he cried out. And
the Giants were silent. “We are in battle with you today,” he said, “for your
improprietous meal of Narnians.” The Giant nearest Caspian began to snicker.
“Silence,” Caspian called out again. But this time the Giants were not silent
for they were all now snorting and laughing. “Best pie I ever ate,” said one of
the Giants. At this the Giants were all doubled over with laughter. “After years
of Marshwiggle, Man pie was good,” said another Giant. They started to raise
themselves up, all with foolish grins on their faces. Several of the Giants
looked leeringly over at Caspian. A Giant behind him began to reach towards
him.
But then a
brightness filled the battlefield. A lion was in their midst. A huge lion.
Could he have been as large as the Giants? All who saw him could not imagine
that he was smaller.
All eyes
were on him. Many were filled with joy. Some with dread. All were in awe, for
even the Giants perceived his Majesty.
“What
shall we do with these wayward creatures?” the lion asked Caspian.
“They need
to be punished,” said Caspian. “Justice needs to be meted out. In peace we sent
our delegation to them and in the frivolity of their festival, the Giants
consumed them. As you can see in their faces right now, the Giants have no
sense of the hideousness of their act. With great pleasure they would eat me
today, not waiting for their festival.”
A gaffaw
rippled through the army of Giants as they heard and understood what was being
said about them. The Giant who had been reaching for Caspian made a motion that
he would reach for him again. Aslan (for that was who it was, of course) looked
at this Giant. The Giant stopped his reaching, but a leer remained on his face.
Again there was laughter throughout the Giant army. But then a very high
pitched cry, as steady as the call of a pond frog in the early spring, pierced
through the air. Immediately the Giants faces saddened. Tears began streaming
down their faces and their blubbering resumed. The piercing call was the cry of
their captured companion.
“Silence!”
said Caspian again. The blubbering continued.
Aslan
spoke, “You heard your king. He ordered you to silence.” The Giants quieted
though their tears continued to stream.
“So what
shall be done to the Giants?” asked Aslan.
“I’m not
sure that killing them, any of them or all of them, would be the right answer,”
said Caspian. “But they do need to be punished.”
The high
pitched cry coming from the captured Giant stopped and was replaced by a loud
gasping sound, followed by, “Help me my brothers. Help me. Help me.”
The army
of Giants began to quiver and shake. They tried to lift up their feet, but they
were unable to bring them off the ground, try as they might. One very small
Giant was not quivering. His eyes were fixed on Aslan. “Please sir,” said the
Giant. “I need to go to my friend.”
Aslan
turned to him. “He is your friend?” he asked. “How was he your friend?”
The young
giant looked down at the ground. “He took me for long walks. He brought me to
the rivers where salmon run. He showed me the eagles so far up in the sky and
he told me the eagles were always watching and that they could see everything so
far away. We went to the ruins of the Giants and we saw what was left of the
bridges and the fortresses that Giants had made in the ancient days. He also
brought me to the bogs of the marshwiggles and I saw their teepees.
“Do you
love your friend?” asked Aslan. The young Giant vigorously nodded his head and
all the other Giants could be seen nodding their heads. “Larry,” cried one of
the Giants. “Larry. Larry. Larry.” The cry swelled so as to be deafening. Aslan
roared, shaking the earth and the Giants quieted. Tears continued to pour down
their faces.
Caspian
addressed the young Giant. “How old are you and what is your name?”
“Today is
my birthday. I am 12 years old today. My name is Richard.”
“Would you
be willing to die for your friend?” asked Caspian.
A smile
filled Richard’s face. “Oh yes,” said Richard. “Yes.”
“He
would,” said several of the Giants. “Richard loves Larry. We all love Larry.”
“Would you
be willing to live for Larry?” asked Caspian.
Richard
looked puzzled.
Caspian
came to Richard and put his arm around his shoulders (He could reach Richard’s
shoulders for he was still a youth and still small--for a Giant) “Would you be
willing to leave your friends and your family and live among another people?”
“Tell the
Giants what you propose,” said Aslan.
Caspian
climbed up on a large rock. He stood and surveyed the Giants and then he
addressed them. “Giants. Citizens of the Harfang. Vassals of Narnia. For many
years my grandfather was held captive by the Green Lady. At that time, the
Giants were in alliance with her. She made you laugh and she made you feel like
you were so very smart. She told you of her plan to invade Narnia and she told
you of her captive prince who she would make her puppet king. Oftentimes she
would bring my grandfather with her when visiting Harfang. All could see that
she had bewitched him and all found this to be very amusing.
But this
was the saddest of times among the people of Narnia. Every Narnian, from the
house of Caspian, to the dryads and naiads, to the valiant mice and chattering
squirrels, to the cleverest dwarfs and the befuddled bears, all the Narnians
had pain in their hearts for their prince so heartlessly taken from them. But
though these were the saddest of days, these were also days of learning and of
beauty for us. Our saddest songs and our most beautiful poetry were written
during the days of the Lost Prince.
“What you
have done and what you have become is not good. You delighted in the evil
schemings of the Green Lady. It was she who taught you to cannibalize. To eat a
fellow creature made in Aslan’s image, is an unspeakable crime. A sin that
demands justice, that demands propitiation. Therefore, it is my desire that you
have one of your own taken from you, separated by space and by community, to
work out a quest for the betterment of all Aslankind. And only when that
Giant’s mission is finished will he be returned to you so as to share with you
the goodness that you lost while in companionship of the Green Lady.”
“No,”
cried a Giant. “No, it can never be,” cried another. “No, no, no.” filled the
air. And then came the sobs that went on and on and on. Caspian stood and Aslan
watched. But Richard walked over to Aslan. His face was bright while Aslan
reached up and placed his paws on Richard’s hands.
Something
was happening to his hands. Then something happened to his surroundings.
Richard
looked about. He was now sitting on a long wooden bench in a large noisy room.
He looked down at his hands. He gasped. He only had four fingers and one thumb
on each hand.
He pulled
off one of his boots. Whew. Still six toes!
Chapter 5 Interpreter
“I’m not
going to school today,” said Tom to his mother. “I told you, I get beat up. I’m
not going to get beat up again.”
Tom’s mom
did not know what to do. His dad was gone. His dad was always gone. He was
still in the army. When all the other soldiers came home from the war, Tom’s
dad stayed on. He was a captain in the army, but he didn’t command any men. On
the rare occasion when he had leave, he
would barely be home when there would be a long black car in front of their
house waiting to bring him back to the field.
“What can I do? What can I do?” his mom
kept saying. Couldn’t she say something else? It was giving Tom a headache.
“I’ll go
to school tomorrow,” Tom said. “I just can’t go today. “I’m so puny. Anyone can
beat me up. I wish Richard was in my class instead of that special class.
Richard’s talking a lot now, mom. I’ve always been able to understand him but
now other kids can understand him too. Pretty good at least. I think he’s
smart. He’s super good at remembering things and finding places.
Just then
there was a hard knock at the door.
Richard!
“Hi little
buddy. I didn’t see you at the playground so I came back to get you,” said
Richard.
“Okay
mom,” said Tom. “I’ll go to school. I know I’ll be late and so could you write
me a note? Could you write a note for
Richard too? He doesn’t have a mom.”
“I have a
mom,” said Richard. “I told you I have a mom.”
Richard
started crying. Or at least tears were coming down his face. Big tears, coming
fast. Tom was fascinated. He had never seen anyone emotional without hearing
them say lots of things. From Richard he again heard nothing. Tom caught
himself. He was so interested, he forgot to be nice.
“I’m sorry
Richard. I know your dad, or sort of. He likes my teacher and I see him when he
comes by our class. Your dad’s young.”
“That’s
not my dad,” said Richard. “He takes care of me. He’s nice to me. He talks to
me lots.”
“Where is
your mom?” asked Tom.
“Back
home,” said Richard. “So is my dad and all my friends. And Larry. Larry’s my
really good friend.”
Tom didn’t
like to hear that. “I’m your really good friend too,” he said.
Richard
smiled big. “You’re my little buddy.” Richard picked Tom up and put him on his
shoulders. Tom’s head was about an inch from the ceiling.
“You’d
better put me down until we get outside. It’s hard to get out our door when I’m
on your shoulders.”
“Okay,”
said Richard. “I want you to meet someone today.”
Tom’s mom
handed him his note and the two of them went outside. Richard started going
left. The school was to the right.
“We’ve
gotta go to school,” said Tom.
Richard
looked up. Then he grabbed Tom and put him on his shoulders again. “Okay,” said
Richard. “I’ll tell them we’ll meet them after school.”
“Who?”
asked Tom. “How are you going to tell them?”
“That
crow,” said Richard. “That crow there,” he said pointing to a crow in the middle
of the street. Tom greeted the crow and then said to it, “Thanks for helping me
yesterday.”
“I see
you. I know where you are. I’m watching you,” said the crow.
“Oh yeah,
yeah, yeah, crow. I’m watching you too,” said Tom. He crowed three times, “I’m
watching you. I see you. I’m watching you,” crowed Tom back to the crow.
School
went not so bad. Every time Tom stepped out of his classroom, Richard was
there. No bullies in sight when Richard was in sight.
All day
the teacher was telling him he was doing really good. Not with spoken words.
Tom kept in mind what Mary Beth had told him. Only respond to spoken words.
Sometimes he could get himself to only listen to spoken words. He did good on
his papers. He raised his hand and answered questions. Just like a normal kid.
That made him feel good. “I am a normal kid,” he thought to himself. “Except
I’m so little.” He wondered if Richard was such a good friend because Richard
was so big. “Some kids used to not like Richard. He is ugly. I really like Richard.”
He must have said that aloud because the girl sitting in the desk in front of
him turned around and put her finger to her mouth for him to be quiet. Tom
smirked. She was so bossy.
When
school was over, Tom wanted to rush home to tell his mom about his good day.
Richard met him outside the classroom door. “Coming?” Richard asked.
“I gotta
see my mom first,” said Tom.
Outside a
crow was waiting for them. “Hurry,” it called. Tom crowed back, “I see you. I’m
watching you.”
“Hurry,”
the crow called again.
“We will
come,” said Richard with Tom standing on his shoulders.
Tom said
nothing as Richard followed the crow to a railroad track. For a long time,
nearly an hour, Richard tromped along the track. Two trains came by, both
filled with passengers. Tom could see passengers peering at them. What could
this very large boy and this very small boy be up to? They came to a bridge
that the track passed over. Up against the bridge embankment was a mother
cradling a child in her arms. They were sitting against a couple of ragged
blankets and were surrounded by their belongings. The woman was looking at the
crow, clearly pleased to see it. Then she saw Richard and Tom and began to
speak rapidly. “My baby is sick. She has a fever. She needs to see a doctor.
But we are bleeders, she and I. We are from St Petersburg. Exiles from Russia.
Can you get help for my baby?” Tom listened carefully. She was not speaking
English.
Richard
helped the woman get up. Then he took her little girl in his arms. Tom looked
down on the girl and smiled at her. She smiled back and made her baby sounds,
just like his little sister. Tom said to her, “You’re right, you don’t know us.
But we like you. My friend is very gentle.”
“We need
to see a doctor,” said the woman.
The crow
said, “I can direct you to the hospital. You need to accompany the woman and
her child. Tell the woman you are going to take her to a doctor.”
Tom wasn’t
sure he could do that, but he said very slowly, “We are taking you to a
doctor.”
The woman
looked bewildered so Tom said it again, “We are taking you to a doctor.”
“You’re
taking me to a doctor?” the woman asked.
Tom nodded
his head. “To a hospital,” he said.
Off they
all went, following the crow.
“Where do
you get food?” Tom asked the woman. The woman did not understand so he said it
again.
“You asked
me where I get food,” said the woman, stating it as a fact. “The crow brings us
food. Meat mostly, that I have to cook. And pieces of bread. We would have
starved a long time ago if it wasn’t for the crow.”
They came
to the hospital and Richard took Tom down from off his shoulders and gave the
baby to her mother. At the front desk
was a nurse to whom the woman began to speak very rapidly. The nurse could not
understand her so Tom spoke. “This lady’s baby is sick. She has a fever. But
both the baby and her mother are bleeders.”
“What is
your name?” the nurse asked the woman.
Tom asked the
woman her name. She understood him immediately. “Anastasia Nikolaevna,” she
said.
More
questions were asked and Tom interpreted.
“Can I go home
now?” Tom asked the nurse.
“Who are
you?” the nurse asked him. “You look like a little English boy. How do you know
Russian?”
Tom
shrugged his shoulders. He didn’t know. “I gotta get home,” he said. “My mom
will be really worried.”
Tom and
Richard left the hospital. The crow was waiting for them. “Thanks Tom,” said
the crow.
“Good job
little buddy,” said Richard.
Tom wasn’t
sure what it was that he had done. He just needed to get home. Back on
Richard’s shoulder he went.
His mom
was at the front door. She looked scared. “Where have you been? You need to
come right home after school Tom. You know that. I was so worried.”
Chapt 6 The professor
Dear Pole:
(Sorry, I
have to call you Pole. I’m just so excited. Lately it’s almost been like I’ve
been back in Narnia again. The only thing missing is my Narnian partner.)
I can’t
think where to begin writing, so much has been happening. My foster son is definitely
a Narnian Giant. How he came to be here, I have not a clue. What he may be here
for and how it is that I am the one caring for him, I’ve got a feeling Aslan is
behind it!
I’m sorry,
I really meant to write back to you right away. I’m a pig, I know. It took your
letter, which came today, to get me back to writing. I do wish you were back in
England. I don’t know if I could wish you were in Manchester with me. I’m sure
there are worse towns. People in Manchester are either rich, or poor. Except
for me and a few of my neighbors. Richard and I live in one of Manchester’s few
middle class neighborhoods. Richard is my Giant’s name. I tried Americanizing
his name to Dick but I was wise enough to desist--before he made me into a
manpie, which, as you and I have heard, is delicious.
About
Richard: I knew I had to get him into school. I could not afford to bring
someone into my house to care for him, nor did I want to. My mother has spoiled
me from the idea of having servants. That’s one area where we agree. A nice
quality about Richard, at least I think it’s nice, is that he seems perfectly
happy just to sit. His favorite spot is outside on our front step. Though he’s
a Giant, he is not too big to sit in a chair as he is still a child—older than
10, but not yet an adolescent. Here’s what’s curious and something I hadn’t
thought of until Richard arrived: when we were in Narnia and when we met Jadis
in her world, we could talk to everyone. They could not have all been speaking
English. So how was it we were communicating? I’ll go into that later. But with
Richard, we could not communicate at all. It took me a while to figure that out
because he seemed naturally to be silent. He never spoke a word in his language
or in any other. Also, as I’m afraid you know, I’m a jabberer so I talked
continually to him. For over a day I talked to him, thinking that when he was
ready, he would reply. The expressionless look on his face never phased me
especially since his expressionless face was the face of a Giant. But then he
finally broke his silence and said something like, “oi da.” I asked him what he
said and he repeated, “oi da.”
“You want
something,” I said to him. “Tell me what you want? Do you need a drink?” I
brought him a glass of water and he drank it. Then he again said, “oi da.”
“Food!” I
exclaimed. “You need more food, don’t you?”
I had been
giving him meals. He and I ate together. I had been giving him portions like I
gave to myself. But Richard was not just a hungry young boy, he was a hungry
young Giant boy. I brought a whole loaf of bread and a can of marmalade. As
fast as I could make a sandwich, he would have it eaten. I had laughed when I
brought the loaf of bread and Richard laughed too. It was our good joke that he
wanted food, and neither of us had figured out that we were unable to
communicate that idea between us.
Since
then, perpetually, I’ve been trying to teach him English words. He’s not doing
too bad.
Now back
to getting him in school. I brought him to the headmaster of our neighborhood
grammar school. The headmaster had heard all about Richard from the newspapers.
He’s a chap hardly older than you or I and he was quite pleased to take on the
challenge. He believed Richard was one of the war immigrants that continue to
seep into England. He already had three non English speaking immigrant children
in his school, but they were younger than Richard. He has arranged for one of
the local women to come into the school to tutor Richard for several hours each
morning. In the afternoons, he has Richard sit with one of the classes.
Much to my
pleasure, several of the kids took a liking to Richard. Though you and I both
know how kids can be nasty to anyone who may be the least bit different than
themselves; they can also at times be surprisingly accepting. Richard is a
creature that is bothered by nothing. He seems to like everyone and to assume
everyone likes him, so most kids do. Like any kid, he likes to play and laugh
and run (not that I’ve ever see seen him actually run, but he does a stomping
sort of fast walk that works as a fairly good replacement for running.)
Okay, now
get ready for this: Richard has made one very good friend at his school. This
boy is as tiny as Richard is big. Richard and this boy go everywhere together with
the small boy standing on his shoulders. And he and Richard can talk perfectly
together while Richard speaks Narnian (or is it Darfang?) and the boy speaks
English. Both boys are boys. That means they’re making random noises about as
much as they talk. But when they talk, each in their own language, they’re
having a regular conversation. To make matters even more peculiar, this little friend
of Richard has conversations with all the neighborhood dogs. The boy barks when
he’s talking with the dogs. He appears to be always angry at the dogs, though
the dogs seem to like him. I suppose that’s because he’s the only kid on the
block that speaks their language.
At the
University where my mother teaches, one of the professors particularly annoys
her. Her mission is to make the studies in literature contemporary. “Relevant
to today,” she says. Her antagonist has as his mission to teach the students everything
ancient. From listening to her, it sounds like a regular battle ground at the
University with the journal article being the weapon of choice. She gave me one
of the more onerous articles by this professor to read so I could marvel with
her at his anachronism. But the article was a delight! Not only was it cleverly
written, but I’ve been thinking about it ever since. He wrote about how words
are like an agreed upon code that a group of people use for the things in their
world and for their needs. I think maybe it’s ironic that a person like my
mother who is so concerned about present day relevance is such an elitist, for
what she really despises about this man is that, as she says, he is a
popularist and not a real scholar. The BBC uses him to broadcast talks. He also
writes books that a person can buy at the local book-seller; on religion I
think. I went to her rooms last week and asked her if she would be kind enough
to introduce me to this nemesis of hers. She agreed as I knew she would, for
nothing pleases her more than to be disagreeable. So she walked with me
straight to his rooms and knocked on his door. As he didn’t answer, she opened
the door and saw him sitting at his table writing intently. “Jack,” she called.
“My son wants to consult with you. Do see to it.” With that, she walked off.
I looked
through his open door and I could see as he looked up that he had resigned
himself that there was no getting away from the delightful offspring of
Professor Scrubb.
“Your
name?” he asked.
“Eustace,”
I said. (I’m pretty sure I heard him mutter, “A name you probably deserve.”)
He came to
the door and held out his hand for me to come in.
“Do you
have a question?” he asked me. “Or merely some remarks?”
The man
was bald, plump, rumpled and deep voiced. Initially he looked me in the eye but
I could see that his mind was back at his writing. “I would like to ask you
about language and how important language is to real communication,” I said.
He looked
amused. “Pretty important, I would say,” he said.
“Have you
ever heard of two people communicating with complete ease though they each
spoke to the other in a different language?”
He looked
up for several seconds. Then he said, “I have. The early Christians, you know,
at Pentecost. Everyone heard the apostles in their native tongue.”
“Oh,” I
said, very surprised.
“You’ve
never read your Bible?” he asked.
“I have
not,” I said. “I have read the Koran; the Bhagavad Gita, or part of it; the
Tripitaka. Even the Book of Mormon. But I have not read the Bible.”
“I
understand,” he said sympathetically. “Your mother. I would suggest you find a
Bible and read it. Then come back and we’ll talk.”
So Pole,
that is what I’ve been doing with all my spare time for the past three weeks.
I’ve been reading the Bible. Generally aloud and generally out on my front step
with Richard. Two days ago I came across a story where a prophet named Balaam
was having a conversation with his donkey. Before I met Richard’s friend, if I
had come across that story, I would have set the Bible down and probably never
picked it back up again. But today I read it and it seems not even something
out of the ordinary—or at least not out of my new ordinary.
Letters.
They take so long to get from your place to my place. I do wish you were here.
But I do have to tell you something: I sort of have a special friend. I think
I’m actually dating her. She is the teacher of Richard’s little friend. I’m at
the school all the time because of Richard. The headmaster and I are
strategizing as to how to give him a proper English education. (So far we are
not having much luck as there doesn’t seem much that he is interested in except
his tiny friend Tom, and other kids.) I got to know this teacher because she is
also often with the headmaster needing his help. She’s the teacher of Richard’s
little friend, and he is quite a handful for her.
Pole,
Richard is home and hungry, so I’d better close. Thanks for your good letter.
I’m so glad we are back in touch with each other.
Your one
and only,
Scrubb
“Tetelestai!
Finished!” was her cry and suddenly there was utter silence on the battlefield,
for all life on the whole planet of Auziz was sucked away in the twinkling of
an eye. Jadis smiled. She looked around, so very pleased with herself. But
where was her sister?
“Stop,”
she said to herself. “Don’t let anything keep you from savoring this moment.”
She took a
deep breath. It was better than she imagined. One word. Spoken by her, by her
authority. And every creature, every blade of grass, had its life snatched
away. “Tetelestai,” she murmured again, this time to herself for she was now
alone.
“And what
else?” she thought. “No wind.” Even the wind was gone. She strode back into the
palace and into the Hall of Images. This had always been her good place. Here
sat all the kings and queens of Charn from a thousand generations preserved in
all their glory. As a child she and her sister loved to come here and sit with
them, on the furthest chairs. No one ever told them not to come here. Everyone
knew this Hall was their destiny. No one thought to ask the questions: Would only
one of them find their place in this Hall? And if only one, which one?
Jadis
lifted the square quarter height pillar at the entrance of the Hall that held
the Book of the Rolls. The Book fell to the floor, but she gave it no mind. She
carried the pillar to the middle of the room. Like her father, she had the
strength of ten male slaves. Her sister, she sneered to herself, had no
strength. Her sister relied on her slaves. Jadis relied on no one.
Hidden
high behind a torch mount, she found a small gold arch with a bell attached to
it. She placed the arch with the bell on the pillar and then she wrote her
note:
Make your choice,
adventurous Stranger;
Strike the bell
and bide the danger,
Or wonder, till
it drives you mad
What would have
followed if you had.
When she
and her sister were born, her mother rejoiced. Two perfect girls, beautiful at
birth. Her father was hardly interested. He had fathered many children, most of
whom were about the palace. But her mother was The Queen, the true ruler of
Charn with all its vast empire. The kings of Charn had, since ancient times,
gloried in their strength, and in the hunt. At one time the kings had been the
philosophers. Some were poets and musicians. Governing was a drudgery left to
their queens. Kingship was hereditary. The queens were chosen from among all
the peoples of the world for their abilities. The Council chose the queen. It
was the duty of the king and the queen to produce a male heir. Thus, the birth
of two daughters meant nothing to the king.
The queen
marveled at her two daughters. From the day of their birth, she wondered how
there could ever be one to surpass them. She determined that a son would never
be born, for her daughters would be the honored and the glorious ones.
The two
girls were so alike, no one, not even their mother, could tell them apart. They
were named Jadis and Jardis. But one moment Jardis would be called Jadis and
Jadis would be called Jardis. Or perhaps it was the other way around. Their
nursemaid had an indelible mark put inside the hairline on the back of one of
the girl’s heads. The one with the mark she called Jadis.
On their
tenth birthday, the King came in from a hunt. The white stag had been spotted.
It had taken the King a full forty days to run him down. Dressed just in a loin
cloth and carrying only a knife, the King chased the stag. His hunting party
included one hundred slaves and 20 of his own sons. The job of the slaves was
to keep the king supplied with water and food, and to have a bed for him if he ever
chose to lie down. The job of the sons was to keep up with their father. Like
his father and his father before him, the king only hunted by running after his
prey. Animals are faster than men, but a man has a will that allows him to run
when his body tells him he can no longer run. While still a young boy, the King
would run down rabbits. In his teens he could run down foxes. As a man there
was not prey that he could not run down and then kill with just his knife. The
white stag was the prey of legends. The legend was that the white stag was born
when the world was born.
On the
fortieth day of the hunt, the king was alone. His sons had run well. Only on
the thirtieth day did his sons begin to drop away. And only on the thirty ninth
day did his last son finally leave the King. The one hundred slaves with their
horses and their spy glasses had done magnificently. But magnificently was not
enough for this forty day hunt.
For days they
had been on the savannah, but now he came to a wood. Not far into the woods was
a brook and next to the brook stood the stag.
“Hail,
greatest and least of the kings of Charn, greatest and least of the Auzizian
people,” said the stag. The King was annoyed. Magic was outlawed, and talking
beasts were integral to the magical traditions of Charn.
The stag
continued to talk. “At this moment every system in your body is about to shut
down. You need to take a drink.”
The King,
without thought, obeyed and brought his mouth down to the creek.
“You must
also have nourishment. Ignorant man that you are, you have no idea that the
mushrooms all about you are sweet like honey and contain all the nutrition your
body must have. Even the smallest Azzusian child knows mushrooms as food, ready
to be eaten. But you are the King and thus are not privy to such common
knowledge. So above you are cherries, ripe for you, though this is not the
season for cherries.”
The King
took the cherries not marveling at their perfect flavor and texture.
“You need
to sleep as your forty days without sleep is far beyond the capacity of a man’s
brain. But first you need to listen. The people of Auziz were created with a
strength of will. Of all peoples of all worlds, the people of Auziz were most joyous
and spontaneous. Whatever you chose to do, you could do, and do it well. To
observe the beauty of your dances and your music brought joy to all the
heavenly hosts. But as your generations continued, your dances became more
intricate and more spectacular, while the beauty of your dances dimmed. Your
singers and your songs became more skilled, but less joyful.”
The King
continued to pick and eat the cherries. He needed something more to eat,
something other than cherries. He looked at the mushrooms around the tree. He
wondered if he could eat them.
The stag
continued to talk. “So now, here you are. The culmination of milleniums of
Charn discipline. Better than your father; better than your father’s father; so
much better than your great grandfather—so great is your purposefulness.
The stag
looked at the King. He knew the King was no longer able to hear him but still he
continued. “Most pathetic of all creatures. Nothing you have ever done has ever
benefited anyone. Nothing you have ever done has even benefited yourself. Cursed
you are, for a curse is now all you have left to give. But where there is life,
a choice can still be made. You have two daughters. What will you do with them?
Teach them your ways and your traditions, and all in this world will come to an
abrupt end. Teach them of goodness and beauty, and this world may have another
500 years; years in which joy may again return to this planet.
The king
plucked up a mushroom. Could it be edible? It’s smell: Was it a good smell? Was
it a poisonous smell? He began to bring the mushroom up to his mouth. But then,
it was like he suddenly awoke. He leapt at the stag, stabbed and killed it.
Fire. How
would he make fire? Where were his slaves? “I guess it’s raw meat for me,” he
said aloud as he began the work of skinning the stag.
By week’s
end, he was back in the palace. He decided to give his full attention to the
twin princesses. It was time for him to be their teacher. The Queen objected to
what she called his “harshness”. She understood nothing. He did not expect her
to understand anything. She was merely a prime minister. He was the King and
he, the King of kings, was going to make one of his daughters the Queen—Queen
of Queens and Lord of lords.
He thought
to himself, “Maybe it takes two to make one Great One. Two daughters--one Great
One.”
Before the
King’s intervention, the two daughters were as one. Just as others could not
tell them apart, they could barely distinguish themselves from the other. In
the morning they rose at the same time, ate at the same time, learned the same
things in the same way. They rarely talked to each other, but when they talked
to others, typically one would begin a sentence and the other would finish it.
Never were they apart from each other and seldom were they not touching.
But in one
day, the daughters separated. One became the champion of the people. One became
The Queen.
Battle
began and great was the slaughter on both sides. Jadis laughed at the
destruction. Jardis bit her lip and said the destruction had to be.
Each side
was relentless. But finally the rebels prevailed and into the Great City of
Charn poured their hordes.
Great was
their rejoicing as they rushed up to the steps of the palace with Jardis at
their lead.
Then.
Silence.
Jardis
found herself soaring high in the air, far above the trees.
She called
out, “Caw, caw, caw.” Soaring beside her were ninety nine crows.
Chapter 8 Shopping
Saturday!
No school. Tom looked around his bedroom. There in the corner on the floor were
his Saturday pants. In the window sill was his torch. He pushed the big red
switch on the side of the torch. It worked. The batteries were still good. He
could smell coffee from the kitchen downstairs. And bacon frying. He loved
bacon. They didn’t have bacon very often. Was something special going on? Was
someone coming over?
Tom
dressed and ran downstairs. “Good morning mom,” he said as hugged her. He
didn’t see his little sister. She must still be sleeping.
“Mrs.
Rogers and Mary Beth are coming over for breakfast,” his mom told him.
“Mary Beth
doesn’t play anymore,” said Tom. “I think she thinks she’s too grown-up. But
she’s still my friend,” he said. “At school she still talks to me. She even
walks down the hall with me. A lot of kids tell me I’m odd, but Mary Beth
doesn’t. She’s gotten so tall. Mom, when am I going to get tall?”
“Probably
never too tall,” said his mom. “Your dad is not very tall, you know.”
The sound
of the knocker at the front door had Tom leaping across the room. “Come in, come
in,” said Tom. Mrs. Rogers and Mary Beth, both dressed way too nice for a
Saturday, were at the door. Tom heard Mrs. Rogers say, “This little boy is still just a little boy. It’s funny how boys and
girls are so different.” Tom looked at her mouth. Then he looked at Mary
Beth. He grinned and nodded to her. He knew Mrs. Rogers hadn’t spoken this, but
he couldn’t help saying to Mary Beth, “Are we so different? Just because you
are a girl?”
“I’m not
your playmate anymore,” Mary Beth said to him.
“That’s all
right. You are my friend. I like it that you’re still nice to me.” said Tom.
“At school and stuff.”
“My mom
and I feel really bad you got beat up,” said Mary Beth. “That’s why our moms
decided to get together with us this morning.”
“It was
too scary,” said Tom.
“It’s
scary for me too,” said Mary Beth. “I can’t believe I sort of like him.”
“What?”
said Mrs Rogers. “You liked that boy?”
“His name
is Bruce, mom. I guess I did. I do not
like him now.”
“His name
is Bruce?” said Tom. “That’s hilarious. Bruising Bruce. Bruce the Bruiser.”
They all
sat down for breakfast while the two moms talked. They knew all about Bruce’s
family and how Bruce’s father and his three uncles all had a drinking problem.
They knew that Bruce’s mom had recently gotten religion and was going three
nights a week to that new Methodist church. (It was a rollicking church.) They
felt sorry for Bruce but they decided something had to be done. These big boys
should not be beating up little ones like Tom.
Tom was
indignant. He wasn’t a “little one.” He broke in. “I have friends you know, who
help me,” said Tom. “Richard could take on ten bullies at once. Then when
Richard’s not around, the crows…”
Mary Beth
was kicking him under the table.
“The
crows?” asked Tom’s mom.
“I heard all about the crows attacking,”
said Mrs. Rogers but she didn’t say it with her voice. “I’m surprised Donna (Tom’s mom) hadn’t heard about it. Maybe I should
tell her.”
“There are
sure a lot of crows around,” said Mary Beth.
“I like
crows,” said Tom. “They make so many different sounds. Some people think they
just make a cawing sound but they make clicks like this (Tom made a clicking
sound with his tongue) and this. (He made a sound like a bell made of wood).”
“Enough
about crows,” said Tom’s mom. “You ladies want to get to your shopping. I wish
I could join you.”
“I’m not
going shopping,” said Tom. “You go shopping, mom. I’m going to hang out with
Richard today. If there’s a problem, his step dad or adopted dad or whoever he
is will be there. His dad’s name is Eustace. That’s a worse name than Bruce.”
“I think I
will. I think I’ll join you,” said Donna. “Would you mind? I’ll need to get the
baby up and get her dressed.”
“That
would be wonderful,” said Mrs. Rogers. “But we should telephone this Eustace to
ask him if he wouldn’t mind looking after Tom.”
“Mom!”
said Mary Beth. “You can’t just call this guy. Tom’s twelve years old. He
doesn’t need a babysitter.”
Tom was
startled. He heard an urgent cry from his mom. “I don’t think I want to go shopping. I can’t leave Tom. What can I
say? I’d better say something quick. What can I say? Something could happen to
Tom again. What can I say so I don’t have to go shopping with them?”
Tom felt
bad for her. “Mom,” said Tom. “It’s all right. You can go shopping. You should
go shopping. I’ll do fine. I’ll be with Richard.”
Mary Beth
looked at Tom. She knew she didn’t have to speak to let him to tell him what
she observed. Tom was soothing his mom instead of his mom soothing him. He was
starting to grow up. Just a little bit.
Tom was
out the door and off to Richard’s house.
Richard
was on the front step of his house and Eustace was reading to him.
“Richard,”
yelled Tom.
“Hey
little buddy,” said Richard.
“Hi Tom,”
said Eustace. “Richard and I are reading the whole Bible. Do you want to join
us?”
“No,” said
Tom.
“Have you
ever read the Bible?” asked Eustace.
“No,” said
Tom.
“I’m watching you. Watching you. Watching
you,” said Eustace, but not with his voice.
“You want
Richard to come and play with you,” said Eustace, this time with his voice.
“Yes,”
said Tom.
“Watching you, watching you. I see you,”
said Eustace.
“What are
you, a crow?” said Tom to Eustace.
“I beg
your pardon?” said Eustace.
“I’m
watching you, I’m watching you, I’m watching you,” said Tom sarcastically.
“That’s what crows say.”
“Are you
saying that I’m saying I’m watching you?” said Eustace feigning a look of
surprise.
Tom was
about to call him a liar. Of course that is what he was saying. He stopped
himself. He remembered what Mary Beth said, “You can only respond to people
when they say words.”
“Okay,”
said Tom. “Sorry,” he said.
“Watching you. I’m watching you. Watching you,”
said Eustace.
This guy
was going to drive him nuts. “Why are you watching me?” Tom said.
Eustace
was quiet for almost a minute. Richard was paying no attention to what was
going on. He just sat.
“Richard
tells me you talk to dogs and you talk to crows,” said Eustace.
“I don’t
like dogs,” said Tom. “They’re always talking to me. I just answer them back,
once in a while. Crows talk all the time. They talk among themselves mostly.
But if someone gets too close to them, they say, ‘Watching you. I see you.
Watching you. Watching you.’ Just like you were saying.”
“I didn’t
speak that,” said Eustace. “I may have been thinking that. Can you read minds?”
Tom looked
at him puzzled. Then he said, “I hear what people say. I hear everything people
say.” He paused. “Sometimes it’s hard for me to hear what people say with their
voices.”
“Richard
says you can also understand people who speak in different languages,” said
Eustace.
Tom
thought. Richard was his friend. Should Richard be talking about him so much?
Richard was his friend. Maybe it was all right for Richard to talk about him to
Eustace.
“As I told
you, I hear what people say. I think most people only hear the words that other people say. A lot of people
tell me I’m odd.” Then he said quietly, as if to himself, “But they don’t tell
me that with their words.” Tom started to cry. Suddenly Richard was aroused.
“My little buddy,” he said. He picked Tom up and started to put him on his
shoulders. But since they weren’t going anywhere, he decided to put him down on
the step in front of him and put his heavy arms over both of Tom’s shoulders.
Eustace
spoke to him in French, “You do not need to be sad. God has gifted you with
glossolalia.”
“With
what?” Tom asked him.
Eustace
tried to figure out if Tom answered him in French or English. He couldn’t tell.
But he did understand Tom.
It gave
him a sense of déjà vu. He felt like he was back in Narnia again.
Chapter 9 Fight
“You guys
can go,” said Eustace.
Tom’s face
burst into a smile. He grabbed Richard’s hand to pull him along. “Come on,” he
said. Richard stood up and lifted Tom onto his shoulders and headed down the
street.
Tom turned
his head and waved at Eustace. “Goodbye Mr. Eustace,” he said. “It was nice meeting
you,” he called.
“I’m sure
it was,” said Eustace.
“Mr.
Scrubb actually,” he said to no one. “My name is Mr. Scrubb. Not much better
than Mr. Eustace though,” he muttered.
Tom and
Richard were so happy. They were free to do whatever they liked. Together,
going to the park and the sun was shining. Tom barked as loud as he could.
Richard howled like a wolf. Every dog for blocks around joined in the noise.
They laughed and continued barking and howling. One dog must have bolted from
his master for he ran up to them trailing a leash. He jumped up against
Richard. Richard laughed. “If you bite me, little dog, you will break your
teeth,” said Richard.
“He won’t
bite you,” said Tom. “He likes how you howl.”
Richard
howled again, then Tom howled. Then Tom barked. The dog dropped back a few
paces.
Richard
tried looking up at Tom on his shoulders. “I like him,” said Richard. “Why’d
you tell him to go away?””
“Sorry,”
said Tom. He barked again. Then he howled. The dog ran up in front of Richard,
almost tripping Richard which would have sent Tom flying from atop Richard’s
shoulders. Tom shook his head. “Dogs are so stupid,” he said. “But I won’t tell
him to leave.” Tom grinned as he thought of something. “I really should tell
him to go back to his master. But you like dogs, so I won’t, but I really
should, you know.”
Up ahead
they saw a circle of men. They heard angry voices.
“Call me a
Paki, will you? You scallies. Filthy pongos.”
“Hey
raghead, hit me again. Just try. Hit me again.
“Let’s get
out of here,” said Tom.
“No,” said
Richard. He walked over so they could see what was going on. Seven men, several
in tattered army uniforms had surrounded an Indian man in a postal uniform. All
the men had their arms raised in a boxing stance. Their fists were clenched.
The Indian man struck out and landed a glancing blow on one of the men. Two men
behind him hit him on the back of his head, knocking off his postal hat.
“Take our
good jobs, will you?” shouted one of the men. “Go back to your own country,
rajah.”
The Indian
man struck another man, this time squarely in the mouth. The man stumbled backwards
and fell to the ground. Blood was all over the Indian man’s fist. The other men
closed in on him.
“Tell them
to stop,” said Richard to Tom. “Tell your people to stop.”
“What?”
said Tom.
“Tell your
people to stop.”
“These are
men,” said Tom. “I’m a kid. We gotta get out of here Richard.”
“Stop,”
shouted Richard.
A couple
of the men turned to look at Tom and Richard. “Beat it, you kids,” one of them
said. “This is not your business.”
Richard
pleaded with Tom, “Please tell them to stop. There are too many against the
dark man. He could be killed.”
Tom lifted
his head and screamed. Such a scream! More like an air raid siren, but louder,
more piercing. All the men, included the Indian man, put their hands to their
ears.
Then Tom
said to them, “Go home. Go to your homes.”
“We have
no homes,” said one of the men. “We are the homeless ones. The forgotten
soldiers from the war.”
“I have a
home,” said the man who had been hit and was still on the ground. “Back in
Newcastle. I had hoped the war would get me out of the coal mines. But no
luck.”
“Not with
these Pakis taking our jobs,” said one of the other men. “Good jobs with the
post office. Those jobs should go to us.”
Tom looked
at them. He could hear their anger turning into fear.
“Everybody
needs to be nice,” he said to them standing atop Richard’s shoulders. He
couldn’t think of anything else to say. Then he remembered what his mom said to
someone for whom she felt helpless to help, “God will take care of you,” he
said to the men.
“Will he?”
asked one of the men.
“He takes
care of the sparrows. You are more valuable than many sparrows,” said Richard.
Richard had been hearing the Bible from Eustace. Eustace wasn’t sure if Richard
had heard anything that he read, but he had.
The
tattered men began walking away. The Indian man made them a slight bow. “You
saved my life. Thank you my young friends.”
Tom saw
the man was injured. The man looked at his hand and tried to move his fingers.
A bone, maybe two, had been broken. He looked down at his chest area and
stomach. Many blows from many fists had landed against his body. His head was
throbbing.
“My house
is close,” said Richard. “My dad will help you.”
Tom heard
the man express alarm. “You don’t need to be afraid of his dad. His dad is
kind.”
“He took
me in,” said Richard.
The Indian
man looked closely at Richard. “You are the boy from the train station, are you
not?”
“I am the
boy,” said Richard.
“Where are
you from?” asked the man.
Richard
did not answer. Tom wondered too. Where was Richard from?
Richard
put Tom down and went over to the man. “You can put your arm around me. I will
help you to my house. Tom went to the other side of the man so he could help
too, but Tom was too small, so he took the man’s hand as they walked to Richard
and Eustace’s home.
Eustace
was still on the front porch reading his Bible when he saw them coming up the
street. He jumped up and ran to them.
“What
happened?” he asked as he took his place on the other side of the Indian man.
The man was about to collapse. It was a good thing he had arms on either side
of him to help him. Down the sidewalk, up the stairs and into the house. Eustace
and Richard let him down into the overstuffed chair in the living room. Eustace
telephoned his girlfriend. Amazing things, telephones. The operator got her on
the line and he told her about the injured man. “There’s no way you could come
over and help me, is there?” he asked.
“Shouldn’t
you call the police?” she asked him.
Eustace
wasn’t sure. Most of the police now were soldiers back from the war. He worried
they might not be sympathetic to this Indian man in the postal uniform. Why had
they given him that job? With so much unemployment, wasn’t making an Indian a
mailman like putting a target on his back?
In hardly
any time, there was a knock on the door. Tom ran to open it. He always ran to
open the door. He wasn’t thinking that this was not his house.
It was his
teacher.
“Hi Miss
Robinson,” he said.
“Tom! How
are you?” were her spoken words. “I am so
tired,” was what Tom heard.
Eustace
came over to her and took her arm. “Thank you so much for coming. I’m so happy
to see you,” he said. She smiled. She was happy to see him too, Tom heard her
say. She was so very happy to help him out. During the war she had helped at
the hospital. She looked at the Indian man in the chair. His eyes were closed.
Quietly he was speaking. Miss Robinson bent down her head and turned her ear to
hear him. Tom could see she could not understand him. Tom said, “He’s saying,
‘Thank you, praise you, Vishnu for sending Vamana to help your humble servant.’
He’s saying it over and over again, like he’s chanting or something.”
Eustace
grinned. “Vishnu is the Hindu god of protection and Vamana is his dwarf avatar.
I think he thinks you are his dwarf avatar.”
“I’m a
kid,” said Tom indignantly.
Richard
agreed. “Tom is not a dwarf,” he said. “Dwarfs are not my friends. Tom is my
friend. My good friend.”
“As good
as Larry?” asked Tom. He was kidding Richard, but Larry was not to be kidded
about. Richard stood very still. Tom went over to Richard and reached as far he
could to put his arms around him. “I shouldn’t have said that,” he said to
Richard.
The Indian
man opened his eyes. “Little boy and big boy,” he said. “You saved my life.”
“You have
hurt your hand,” said Miss Robinson. “You have a bad cut. I will wash it with water
and a bit of boric acid. It looks like you broke the bone in your hand that goes
to your little finger, and maybe the bone for your ring finger.”
“They were
hitting him all over,” said Tom. “In the stomach. In the chest. I saw two men
punch him in the back of the head.”
“How did
you help him?” asked Eustace.
“I told
the men to go home. They were all around him, hitting him. Richard kept telling
me to tell them to stop. How could I tell them to stop? I just got mad and
yelled at them to go home.”
“So it was
you that I heard,” said Eustace. “I heard this air raid siren that didn’t quite
sound like an air raid siren. As I listened, I could tell it was a child’s
voice. You have quite the vocal cords Tom. How did you learn how to do that?”
“I just
told them to go home,” said Tom. “As loud as I could.”
Eustace
looked up towards the ceiling. “I think you told everyone to go home,” he said.
“I remember thinking when I heard your siren, “I am home. Why should I go
home?”
Miss
Robinson said, “Me too. ‘Go home,’ I heard. I thought, I can’t teach in
Manchester any longer. I need to go home.” Then she said without her voice, “What an odd boy.”
Tom looked
at her with anger in his eyes. “I am not an odd boy,” He said in a loud
whisper.
Eustace
interjected. “You are a boy who saved a man’s life. You and Richard together.
You have done a very good thing.
“Elaine
(Miss Robinson) God has blessed Tom with the gift of glossolalia. When he
speaks, everyone can hear him and understand him. When he listens, he can hear
and understand everything anyone says, whether they speak words or not.”
“Our
scriptures too speak of the gift of glossolalia,” said the Indian man. “He is
not an odd child. He is the divine child. He is a god.”
Richard
looked down at Tom and laughed and laughed. “He is not a god. He’s my little
buddy. Aslan is a God. Aslan is a lion, not a boy. Tom is like me. We’re boys.”
Eustace
looked at Richard. Giants loved to laugh. He had seen them laugh. At Darfang. The
memory made him euphoric. Adrenalin pumped through his system.
Chapter 10 She remembered
Like
waking up from a long sleep, Jardis slowly regained a sense of who she was.
“Caw, caw,” she cried out. Life was good. There was lots of carrion floating in
water and ripening in the sun.
“Caw,”
cried the crow next to her. This was a new crow. Jardis had never seen him
before. “Caw, who are you?” asked Jardis. “Where are you from?”
The new
crow said, “Life is good. The sun is warm. Lots of carrion.”
Jardis was
bewildered. She asked him again, “Where are you from?”
“Life is
good,” said the new crow.
Another
crow answered, “He came from that boat over there, up on that mountain. That’s
what I’m surmising.”
Jardis had
been watching that boat. She had seen a man looking out from an open window.
She knew from the smell and from the noise that the boat was full of animals.
And people. She remembered people. She thought, “I was once a person.” She
remembered when she was a little girl. Where was her sister? She remembered
when she was always with her sister, doing the same things, thinking the same
thoughts. Now she was a crow, one with all the crows, doing the same things,
thinking the same thoughts.
She remembered
her mother, always so busy, checking on her and her sister, asking them
questions, finding out how far they had progressed in their studies. She
remembered their nursemaid. She was the only one who could tell Jardis and her
sister apart. They would try to trick her, but she always knew.
She
remembered when she became Jardis and her sister became Jadis. At breakfast one
day, the nursemaid called her Jardis. Before that day both she and her sister were
always called Princess. One name for two little girls, except when visitors
came. Then they were Jardis and Jadis but no effort was made to distinguish one
from the other.
She
remembered the day her father returned from the hunt. He was so thin. His face
looked like a skeleton’s. From that day, from early morning to late at night,
their father was with them. Life became hard. He pushed them through every
deprivation: no sleep, no food, no music. And running, running, running. Their
mother tried to intervene. “They need to have their studies,” she said. It was
to no avail. Until one morning, Jardis told her father she was not going to run
with them. Her father shrugged, and off he went with Jadis.
Jardis was
moved to a new place in the palace. She hardly saw her sister again. Her soul
was torn in two. Jardis remembered feeling so lost, so alone. So utterly alone.
Her mother never came to visit her. Maybe she was prohibited from visiting her.
In the palace people were wary of her. They would speak to her politely but
Jardis could always see the fear in their eyes when she came into sight.
One day
she went outside the palace. What a glorious day that was. It was the day of
friends.
Never had
she encountered friends before--someone separate from herself who was not
required to serve her; someone who spoke to her for no other reason than because
they liked her; someone who she could learn from and learn about; someone with
whom she could work, and sing, and laugh. This very tall, this very regal, this
very beautiful young woman found friends everywhere--among the old and young;
the poor and simple; the blind and the strong. Hardly did she encounter anyone
without that person becoming a friend.
She remembered
when she learned of the rebellion that was being planned against Charn. Great
injustice had been wrought against the people by the new Queen. Always Jadis
was building. She needed workers and she took them from wherever she chose.
Always there were battles that had to be fought. Charn was an empire that ruled
without mercy. Jadis took soldiers from the best of the young men. Just like
the old queen. And the queen before. Only more so.
Justice
was not Jardis’ concern. She only took the place as their leader because her
friends insisted she was their leader.
She
remembered when the war began. She hardly remembered the victories. In battle
after battle, the rebels won. But she did remember her companions. She
remembered each one who lost their lives. She wept for every one.
She
remembered climbing the steps of the palace with her vast army behind her and…
now she
was a crow, among crows, crows that were her friends, in a new world covered
with water and the sun shown brightly as she pecked at the bloated antelope,
and life was good.
Over the
years, accidents occurred and many of her friends died. But neither Jarvis nor
any of her comrades in arms (for that is who the other crows were) grew older.
At one time they could speak with the people, and all people could speak to
each other. But then God pulled the power of tongues from humanity and
languages had to be learned. The power of tongues remained with Jarvis and her
companions, but, as they were crows and though they could make many sounds,
they could not speak languages.
At times
they were useful to people. A prophet of God was sent out to the wilderness. God
directed them to feed him as he lived by a creek. Always they were the clean up
crew for whatever died.
Many wars,
many lands, many civilizations. And then one day she saw, walking beside a
stout, short, talkative bespectacled woman; someone very tall, very beautiful
and very regal. Like all crows when they are around people, Jardis crowed, but
she stopped her crowing as she swooped down to look.
Chapt 11 Go Home
Eustace
sat on the sofa across from Indian man. He wanted to hear his story but he
thought it best to allow the man to sit in the chair undisturbed. Elaine was in
the bathroom cleaning up what she had used to wash his cuts.
“See you
later,” said Richard to Eustace. “Me and Tom are going to the park.”
“Grab
something to eat,” said Eustace.
“Not
hungry,” said Richard.
Eustace
smiled. “You will be hungry.”
Tom climbed
up onto Eustace’s kitchen counter and stood up on it. He was looking through
Eustace’s cupboards. “Do you have cookies?” he asked, “Richard loves cookies.”
“Don’t I
know,” said Eustace. “I do have cookies. They’re ones that Miss Robinson made
for us. Go over just one more cupboard.”
“Oh!” exclaimed
Tom. “They’re raisin-nut. Those are my favorites.”
Tom turned
around. His face was very red. “Wretched, uncouth little boy?” he said demandingly
as he looked down at Miss Robinson. “Why are you always mean to me?”
“You may
not call Tom names in my house,” said Eustace glaring at his girlfriend.
Tom took
four cookies, jumped down from the counter and handed three of the cookies to
Richard. Then they were out the door heading for the park. The Indian man rose
out of his chair to say goodbye to the boys, but they were gone before he had a
chance. Elaine, in tears, followed them out the door. Eustace let her go. He
had other things to think about. He started to go back to the Indian man.
Then,
“Ass,” he said to himself. “Eustace, you are still too much like Eustace.” He
ran out the door leaving the Indian man by himself.
Elaine was
walking with her hand to the side of her face to hide her sobs. Eustace came up
and touched her arm.
“I am
very, very sorry,” he said. “I am an ass. Now you know. I’d been trying to keep
that from you.”
Elaine
turned her head from him. He kept on talking. “I come by it naturally. If you
had known me earlier, it would have been evident to you immediately. Nowadays I
generally hide it better. I am sorry.”
Elaine’s
sobbing was less. She listened.
“You are a
special person to me. You like to be kind. I know that. I see that every time I
am with you. Kindness does not come naturally to me but God has been good to
me. He’s shown me I could think of someone besides myself. He’s helped me to
understand how others think and how others feel.
“My job at
the post-office is to figure out how to make use of radio waves, or, as scientists
call them now, electromagnetic waves. I believe there are other types of
invisible wave things out there. I think that in the past, people used those other
waves as their first medium of communicating with each other. I think people
still use those waves today for communicating, but not like they used to. I
think animals always use those waves for communicating.
“The brain
of our little friend Tom is like a human brain from the past. His brain’s first
medium of communication is not from sound waves (what scientist call mechanical
waves), but from what I postulate to be a third type of wave. I call them
glossolalia waves.”
Elaine
looked up. She had been so emotional, she only heard bits of what Eustace had
been telling her. She said, “It’s like Tom can read my mind. It’s so frustrating
because he reads my mind better than he can hear my words. I tell him something
and he doesn’t hear me. But he hears everything I’m thinking; things I wouldn’t
want any child to ever hear. It’s so confusing. It makes me tired.”
“I
understand,” said Eustace. He smiled to himself. He did understand how she
felt. The new Eustace. The post-Narnian Eustace. The Eustace who could
understand beyond Eustace and beyond what Eustace wanted for himself. But now
he (or whatever Eustace he might now be) wanted something very badly. Ever
since he had heard Tom’s siren to go home, he felt obsessed to see this professor
Lewis again. He had to see him right now, this afternoon. If Elaine would help
him, it could happen—not very likely, but it could happen. Did he have the
temerity to ask her?
“Elaine,”
he said. “I have a request of you.”
She smiled
at him.
“I’m
telling you now you should tell me no, for my own good. It’s a bad request. A
preposterous request that no sane person would ever make of another person.”
She was
still smiling. He understood her. He liked her.
Elaine knew,
and her girlfriends had told her, Eustace was not much of a catch. She could do
much better, her friends said. Eustace had dark curly hair, hair he was already
losing. He had black glasses and some sort of minor acne. He was pudgy and was
incapable of looking at anyone when speaking to them. But he understood her,
and she had been so sad just a moment ago when it seemed like their
relationship ended.
“Okay,”
she said.
He told
her his request.
She agreed--his
request was preposterous.
They went
back to his house. Eustace helped the Indian man into his car; promised to find
him a job in the post office’s research department and brought the man to his own
home.
Then he
was off to Oxford--150 miles away as the crow flies. Elaine stayed at his
house. Just in case. Just in case something happened to Richard. He was only a
boy after all. Eustace promised her he would be back before the sun went down.
Back on
the sidewalk Richard said to Tom, “She did not say that to you in words.”
“Are you
sure?” Tom asked.
“I know when
words are spoken.”
“Then how
did your dad hear what she said?” asked Tom.
“He did
not hear. He understands how you hear.”
Just ahead
of them was a crow. Both Tom and Richard looked at the crow very carefully.
“Who are you crow,” Tom crowed out.
“Thank you
for coming,” said the crow.
“I see
you. I’m watching you,” crowed Tom to the crow.
“Thank you
for coming,” said the crow again.
Richard
picked Tom up while continuing to walk. He held him high with his face towards
his face. “What are you guys talking about?”
“We don’t
know,” said Tom. “Just crow talk. The latest thing with crows is to say, ‘thank
you for coming.’
“Where are
we coming?” Tom crowed out.
“You’re
coming with me,” crowed the crow.
“We’re
going to the park,” crowed Tom.
“To the
park with me,” crowed the crow.
“With
Richard,” crowed Tom up in the air with his back to the crow. “Richard is my
friend. We are going to catch crayfish. Richard won’t mind if the crayfish bite
him. He has hard skin. But he needs to be fast. Crayfish are fast.”
“That’s a
lot of crowing,” said Richard to Tom as he put him back down on the sidewalk.
“I like
talking to crows. They help me. When you aren’t around, crows look out for me.”
“So does
Mr. Scrubb. He looks out for you.”
“He’s a
nice man,” said Tom. “He never says mean things to me.”
Tom ran,
and Richard did his Giant gait to keep up with him.
When they
got to the park, there were kids everywhere.
“Richard,
Richard,” called out several of the kids.
Richard
smiled big. “Hi Craig. Hi William. Hi Bruce.”
“Bruce?”
Tom looked up. He came to a quick stop.
“Hi
Richard and Richard’s little puny friend,” said Bruce.
“This is
my friend Tom,” said Richard.
“I know
Tom,” said Bruce. “He’s the crow boy,”
Crows
began cawing, “I’m watching you. I’m watching you,” they were all saying as
they circled round flying nearer and nearer.
Bruce put
his arms over his face. “Crow boy, call off your crows. I’m not going to hurt
you.”
Tom crowed,
“My friend Richard will take care of me. Thank you crows.”
“Thank you
for coming,” they all began crowing. Then one crowed. “Come to the cave. Thank
you for coming.”
“They want
us to go to the cave,” said Tom to Richard.
“Okay,”
said Richard.
Tom looked
anxiously about. What could he say? He barked. Then he howled. Then he crowed.
“I’m with Richard,” he told the crows.
“Don’t be
scared, little buddy. It’s all right. I’m with you,” said Richard.
“Richard
is with me,” crowed Tom.
“Thank you
for coming. Thank you for coming,” crowed all the crows.
Tom and
Richard walked up to the stream. Tom pulled off his shoes and rolled up his
pants. Richard watched him. He rolled up his pants too. He began to pull off
his boots so as to be barefoot like Tom, but he changed his mind.
“We wear
boots,” said Richard.
“We who?”
asked Tom.
“All of
us,” said Richard as he walked up the stream.
Several of
the crows flew into the cave ahead of them. Several others stationed themselves
on the ground surrounding the entrance of the cave.
Richard squatted
and crouched down to enter the cave. Tom followed.
As before,
they went almost a hundred yards and then came to a large cavern filled with
crows. “Welcome,” they all crowed. “Thank you for coming.”
Chapter 12 Warnie
Dear Pole:
It is so annoying having to wait
so long for your letters. I thought over in America you had some way of
expediting the mail—like the pony express. Couldn’t you pay just a little bit
more for your postage and have your letters sent that way? Though I’ve heard
that in the northern regions of Minnesota, everything that goes out between
September and June must be transported by dog sled. Regardless, it sure would
be good to hear from you again now that Narnia has re-entered my life.
This Narnian intrusion has addled my brain. That little boy
I was telling you about was with my Giant this morning when they saw some
ruffians beating up on an Indian postman. The little boy yelled at them to
stop. But as I’ve told you, he has this otherworldly way of communicating. When
he yelled, it was a piercing sound, like an air raid siren. Everyone who heard
this scream, including me, had this intense desire to go home, or maybe it was a
desire to go where you belong, or go to wherever it is that you ought to be.
The yell had its intended effect; the ruffians took off. But for me, hearing
the yell made me feel like I had to see my Oxford professor friend again.
That’s when I sealed my fate by asking the favor: I asked Elaine if she would
stay at my house and take care of Richard while I took off for Oxford. She
agreed. I think that means it’s all over but the shouting between us. I’ll let
you know as soon as we set a date for the wedding. (That’s a joke, you know. At
least I think it is.)
I got in my car and arrived a little after noon. I went to
Professor Lewis’ rooms where I had seen him previously. He wasn’t there because
it was Saturday. I then went to my mother’s house. (She refuses to get a phone,
so I couldn’t call her.) She wasn’t there either. “I am so stupid,” I said to
myself.
There was a little pub nearby called the Eagle and Child. I
went there to get something to eat. I also ordered a Coca Cola. (I love Coca Cola.)
There was only one other patron in the place--a rather stout and rather drunk
middle-aged man. He calls over to me,
“You look like you could use something stronger than that to drink, young man.”
I ignored him, of course.
“What’s your problem, young man?” he said while walking over
to my table carrying glass of what smelled like whiskey. I looked at the bartender
for help and he just grinned, “Meet Warnie,” he said to me.
I stood up and reached out to shake his hand unoccupied
hand. “I’m Eustace,” I said.
“I’m sure you are,” he said to me. “Glad to meet you. You’re
the lad with questions about glossolalia.”
“Don’t be so surprised,” he said to me. “I recognized your
name. My brother said you would be back. You’ve finished reading the Bible?”
“I have,” I said. “You’re the brother of Professor Lewis?” I
asked.
“I am,” he said. “Also his host. His chronologer. His
secretary.” He paused, waiting for me to reply.
“The Bible,” I said. “You were asking if I read the Bible.
Yes I did. Mostly out loud.”
“This was a good assignment your brother gave to me,” I said
to him. I told him about Richard’s little friend Tom who talks to dogs and
crows and who appears to be reading minds, but who actually hears what people
are communicating through a medium of communication other than spoken words.
“Like Jesus,” he says to me.
“Yes,” I said to him, “That’s right! Like when Jesus said,
seemingly randomly to the Jewish people who were questioning him, ‘Why are you
trying to kill me?’ When he spoke of forgiveness of sins to the paralyzed man,
the Bible says something like, ‘He perceived they had questions within
themselves.’ Also, the answers he gave to questions were usually different than
the questions that had been spoken. In one place he told about certain people
hearing his voice and other people being unable to hear his voice.”
I went on. “How about that prophet for hire who had a chat
with his donkey, and the bad serpent at the start of the Bible. You can’t tell
me snakes and donkeys are able to speak words. At the Tower of Babel. Maybe
when God scrambled the language there, maybe what he did was pull this other
much better medium of communication from man.”
Warnie got up. I wondered if he had heard enough of my
babblings. “Do you mind if get my papers and take notes while we talk?” he
asked.
Except to you and the Penvensies, I’ve never talked to
anyone about our Narnian adventures. I’m guessing you haven’t either. It’s too
unbelievable for anybody who hasn’t been there. But I began telling him everything, and
nothing that I said elicited any special response. He just wrote and wrote and
had another glass of whiskey. I looked at my watch. It was past 4 o’clock.
“Where is your brother?” I asked him. “I need to get going.”
“He walks on Saturdays. His good friend Charles Williams is
here from London so I’m guessing he will be getting here late.”
“Here at the pub?” I asked him.
“That’s where he comes after his walks. But you were just
telling me about the emerald lady you met on the stone bridge. How tall did you
say she was?”
“She had to be like seven feet,” I told him. “She was
beautiful. Her voice was like music. When she spoke, you were captivated.”
“Yes,” he said. “I’ve seen her. I know what you mean.”
“You’ve seen her!” I said. “No. You haven’t seen her. You don’t
understand, she’s from a different world.” I was so disappointed. All my
enthusiastic talking. Had it just been to some friendly drunk?
“Your adopted son is from Narnia and he’s here. So why is it
so surprising that this lady is also here?”
“She can’t be here,” I said. “Being so very tall and so very
beautiful would get people to talking a bit, I would think.”
“She has gotten people talking,” said Warnie. “I’m surprised
your mother hasn’t told you about her.”
“My mother?” I asked.
“Professor Barbara Scrubbs who teaches modern literature.”
“That is my mother,” I said.
“The lady and your mother are inseparable,” said Wernie.
“They’ve been in the newspapers recently promoting the standardization of
education in England. Your mother has a peculiar cause for someone in the
humanities. She wants to get rid of all books in the tax supported schools that
do not have a useful and practical purpose.”
It was like I had a panic attack.
I told Warnie goodbye, rushed to my car and took off back
home. What if my mother came to visit me while I was gone and had brought the
witch with her? She would recognize who Richard was at once. What would she do
to him? And why on earth was she on earth? I tried to think how unlikely it
would be for my mother to come to see me at this exact time, the only time I
had ever been away from Richard since he came to live at my house. But I wondered,
why was I so insistent on seeing Professor Lewis immediately? What had I needed
to tell him, or what was it I had to know?
I drove fast. I nearly ran over two bicyclists and I nearly
got run over by an omnibus. A copper stopped me and gave me a lecture. “Please,
just give me the ticket,” I begged. It cost me forty quid for speeding and
another forty for disrespecting an officer.
I drove up my street. It was after 9 pm and all lights were
on in my house, and through the front window I saw my mother, the witch,
Elaine, two other ladies, a young girl, and Tom, very sober and very
determined.
Sorry, not until I get a letter from you will I write the
rest of the story.
Sincerely yours,
Scrubb
Chapter 13 Séance
Alberta loved her Friday night
séance, as she called it. A small group met at the Temple of Anthropocity. She
opened the door between two pubs, climbed the steep stairway and walked the
long hallway into a room lit so dimly as to strain anyone’s eyes. Alberta wore
glasses so thick, she had to have special frames made to accommodate the
lenses. She looked around as best she could and saw the usual adepts seated in
a circle. She pushed herself into the circle and found her chair, the only
empty one. What were they mumbling? She didn’t know. Everyone seemed to be
mumbling or moaning or humming something different. Tonight she had heard they
were going to have a guest teacher. She was fine with that. All their guest
speakers said pretty much the same thing. Nothing is at it appears. Only when
you discard the truth of everything you have learned and everything you seen
will you be able to learn what is truly the truth. The truth is a secret. But
you all are in luck, because I have the secret and you will be able to
comprehend that secret if you perform my prescribed rituals. And, by the way,
you are a god. Through your inner self, you can do anything and be anything.
It was hard work being a college
professor. These college students nowadays were so obtuse, especially all these
young men back from the war. They were so old fashioned, such literalists. The
dogmatism of religion had gotten ahold of so many of them. Alberta taught the
newer poets. She loved E. E. Cummings and Wallace Stevens. What they wrote
could be interpreted to mean whatever was meaningful to the reader. She also
taught John Donne and George Herbert. And William Shakespeare. She had so many
students in her Shakespeare classes, her dean wanted her to teach nothing but
Shakespeare. “God forbid,” she told him. “Shakespeare was an amuser, an
entertainer. He used every trite trick in the literary trade.” (Though of
course, as everyone else knew, it wasn’t
Shakespeare at all that wrote those plays and sonnets.) Alberta liked George
Herbert. He was a master of the allegorical. He used the religious language of
his day to speak of his own inner turmoil and of romantic love. But then her
students; most of them were still back in the Middle Ages. They dogmatically,
and sometimes tearfully, insisted that Herbert’s words were literally of the
crucifixion of the god-man. Absurd. So absurd.
That’s way Alberta loved her
séances. Though they seemed old fashioned, there were no dogmatists here. And
it wasn’t just the privileged young male. Within their circle were the poorest
of the poor and the very rich. The highly educated and those with no education.
Two within her séance were renowned movie stars. Another was a lord in
Parliament and another a vicar. The lady she always sat next to was a prioress.
A hunched back man who was so huge he required two chairs was their
acknowledged leader.
It’s a bit of a wonder that
Alberta knew the background of any in the circle, for it was forbidden to speak
of one’s life in the outside world, the artificial world, the world of smoke
and vapors. But Alberta was a curious woman and she made it her goal to find
things out. Besides, she was not a believer. She was here for the therapeutic
value. She loved it when their guest was a native American who came with his
two teenage sons. They had a pow-wow for them and the whole circle danced up
and down, and called upon the Great Spirit as the man and his boys beat their
drums and howled to the spirits.
Tonight their teacher was an
ancient woman with the voice of a rusty door hinge. She told them that they
were the ones who would be privileged as no other people on earth, for she was
going to call forth the one anointed to bring all humanity to that long
prophesied promised land. This savior had bequeathed life and happiness on two
previous worlds. As her work in these worlds was completed, out of her great
kindness, she had accepted Earth’s invitation to come and breathe an advanced
and abundant life into this world’s humanity. Then the woman said, “Conflict
will arise, greater than in all the wars this world has ever seen. But out of
the conflict there will arise the Remnant, the Phoenix arising from the ashes.”
She pulled out of her handbag two
earthenware vials and poured the contents of these vials into a large mortar
and put the mortar on a table in front of her. She took a pestle and began to
grind. “Come thou fount of joy and blessing,” she creaked. Then she spat into
the mortar and continued to grind. “Come thou force of life evolving,” she spat
again into the mortar. The others in the circle chanted, “Between the worlds,
within the woods,” they said altogether. Alberta joined them, listening
carefully to what they would chant next. She smiled to herself. This was a new
experience. Typically each person in the circle chanted or moaned their own
words. Now they were chanting the same words together. “Come thou blessed. Come
thou chosen. We enjoined, thy will shalt do.”
Grind, grind, grind, spit. Grind,
grind, grind, spit. The old woman was getting tired. She looked as if she was about
to collapse.
Then, a loud crack and a shaking.
Then a flash, brighter than the sun. The old woman feebly raised both her hands
in triumph. Alberta was impressed! She clapped. By herself. What a wonderful
display. She would have been embarrassed to be the only one clapping, but
Alberta was never embarrassed. She was a confident woman, so she continued
clapping, and she heard another person clapping beside her. She looked. Now who
was this? Was she a newcomer? She hadn’t seen her in the circle, but the light
had been so dim. Alberta extended her hand. “Welcome,” she said to the woman.
“Welcome,” said the rest of the
circle in unison.
The woman gave the slightest of
bows in acknowledgement and extended her hand towards them as if in a benediction.
The woman was beautiful. Very
tall.
Alberta thought to herself rather
smugly, “We have another movie star among us.”
Alberta said to the woman, “So
pleased to meet you. That was a magnificent display, wouldn’t you say? Best
I’ve ever seen here.”
Chapter 14 getting her bearings
She had felt herself hurtling through time, through space,
through the universes, again.
Where were the hags?
They had promised her another world. But not a new world.
“You’ve been there before,” they said with a knowing smile.
Jadis didn’t ask. That would be beneath her.
She took whatever opportunity was at hand. Without
questioning. Without wondering. And she would not try to remember. What was
past was past. It was the moment that counted. That’s what her father told her.
Her father. She shuddered to think of him. To be with him was to be outdone.
From her earliest memory, she was so alone when she was with him, though it
seemed to her she was always with him then.
But there was another memory—somewhere back there. Once she
had not been alone. There was someone. She could not distinguish who it could
be. She remembered her nurse maid. And her mother. Warmth and sadness filled Jadis’
consciousness. Her mother who smiled that smile; who touched her and stroked
her hair. Who was always talking to someone while at the same time always
talking to her. And to someone else. Who was that someone? Her mother had been
ordered aside by her father. But that someone had still been there. Who was it?
Did that someone have a face? Or was it a ghost? It had to be a physical
someone for she had such a sense of its presence.
Jadis arrived at her destination. She was in a dim room. She
could see a group of variously shaped people sitting in a circle. But standing
was a hag. One of many hags, all of whom were loyal to her; who took her every
order. Who could do whatever needed to be done. They were the most useful of
servants. But there was something about them. Sometimes she wondered if she
were the one serving them. But she could smell servitude. She was the queen and
a queen required subjects—loyal and unswerving subjects. Anything, the hags
would do for her. So how was it that she, the queen, was called by the hags into
this dark room full of people. How could the hags call her of their own initiative?
Hags were so old; so decrepit. Who had called the hags to call for her?
But now. Time to act. Time to take control. She was always
in control.
The people were expecting her. Except for one woman who was
clapping. Jadis walked over to the clapping woman and clapped with her.
No one talked except the one woman. Jadis knew the woman’s
smell. She was from that planet of chaos. The one she had visited so briefly
before arriving in Narnia.
Aslan! Was this his doing? Was he why she was called here?
Another time. She
would think about this another time. Now she had to act.
But her memories kept pushing into her consciousness: Her
father gave no thought to power. Power was his by right but he took no pleasure
in power. He only used it as a means to achieve and surpass all that had been
done before him; to reach the goal set so much farther than the goal his father
had set for himself. The queen laughed to herself. So what had this
accomplished for him except to cause him to die young? Power was everything!
How many tens of thousands of years had she lived? How many creatures had bowed
before her? How many had she slaughtered?
Slaughtered? There was that presence again. The memory of
that presence grew; and grew. She felt like a wraith. Like a shadow—a brittle
shadow, and the presence was pushing itself into her shadow self. It felt like
the presence was about to burst her into a million pieces. With all her might, Jadis
pushed against it, but the presence kept coming.
They were outside now, she and the clapping lady. Machines,
she perceived; on wheels, propelled by fire. She could smell the smoke.
“Look out!” said the lady. One of the machines crashed into
Jadis. Two people were in this machine that was now spitting out steam. How
dare they attack her? She grabbed the machine and thrust it aside. The two
people shrieked in horror. That was a good sound. Shrieking preceded
subservience.
“Bravo!” said her new companion, clapping again. “That was
magnificent. You are not injured? You are marvelously strong. Absolutely
marvelous. Clearly you are a stranger here. Have you a place to stay? You are
most welcome to stay with me. I have a large house containing just one small
husband. You must come with me.”
Professor Scrubbs directed Jadis to the sidewalk. Jadis looked
about herself. The sun on this planet was about to go down. It was larger than
the Narnian sun, and the light from this sun was sharper, harsher. She could
hear a crow in the distance.
~~~
Alberta was pleased as punch as she opened the door of her
house for Jadis. With a slight stoop, Jadis entered her living room.
Harold looked up from his newspaper. He would have stood to greet her. But she was
so tall. Their living room now seemed so cramped. He felt an urge to push
himself against the wall to make room for her.
“Harold,” said his wife Alberta. “At the séance today I met
this delightful woman. She is not from around here. I’m not sure where she is
from. So she is going to stay with us tonight.”
“Séance?” asked Harold.
“Oh, you know, that queer little meeting I go to on Fridays.
It’s all quite magical. You remember. Today though, it was especially so. After
the incantations, suddenly, from absolutely nowhere, appears this lovely lady.”
“Incantations?” asked Harold.
“Harold, please. I’m introducing you to my friend. —Oh my, I
don’t even know your name. This has all been so exciting. What is your name, my
dear?”
Jadis looked
at Alberta. Should she swat her as one swats a gnat? Through the half mile walk
to her home, Alberta had been speaking to her nonstop. Jadis made no effort to
try and hear or understand what she was saying. And Alberta did not notice that
her new companion had not spoken.
This round,
soft, bald headed man in front of her—he looked rather like one of those
underground Earthmen. Wonderful slaves the Earthmen had been.
Jadis spoke: “It is such a pleasure to be with the two of
you tonight. It is so kind of you to have me as your guest.”
Both Alberta and Harold looked at her uncomprehendingly.
“As I was saying to you, Harold, she is not from around
here,” said Alberta. “You are the one who has such a talent for language. What
did she say?”
Harold shook his head. “The only language I know is French.
Oh yes, I know Latin and Greek of course. Not spoken though. And Hebrew. But just
today at the bank I heard Hebrew spoken. Very surprising to hear spoken Hebrew.
Quite guttural. A young Jewish man from Palestine. He…”
“Harold!” interrupted his wife.
Harold popped up out of his chair. He looked at his wife and
then at Jadis. What was expected of him? He gestured for Jadis to have a seat.
“Can I get you something to drink, or eat? I apologize that we do not have
servants. That’s Alberta’s idea. She thinks it would be quite undemocratic for
us to have servants.”
Jadis spoke again. This time they could understand her. “I
would like something to eat. Meat.”
Harold scurried to the kitchen.
Alberta looked concerned. “We are vegetarians, Harold and I.
To eat meat would be indecent, to deprive another living soul of its life.”
Jadis smiled a beautiful smile. Alberta was pleased that what
she said had been received so positively. Jadis again considered swatting her.
Alberta explained to Jadis how modern people were understanding that humans are
merely one of the many species on this planet and that we all need to learn to
co-exist. Certainly we should not eat each other. Alberta loved to teach. She
loved to enlighten others.
Harold came back with a large plate of cold mutton. Alberta
was aghast. Jadis ate it rapidly, with her fingers and with elegance.
“Harold, where did that come from? Harold, you have been hiding
meat from me. And now Harold, it will soon be time for dinner and our guest
will have already eaten. Harold, I am surprised.”
Harold was surprised too. He figured his secret would come
out, sooner or later. But the woman had asked for meat. It was his long-established
habit that he did whatever a certain strong woman told him to do. To not do
what he was told would be beyond his nature.
While Alberta continued to talk at their guest, Harold went into
the kitchen to put their supper together. He set three plates at the dining
room table and brought out hummus, carrots, canned asparagus, and a brown flat
bread (cheese and eggs had recently been deleted from their diet). He also got
out the last of his secret stash of mutton and put it in a dish on the table, next
to the plate of their guest.
He called the ladies to supper and they all sat down.
And waited.
“Harold, you are going to say grace, aren’t you?” asked
Alberta.
Harold bowed his head and prayed: “Bless, O Lord, this food
to our use, and use us to Thy service. Be present at our table, Lord; be here
and everywhere adored. This we pray in Jesus name. Amen”
“Amen,” said Alberta
“Welcome, thank you for coming,” crowed
all the crows. Again and again. It was so dark in the cave.
Tom and Richard were still standing
in water. The crows seemed to be everywhere; behind them, above them, on either
side.
Tom liked crows, but not crowds.
Too many voices. Though a mob of crows generally all crow the same thing, they
do not crow it at the same time.
Tom backed up tight against
Richard.
Then one crow crowed, “We welcome
you, boy of Craugh. We welcome you boy who hears and who speaks.”
“I’m not a Craugh,” said Richard.
“The crow called me a Craugh. Tell her I’m not a Craugh.”
Tom crowed, “He’s not a Craugh.”
Tom looked up at Richard, “You
understand crow talk?”
“No,” said Richard. “But I can what
this crow said. She spoke as my people speak.”
Tom thought maybe he should be
worried. His people? “Why do you say, ‘my people?’”
The crow said, “Where I am from,
the Giants are the Craugh. I have Craugh in my ancestry.”
Richard looked down at Tom. “I
could only understand a couple of her words. What did she say?
“She said where she comes from the
Giants are the Craugh, and she said she has ancestors that are Giants.”
“That cannot be,” Richard replied.
“You are a crow.”
“I am a crow now. But many years
ago I was not a crow. Nor were my companions. Most of the crows here with us
are crows, from the earth, born of eggs. But forty, minus one, of the crows
here, along with myself, are from another world, Azuah.”
Tom did his best to repeat back to
Richard what he had heard.
“I don’t understand,” said
Richard.
“Like you. We’re like you. You are
not from Earth. Once Earth had Giants. But no more. So I know you are not from Earth.”
Again Tom interpreted for Richard.
He did not have to interpret for the crow, for the crow understood Richard’s
words.
“Was it through magic that you are
now a crow?” asked Richard. “Were you cursed?”
“I was cursed. I am now a crow, by
magic. But to be a crow is not a curse.”
“Who cursed you?” asked Richard.
“Why were you cursed?”
“My sister,” said the crow. “There
was a great war where we fought against each other. She fought for power. I
fought for my friends. There was so much death. There seemed to be no way to
stop the war for I knew my sister. She was the daughter of our father. From our
father she learned to never concede. Never to compromise. So I braced myself to
win. And we did, me and all my friends, and all the nameless hordes who
followed us. As we strode up the palace steps to take possession of what we had
won, my sister spoke an unknown word—a word that sent myself and ninety nine of
my companions to this earth to live forever together; for the natural processes
of this world’s time does not affect us.”
Tom did his best to translate all
this and Richard did his best understand it. He did understand part of it.
“I know a forever person,” said
Richard. “In our world there is a forever lady. My mom and dad said there was
never a time when she was not. We Giants say she is our friend. But I don’t
think she is a friend of the Giants. She laughs at misfortune. Bad things that
happen are her favorite jokes. We Giants, we laugh. All the time we laugh. But
I knew, all the Giants knew, of course we knew, that laughing at misfortune was
bad. But we thought it was clever. The lady made us feel clever whenever she
was around.”
Tom was getting restless. He
whispered up to Richard. “Let’s get going. Let’s go do something.”
“I need your help,” said the crow.
Several other crows crowed, “We need your help.” Then all the crows were
crowing, “We need your help.”
“Why do they need your help?” Tom
asked Richard.
“What do you mean?” asked Richard.
“The crows keep saying, ‘I need
your help. I need your help,” said Tom.
“They are not asking for my help.
They are asking for your help,” said Richard.
Tom was exasperated. “Help you what?” he said to them. Then he
shouted, “What help?”
All the crows were silent. The one
crow spoke again. “I need you to help me talk to my sister. My sister is now on
earth. But she is not from earth. Just like your friend Richard is now on
earth, but he is not from earth.”
Tom started getting scared again.
He had been interpreting what the crow had been saying to Richard but he had
not been listening. Not very closely. Richard was his friend. That’s all he
cared about. But...
“Richard,” said Tom. “You’re from
Earth, right?”
“No,” said Richard. A drop, then a
bunch of drops of water started falling on Tom’s head.
“I’m from Earth,” said Tom. “I
take care of you,” he said to him. “You know that.”
The crow spoke again: “My sister is
a lady. Because I’m a crow, she can’t hear what I say. You need to tell her
what I say.”
“I can do things like that,” said
Tom. “Like I helped that one lady.
“You did,” said the crow. “She and
her daughter are very grateful to you. They have their own flat now. And that’s
because of you.”
“What happened to her daughter’s
lump?” asked Tom,
“I don’t know,” said the crow.
“When you’re a crow, some things are hard to find out.”
A new crow came flying into the
cave. “Here. Here. Here,” crowed the crow. “Here. Here.”
Voices came from the entrance of
the cave. “Tom! Richard! Are you in there? Tom! Richard! Can you hear me?”
“Who are these guys?” asked Tom.
“I don’t know,” said Richard.
“Some man. Or some men”
They could hear splashing
footsteps coming into the cave.
“Should we answer them?” asked
Tom.
The crows were again quiet.
“What do you want?” Tom yelled
back at the voices.
“Thank God,” said one of the
voices.
Another said, “Are you safe?”
“Of course we’re safe,” said Tom.
“What do you want?”
“We heard two boys were lost in a
cave. We’re the police.”
“Oh boy,” said Tom. “That was
fast.” He called out “We’re just exploring this cave.”
Tom and Richard began walking back to the
entrance of the cave. They saw the lights of half a dozen torches coming towards
them.
“We’re just exploring,” said Tom as they came
closer. Two men put their coats around Tom and Richard as they walked them out
of the cave.
“Where’s your mums?” one of the
policemen asked.
“My mums shopping,” said Tom. “His
dad is at home. Probably reading.”
About twenty kids and several
mothers were outside the cave. One of the kids said, “We saw you go into the
cave and then you never came out. We tried calling for you. Then we heard all
these crows.”
“He’s the crow boy. The little kid
is the crow boy,” said Bruce who was part of the group of kids.
“Shaddup,” said one of the
mothers. “Just keep your mouth shut, Bruce.”
A policeman told the kids and moms
they needed to disperse. Another policeman gave Tom his shoes that he had taken
off. He told Tom to put them on. A third took out a pencil and his pad. “What
are your names?”
“Tom O’Shannessy,” said Tom. “He’s
Richard.”
“He can speak for himself,” said
the policeman. “What’s your name, son?”
“Richard,” said Richard.
“What’s your last name?
“Scrubb,” said Tom. “His name’s
Richard Scrubb.”
Richard nodded.
“That’s very dangerous going into
that cave like that. You should know better than that. You didn’t even bring a
torch,” said the first policeman.
To the other policemen he said,
“Thank you men. Bill and I will take care of things now.”
“What’s your address, boys? We’ll
take you home. We need to talk to your mum and dad.”
“Bother,” said Tom. He was mad.
“We didn’t do anything. Who says boys can’t explore a cave? Just leave us
alone.”
Tom took Richard’s hand and began
walking away when suddenly Tom heard words he had only heard teenagers use
before. He didn’t know what the words meant. But he knew he was in for it. So
did Richard, though he hadn’t heard what Tom heard.
“He didn’t mean that,” said Richard,
looking the policeman in the eye. “Sorry. Right Tom? You’re sorry, right?”
“Yeah,” said Tom. The policeman was
still using lots of those words. “I’m sorry,” said Tom. “I shouldn’t have said
that to you.”
“You’ve got quite the mouth on
you, little man,” said the policeman. “We’ll see what your mum has to say about
you disrespecting an officer of the law.”
Chapter 16 Three ladies
Elaine wondered if she had been
played for a fool.
It didn’t matter. She didn’t have
anything else to do. Saturdays were the worst days, living in Manchester. She
shared the top half of a house with two other young women. Her school had made
the arrangement. But the other young women were not teachers. They were both
stenographers at businesses downtown. They also were best friends and had lived
together since after the War. Their third roommate had gotten married, thence
the vacancy which Elaine now filled. She had her own bedroom. She also had
taken over one half of the kitchen table where she graded papers. Her roommates
had their own world, leaving Elaine to find her own.
Elaine gathered up her students’
papers, put them in a briefcase (Quite an extravagance, her briefcase.
Teacher’s pay paid the basics. Yet out of her own pay she had purchased the
briefcase.)
She walked the three blocks to
Eustace’s house. His house was distinguished by its large window enclosed
porch.
“He must make a lot of money,” she
said to herself as she opened his front door. In the porch was a table with two
kitchen chairs and also two sturdy upholstered chairs. She put her briefcase on
the table. The porch gave a good view of the neighborhood. It was a much better
place to grade papers than in her flat.
Eustace had told her that Richard
was always hungry so she went into the kitchen to see what food there was. Men
were funny. The things they bought. One shelf in his cupboard contained nothing
but tins of tuna fish. The next shelf up was all corn flakes and Quaker
Oatmeal. In his refrigerator were six half gallons of homogenized milk. That
looked good. She hated dry condensed milk--the only milk she drank since moving
to Manchester. She found a glass and then found her cookies. Her cookies were
so good with real milk!
She went upstairs. Everything was
neat but nothing was clean. Two little containers of baking soda for teeth
brushing were on the back of the sink; one for Eustace, one for Richard. But no
soda had been used for scouring out the sink. Probably the sink hadn’t been
cleaned since Eustace moved in.
One of the rooms was Eustace’s
study. She had never seen so many books. She liked to read. Something good to
read. That could make for a nice day. She looked at the titles. Shakespeare. He
had about twenty books by him. She had to read Shakespeare in high school. That
was not going to happen again. All those math books. They couldn’t all be text
books. Was he reading them for fun? H.G. Wells, Jules Verne—science fiction, no
thanks. Blaise Pascal, Soren Kierkegaard, weird names. Rudolph Steiner: Someone
had tried to get her to read one of his books before. The book made no sense.
In all his bookshelves she couldn’t find a single novel, not even one by Charles
Dickens.
She was about to go back
downstairs and work on grading papers when she saw an open letter on the desk.
“Dear Scrubb.” She probably shouldn’t read it. She turned it over to see who it
was from. It was signed, “Until we meet again in Narnia, Jill aka Pole.” She
turned to the front of the letter again: “I never thought I would ever say
this, but can’t tell you how much I miss you.” That’s probably enough. She
didn’t need to read any more. She read on: “Or maybe it’s just my longing for
Narnia. Especially since moving to America, it seems like every day I remember
our time there more vividly. I’m so excited to hear that you may have a real
Giant straight from Darfang sitting across from you at your breakfast table.”
Elaine put the letter down. She definitely had read enough. She felt like she
was in a haunted house. Giant. Richard? He was one huge kid. But she knew
Richard. He was the nicest boy. He was the only one who seemed to be able to
tame little Tom.
She went back downstairs and into
the porch. She dug out her red pencil and began grading her students’ essays on
why Queen Elizabeth’s inability to make a quick decision strengthened England
as an international power. She made lots of corrections. She wrote an
explanation for each correction she made. She was pleased to see that after she
was done with a paper, it frequently had more words on it written in red than
written by the student. She took no short-cuts when grading papers. She pulled
up Tom’s essay. Good for Tom. He’d remembered to put his name on his paper.
There was an arrow at the bottom of the page. “See picture on other side.” She
turned the paper over and there was a crowned Queen Elizabeth sitting on her
throne. Or at least attempting to sit on her throne. She sympathized with Tom’s
efforts. It was hard to draw a picture of someone sitting.
She looked up. Quite a ways off
she could see two women walking up the sidewalk. One was a stout woman with a
determined walk, her body bobbing from side to side. The other was very tall
and walked with the elegance of a queen--like a queen trained in ballet. As
they came closer, Elaine could see they both wore dresses in the fashion of the
victory suit. It may have been the same dresses that they wore but the one
dress was elegant while the other was disheveled. The stout woman was talking
with great animation. The tall woman smiled, appearing to be interested in all
that was being said. She saw them slow as they came to Eustace’s house and then
turn up his walk. The stout woman opened the door and walked right in. The tall
woman followed.
“Who are you?” Elaine was asked by
the stout woman. Then the woman called out, “Eustace, do come. I’ve brought a
guest.”
“Eustace is not here now,” said
Elaine.
The stout woman looked Elaine up
and down. She clicked her tongue. “Are you his girlfriend? Why is it that you
are here and Eustace is not?”
“I am not his girlfriend,” said
Elaine. “But I am his friend. I am staying at his house doing him a favor.
Eustace had to leave for the day. He has a boy he takes care of. He wanted me to
stay at his house to watch the boy.””
The tall woman looked down at
Elaine and smiled approvingly. “You’re a lovely young woman,” she said.
“Thank you,” said Elaine surprised
and very flattered.
“So where did Eustace go and where
is his boy?” asked the stout woman.
“Eustace said he had to go to
Oxford to see a Professor Lewis,” said Elaine.
“Professor Lewis?” the stout woman
snorted. “That boy. Of all people, why would he want to see Lewis again? When
did he leave, and when did he say he would be back? But it’s his boy we want to
see. Where is his boy?”
“He went to the park. He went with
his little friend.”
“When will he be back?”
“Soon, I expect,” said Elaine.
“His boy is always hungry so I expect he will be back by lunch time.”
The tall woman stood had an aura
of contentedness, of peace. Elaine spoke to her, “By the way, my name is
Elaine.”
“Jadis is my name,” said the
woman. “I am so very pleased to meet you. My friend here is Alberta. Or
Professor Scrubb. She teaches English language and literature at Balliol
College in Oxford.”
“And the mother of Eustace,” said
Alberta. “Much as I’ve so often regretted it.
“I had such hopes for him,” she
said. “At age ten he knew the industrial output of every country in the
northern hemisphere. And he could tell you the potential industrial output of
every country in the southern hemisphere.”
“He must have been an amazing
young man,” said Jadis. Elaine looked to see if Jadis was making a joke, but by
her face she could see that she was not.
“I blame myself,” said Alberta. “I
should never have allowed those frightful children of my brother’s to come and
stay with us. They were family so I agreed as a favor. I had thought Eustace
could be such a good influence on them. He was just like a little adult as he
rarely was around other children. My husband Harold and I tutored him ourselves
for we knew from the moment he was born that he was an exceptional child. But
all for naught, all for naught. Now he’s become so common. He has no sense of
his destiny to be one of humankind’s benefactors.
“So, ergo, you—his plain little
girlfriend,” she said looking sternly at Elaine.
“I am not his girlfriend,” said
Elaine.
Jadis put her hand across Elaine’s
shoulder, “I would be so very pleased if I had a son who would chose you to be
his special friend. In beauty, in poise, in intelligence, I perceive you to be
a unique young woman.”
Elaine knew better. Too well she
knew better. She knew she was not pretty, or poised. She was a farm girl with
none of the charms of the city girls. But the disdain of Eustace’s mother made
her want to claim as true Jadis’ flattery.
“So, I guess we wait,” said
Alberta. “There’s nothing else for us to do, but to wait. Missy, do be so good
as to get us tea and a couple of biscuits. And jam. Bring us some jam too.”
Chapter 17 Delighted
“I told you my mum’s not home,”
said Tom turning around on Richard’s shoulders as they turned up the walk to
Eustace’s house.
The policeman glared at Tom. Tom
was about to tell the policeman that he was not an imp, when he thought to ask
Richard, “Is he calling me names?”
“No,” said Richard. Richard put
Tom down and opened the door. Alberta was delighted to see Richard. “So here he
is, Jardis; my son’s boy. His is name is Richard. Is he not everything that I
said he was?”
Jadis gave Richard a delighted
smile. “How are you Richard?” said Jardis.
Richard looked, and looked again.
The Forever Lady. The Lady of the Green Kirtle.
“Wow,” said Tom. “You’re taller
than Richard. You’re beautiful.”
The police officer was also inside
the porch. He was there to put things in order. “So,” he said. “I am here to
speak to this little boy’s mother. He has been a very naughty little boy.”
Elaine had been in the sitting
room. She came to the door of the porch. “His mother is not here. But I am his
school teacher.”
“Then I need to tell you he has
been most disrespectful, most disrespectful indeed. To an officer of the law.
We had to rescue him and his friend who were lost in the cave at Wilkshire
Park.”
“We weren’t lost,” said Tom.
“Richard will tell you. We were exploring.”
“I’m sure that’s true,” said
Jadis. “Thank you very much officer, for bringing these two boys home. Your
service is deeply appreciated.”
“But,” said the policeman. “He was
very disrespectful and…”
“You may go now. What you did was
entirely satisfactory.”
“But,” said the policemen.
“Go!” said Jadis quietly, and the
officer went.
“So as I was telling you,” said
Alberta to Jadis. “The Germans went about it all wrong. Any scientist knows it
is not by eliminating the less desirable of the species that brings about
improvement in the species. The more primitive will simply fall away as the
felicitous aberrations of the species establish themselves. Richard has a body
impervious to injury and with such strength. My son told me Richard once fell
from the top step of his house onto the sidewalk landing on his head and he
picked himself up as if nothing happened. His head did not even bleed. My son told
me that he needed to change the tire on his car. As a tease, he asked Richard
if he could lift up his car so he could put it up on blocks. Without effort,
Richard lifted the car for him. It’s such an odd thing that in the human
species, the highly intellectual so typically have such feeble bodies. You are
so much the exception: so strong of body and so strong in intellect. You are
what the human species needs to become—no longer miserable ants crawling around
on this globe, but supermen, superwomen. Creatures that can hold their heads up
high, proud of who they are, proud of what they can be. Masters of the Universe
instead of pathetic victims of a miserable fate. But you are just one person
and I don’t even know how old you are. You appear to by ageless, but possibly
you are beyond the child bearing stage. Now if we could…”
Tom had had enough. So much talk
talk talk. Today was a Saturday. A glorious Saturday where he could play all
day with his good friend Richard.
“Richard,” said Tom. “Let’s go.”
Richard didn’t move.
Tom opened the outside door. In
hopped the crow.
Tom was delighted. “Caw,” he said.
“Come right inside. Welcome, welcome.”
Alberta was so intent on what she
was saying, she did not immediately see the crow. But when she did, she
screamed a high pitched scream. Tom looked around. What was happening? “What’s
wrong?” he said looking at Alberta.
Her scream continued. “Horrible.
Filthy crow. Fleas. Horrible, horrible, horrible,” he heard her say.
“Silence,” said Jadis. The scream
stopped, but as Alberta cringed back against the wall, he heard her continue to
say, “Horrible, horrible, help me, horrible.”
“Caw,” said the crow. “Tom, the
beautiful woman is my sister. Can you greet her for me and tell her who I am?”
What was the lady’s name? Tom
couldn’t remember. “Beautiful lady,” Tom said to her. She ignored him. She was
looking at the crow.
“Excuse me,” he said loudly. “My
friend here, the crow. She wants me to say hello to you and to tell you that
she is your sister.”
The Lady looked down at him,
smiling. “You are such a clever young man,” she said. “So bright, so pleasant.”
Tom thought about that. He looked
over at Miss Robinson. Was she hearing this? She was. He looked at Alberta. She
was terrified. “Help me, help me, help me,” she was whimpering.
Tom said, “Thank you. And you are
very beautiful. I know you are a nice lady. I am happy to make your
acquaintance.” He extended his little hand up to hers. She took his hand in
both her hands and shook it warmly. Her skin was so soft.
“And what is your name?” she
asked.
“I’m Tom. Richard is my best
friend. My mom is gone shopping with my little sister. Miss Robinson over there
is my school teacher. She doesn’t like me very much.”
“I like you very much,” said the
Lady.
“Thank you,” said Tom. “I like you
very much too.” He reached all around her and gave her a hug. Was he too old to
give people hugs anymore? Probably. He felt embarrassed.
“You are delightful,” said the
lady.
The crow cawed again. “Tell her
I’m her sister.”
“Oh yeah,” thought Tom. He said
aloud. “The crow here is also my friend. She helps me when big kids are mean to
me. She wants me to tell you that she is your sister.”
“My sister?” said the lady. She
looked sadly down at the crow. “My sister is dead. She died a long time ago.”
“Caw,” said the crow. “I am not
dead. Instead, I am a crow.”
“She is not dead, but she is a
crow,” said Tom to the Lady.
“You thought you killed me.
Instead I became a crow,” cawed the crow.
“What!” said Tom to the Lady. “You
tried to kill your sister?”
“I am a kind woman,” said the
Lady. “I would not try to kill my sister.” She smiled a big, gracious smile.
She looked at Tom. Then she gave him a knowing wink. “How could a crow be my
sister?” Then she laughed, a rich musical laugh. Her laugh was like sunshine.
“Do you remember?” cawed the crow.
“My friend the crow asks if you
remember,” said Tom.
“Do you speak the language of
crows?” asked the Lady. “Or is this a clever little boy’s imagination?”
Tom was insulted. “I am not a
little boy. I am twelve years old. I’m small for my age.”
“Of course you are not a little
boy. My sincerest apologies. Sometimes we older people are so very insensitive.
You are a young gentleman deserving of respect. I am sorry.”
Tom had never heard an adult ever
apologize to him. Ever. Except for his mom. His mom did sometimes. His mom
loved him. “It’s alright,” he said. “A lot of people think I’m a little kid
just cause I’m small.”
Again the crow cawed, “Ask her if
she remembers.”
“Remembers what?” cawed Tom. This
lady was so nice. He didn’t want to annoy her.
“Just ask her if she remembers.”
Tom sighed. “Okay,” he told the
crow. He spoke to the lady, “The crow wants to know if you remember.”
“Remember what?” asked the Lady.
“That’s what I asked her,” said
Tom. “I don’t know what the crow means.”
“How is it you speak crow?” asked
the Lady. All but Tom realized she was speaking in a language that was not
English.
Richard said, “How is it that you speak
in my language?”
Tom interpreted though he did not
need to interpret, “My friend Richard says you are now speaking in his
language.”
“I speak his language because I am
one of his people,” she said. She took off her shoe. She had six toes. Richard
was overjoyed. And then he was not. “I did not know you were a Giant,” he said
to her.
“My mother had Giant blood. My
mother was very proud of her Giant heritage. Did you know I was with your mother
in Darfang the day you were born?”
Tom was excited, “You are not from
earth? Richard is not from earth. He is very sad about that, that he’s a
stranger here.”
“He need not be sad,” said the
Lady. “You are such a good friend to him. Giants are a close knit race. Giants
think and act as one. What one thinks, they all think. I am proud to have such
a wonderful loving lineage.”
“Richard and me, we think alike
too,” said Tom. “Saturday is our day to do stuff together.”
“You boys run off then. You have
fun together” said the Lady. Then speaking in English she said, “Elaine dear,
would you be so kind as to find me a broom? I will get this crow out of your
house. Such dirty animals.”
An Invited Guest
Chapter 18
“That I will not do,” said Elaine.
“The crow asked you a question.”
“Oh, aren’t you the funny dear,”
said the Lady. “Are you making a joke at the expense of Tom here? But we really
do need to get this crow out of the house. Poor Professor Scrubbs. If we don’t
get it out soon, I doubt she’ll ever be the same.” She opened up the door of
the porch and used her foot to prop it with her shoe, smiling at the effect
that her six toes had on Elaine.
“What language were you speaking?”
asked Elaine.
“I speak many languages,” said the
Lady.
“But you don’t speak crow?” asked
Elaine.
“I do not. Once we get this crow
out of the house, Professor Scrubbs will explain to you that animals,
especially animals as primitive as crows, do not have the brain capacity for language
with words. Language is the great evolutionary advantage that people have over
the animals.
“Yeah, that’s right,” said Tom. “Animals
don’t really use words. It’s more like in pictures. You’re right Mrs—what’s
your name?”
“I have many names. But I also
have one name. My name is Jadis. If you would like, you can call me Miss Jadis
for I have never had a husband. I am so very tall, I must scare men away.”
“I’m not scared of you at all,”
said Tom. “I like you a lot. I like tall people.”
“That’s very sweet of you Tom. Now
Tom, let’s you and me do what we can to get this crow out of the house.”
Tom was flummoxed. The crow had
asked him to help her and the crow was his proven friend. “This is not a
regular crow,” said Tom. “She really does talk using words. I’ve talked with
her a lot. I don’t know how she can be your sister, but she really wants to
talk to you.”
“Thank you Tom,” crowed the crow.
“Could you ask her just one more time if she remembers?”
“Do you remember?” asked Tom.
The Lady, the beautiful Lady
suddenly underwent a transformation. The music in her voice was replaced with a
loud rasping whisper. “I do not remember,” she said. “I choose not to remember.
Every day I choose not to remember. ‘Forgetting what is behind, I press on
toward the mark,’
“The mark?’ crowed the crow.
Tom had to get out of there. He
looked at Richard. Richard was staring at Jardis with unblinking eyes. “The mark,”
Tom called out. “What mark?”
“For the prize,” said Jardis. “For
the power. And the glory. To search out and destroy, and destroy I shall.”
“My sister,” crowed the crow. “My
only sister. My beloved sister.”
“My sister,” said Tom. “My only
sister. My beloved.”
“Beloved?” snarled the witch, for
witch she was; witch she had become. “Then why did you leave me? Why did you
leave me alone with Father-- with his horrible tortures from early morning
until late at night? You selfish cruel thing, to go off and just leave me.”
Tom tried to interpret, “She wants
to know why you call her beloved since you left her alone with her Father who
tortured her. She says you are very cruel.”
The crow cawed, “Tom, I can
understand her. I’m pretty sure she can understand me. I think she’s been able
to understand me from when she first heard my caw.”
“So I can go,” said Tom. “Goodbye.
Let’s go Richard.” But Richard wouldn’t go. He reached out for Tom and held him
tight. Again tears were streaming from his eyes and the tears were splashing
all over Tom. Tom wriggled away. But then he came back to Richard and took his
big hand in both of his hands.
“I did not mean to be cruel,” said
the crow. “I was young. I did not know anything except what the two of us knew
together. I did not know what it was like to be separated from you.”
“Then why did you not speak to me
about it? How could you have just left me?”
“I’m not sure I knew how to talk
to you. The two of us, did we ever speak to each other? I don’t think I knew
you were you and I was myself. Until that Day.”
“Until that day,” said the witch.
“But then you knew. Had you no compassion when you would see me come back to
the palace, exhausted nearly to death. Nearly to death. Day after day after day
after day.”
“On that Day, when I did not go
out with you and Father, I was shunned. No one dared go near me. Not even
mother. So I dared not go near you. You were now the Chosen One. I was the
Abomination. The One who had rejected and thus the one to be rejected.”
“Chosen?” spat the witch. “Chosen
to be feared. Chosen to be alone. Always alone. Chosen to be lied to. (Who
dared to speak truth to me?)”
“You’re not alone,” said Tom. “I’m
here. I won’t lie to you. I promise.”
The witch ignored him.
“You are a special child,” crowed
the crow to Tom. “You do care for my sister as only a child could. I also care
for her. Deeply. But she cannot understand this.”
“Oh hush, hush, hush your mouth,”
said the witch. She had grabbed a book and threw it with great force at the
crow. The aim was perfect but the crow was faster. She hopped from where she
was even before the book left the witch’s hand.
“Oh my,” wailed Alberta.
“Help!” yelled Tom. A stream of
crows flew into Eustace’s house. Several flew at the witch’s face. She swung
her hands at them. One, two, three, four crows all dead on the floor.
“Stop,” cawed the Crow. “She will
kill you all if you attack her.”
So much was going on, Tom’s brain
was distracted. On the table where the witch grabbed the book was a little
golden arch from which hung a bell. The arch was on a pedestal and attached to
the pedestal was a tiny gold hammer. Tom went over to the table and struck the
bell with the tiny hammer. For such a small bell, it made an amazingly loud
high musical note. A beautiful sound that filled the air and then became
quieter and quieter until only Tom could still hear it. Then a brightness and a
warmth filled the room; and terror filled the face of the witch.
“You called for me,” said the
deepest voice any of them had ever heard.
“Aslan,” gasped the witch. “This
is not your world. This is the world of the Son.”
“I am the Son, manifest in the
flesh of a Narnian lion.”
“Aslan,” cried Richard. His tears
stopped. The Lion lifted his paws onto Richard’s shoulders.
“My boy,” purred Aslan. “You have
done so well in this world of men with all their contraptions. You were the
kindest of souls. Are you ready to go back to your people?”
“I am,” said Richard. “How hard it
must be for people here to be so alone, to be deaf to all but language spoken.”
“People here can hear more than
they think they can,” said Aslan.
“I have missed my family. I miss
Larry very much. But I will miss my little buddy Tom. Aslan, can Tom come back
with me? I have so much stuff to show him.”
“Maybe,” said Aslan. “Maybe later.
But not now.”
A mob of crows had filled the
porch. “Jardis,” said Aslan to the witch’s sister. “For Jardis is your name.
Your nursemaid was correct in picking you to be Jardis. You have made choices,
unlike your sister. The first choice you made to leave your father was neither
good nor bad. But it was a choice. Your sister made no choices. She simply did
whatever was in front of her. It was not her choice to speak the forbidden
word. She will tell you that you simply gave her no choice but to speak it. But
since your first choice, you have made good choices. You chose to have
compassion on your comrades. You made a choice to be joyful every day of your
very long life and to glory in the God who made you. You also made a choice to
willingly do whatever task the Father set before you, including helping little
Tom here.”
“Now Elaine,” said Aslan. “It’s
time you went back to the farm. You know that, don’t you?”
“I do,” said Elaine, smiling broadly.
“Poor Alberta,” said Aslan. “Pity
poor Alberta. Blessed with so much intelligence. But today so thick headed with
preconceptions. You can’t even see me. Or hear me. Pity poor Alberta.”
The Witch had gone into the kitchen
and came back with the ice box, which she heaved at Aslan with all her might.
The ice box was incredibly destroyed with the metal forming a profile of Aslan.
“It will soon be your time,” said
Aslan to Jadis, unharmed and unalarmed. “But first I need to speak to Tom.”
Tom had wandered into the living
room. He ran back to the porch where he saw the Witch heave the ice box. “Come
here Tom,” said Aslan. Tom ran to Aslan burying himself into his fur. “My
little friend,” said Aslan. “That bell you rang was a special bell. It came
from the creation of the Lady and the Crow’s world. It was kept in the most
holy temple in their world but Jadis took it for her own. It rings the first of
all musical notes, created before any world was sung into being. The mythology
of her world taught that the possessor of the bell would receive life back from
the dead when it was rung. That was true. But even more true, the note from the
bell is the musical note of life. I am the resurrection and the life. Thus,
when the note rang out, I came—called to come. Predestined to come.”
“Neato,” said Tom and Aslan
laughed, gave him a lion hug and rubbed the top of his butch cut head.
“One more thing,” said Aslan,
turning his head around and looking at each person and at Jardis, and then at
Jadis. “The word you spoke was not a word to be spoken by anyone but the One to
whom it belongs. You spoke it in vengeance. I speak it as its rightful owner.
“Tetelestai!” said Aslan.
Chapter 19 Missed Out on Everything
Dear Jill:
You would think working for the post
office that I would get some sort of special consideration and I guess I did.
For reasons unknown, your last letter to me found its way into the dead letter
box at our post office in Manchester. You had the correct street address, but apparently
Scrubb was not enough of a name for the letter to come to me. Fortunately, my
new Indian friend was kept inside the building today and discovered your letter,
which he delivered personally. (My boss is skeptical about hiring an Indian to
work in our department. He says Indians have no natural aptitude for
engineering—though, he says, they are far superior to the English in service work
and he figures that before the decade is over, they may be beating the English
in cricket.)
I knew you had kept in touch with
Lucy. That’s pretty amazing. It’s got to be more than a coincidence that she
also has been talking with Professor Lewis. I will have to find his book. Maybe
he’ll write about our time in Narnia too. But that would mean he would be
writing about me, on the Dawn Treader. Oh boy! I try not to think about how I
once was (and probably still am). You say he did change all the names of the
Penvenzies, so I’m sure he would change our names too. But I don’t know. It
makes me nervous. Especially after giving so much information to his inebriated
brother. You said Lucy said he wrote the story, pretty straight—even including
Father Christmas. But, as it is written as though it were fiction, I suppose he
could do anything with our stories.
So, here’s what I found when I came in
the front door of my house that fateful evening: I had missed out on
everything! By everything, I mean I missed out on seeing Aslan in real life in
my own front porch. The police were every place; in the kitchen, up in my
bedroom, in the back yard. My mother was talking very loudly to one of the
older police officers. “This is my son,” she said to him. “He is the owner of
the house. Where he has been or why he has been gone, you will have to ask him
yourself. He is the legal guardian of the boy who disappeared.”
Standing in the middle of my porch was
the witch, still as a statue and larger than life. Tom was sitting upright on
the sofa, his feet dangling several inches from the floor. I went over to him
and asked him how he was doing. “Not very good I don’t think, Mr. Eustace” he
said. “Richard’s gone. He went back to his own world. Aslan was here.”
“Aslan?” I said. “A really big lion?”
“Yes sir, Mr. Scrubb. He was really
big. And he liked me a lot and I liked him a lot.”
“Yeah,” I said to Tom. “He liked me
too. When I don’t think anyone else could have liked me. When I was your age.”
My mom was still hollering. “Eustace,
there is a dead woman in your porch. She’s in your porch. You need to be
talking to the police.”
About that time the coroner came.
While inches from the witch, he asked where the body was. I told him.
“Shouldn’t you lay her down?” the
coroner asked. The police thought this was a good idea and two of them came
over to bring her to the floor, but she couldn’t be budged. “It’s like she’s
made out of stone,” said one of the officers. The coroner came over and tried
to take her pulse. “Not a person,” he declared. “This is a statue. I am not
amused. Not one bit. To be called out on a Saturday night. Not amused.”
“Well is she dead then?” asked the
older police officer. “Can you certify her as dead?”
“Not dead because she was not alive.”
With that he turned to walk out the door, stubbing his toe on a crow, or
perhaps just a rock in the shape of a crow.
“My word,” said my mother. “Of course
she was alive. I came up with her from Oxford, just this afternoon.”
Elaine spoke up, “Oh yes, she was
alive. She’s the one who threw that icebox.” She pointed to a large chunk of
mangled metal in the middle of the floor.
The police were bewildered. I was
bewildered.
Finally they left, leaving the statues
of the witch and the crow in my front porch. They promised someone would come
by on Monday to pick them up.
As Tom’s mother and her friends were
leaving, I said to Tom, “We’ve both lost our friend Richard. I don’t know about
you, but I need another friend to sort of take his place.”
“Sure Mr. Euatace,” said Tom. “I can
be your friend. What will we do?”
I told him I thought we might be able
to play checkers. I then told him about this cave nearby that I’ve always
wanted to explore and that maybe we could check it out. He seemed to like the
idea of checkers but did not seem interested in the cave.
I do like this little Tom. If he does come by,
I’ll do what I can to not make him my research project to confirm my quirky
idea of glossolia waves. Besides, if I do fall into “observing” him, he’ll be
accusing me of being a crow again.
As Elaine was leaving, I thanked her, which
seemed to fluster her-- as the person I had asked her to watch over had vanished.
“When will I see you again?” I asked
her.
“Probably never,” she told me. “I’m
going back to the farm tomorrow.”
“Tomorrow?” I asked. “You’re still
teaching school. You can’t just leave tomorrow.”
“I’ll bet I can,” she said.
Then it was just me and my mom.
As she and I were changing the sheets
of Richard’s bed so she would have a place to sleep, she said to me, “Eustace
Clarence, you need to know, not everything is as it seems. You’re like your
father. You’re a man, and men think everything can be explained. But some
things can’t. Some very unusual things have happened here today, very unusual
things.”
“You’re right mom,” I said.
Then I gave her a hug and kissed her
on the forehead, much to her annoyance.
So Jill, I think this is the end of this
adventure. I do wish I had seen Aslan. More than anything.
Thanks again for your good letters.
I’m hoping I’ll have something to write about the next time I write--unless you
want to hear about radio phones. The engineering of the radio phone involves all
the latest transcontinental scientific research, and the potentials for it is very
exciting!
Sincerely Yours,
Scrubb
Last chapter-- The hags
The next day five very old women came
to Eustace’s door. Eustace opened the door and asked what he could do for them.
Their answer was to press past him as they shuffled, bent over, through his
door. With much effort, and many moans and groans, they were able to push over
the figure of Jardis. It landed with a resounding thud. Then each grabbed a
leg, or an arm, or the head.
Eustace held the door for them as they
struggled out the door and down the steps and up the sidewalk and, so very
slowly, out of sight.
Through their exertions and through their
magic, they brought Jadis to her long dead world, to sit forever enthroned at
the end of the line of the kings and queens of great City of Charn, surrounded
by its rubble.
Last chapter-- The heavenly hosts
Where was she now? Jardis was soaring
high above the mountains. She could see the first of the sun’s rays piercing
through the far pine forest. She looked about and saw, what were they? Angels?
So graceful. So bright.
Soaring up ahead. Was it a lion? Where
were its wings?
“Welcome,” She heard it say. “Beloved,
for thou hast loved. No longer a crow. Now thou art one with all of the
heavenly hosts.”
Last chapter-- The Giants
Not long after Richard had been taken
from the Giants, the Giants came into Narnia determined to atone for their bad
behavior. They gushed their apologies to anyone who would listen and they
begged the Narnians to let them do something, some kindness. Initially it was
unsettling for the Narnians to have these large (and not attractive) creatures
so plentiful and so near. But the Narnians listened to their king who told them
that the Giants should be allowed to make amends; and they gave them tasks. The
dwarfs found them useful for expanding their mining operations. The beaver had
them widen their rivers and enlarge their ponds. Quite impressive stone bridges
were built. (It could be that as individuals their intelligence was limited.
But when working together, they could build anything.)
Each morning, before Caspian had his
breakfast, one of the Giants would ask audience of him. “Have we done enough
yet?” the Giant would ask. “May Richard return to us?”
Caspian had no idea how to answer, so he
would simply smile and tell the Giant that all of them were doing wonderfully.
Then one day, Richard reappeared.
The tears of joy that were shed
drenched the land like a spring rain. No one was more joyful than Larry.
And all the Giants’ work stopped. And they
returned to their land.
But Richard, all by himself, would sometimes
come and visit with the Narnians.
On one of his visits Caspian asked
Richard about where he had been during his exile, and Richard told him about
Tom.
“How extraordinary of a person,” Caspian
said to Richard. “To stop an angry group of men with merely his voice.”
Richard looked at him quizzically.
“To be able to speak and to understand
all creatures, even the birds and the squirrels. To call forth Aslan by the
mere striking of a bell.”
Your friend,” said Caspian. “He was
one of the gifted. One of the great ones.”
“A great one?” said Richard.
He thought.
Then he laughed
(as only a Giant can laugh).
“No, no, no” he said. “Tom’s my little
buddy.”
Chapter 20 Epilogue
Her girlfriends told her she had
to see this guy. Their church was sponsoring a servicemen’s club at the
storefront on East and Chestnut. It was less than a mile from the army base
that had been set up outside of town. Initially the base was to house the hordes
of Americans coming over to England to join in the war effort. But Americans
like everything big, and a base that could only accommodate a couple thousand
soldiers was too small for them. So instead the base was used to house soldiers
from Ireland, Scotland, Wales, and the Isle of Man.
One little soldier--soaking wet he
couldn’t have weighed more than 100 pounds. No one escaped his attention and he
made sure he had yours.
“Hey matey,” he would call out.
“What’s your name?” If you dared to ignore him, he would call you by your name.
Like, “David? Well that’s a fine name. Nothing to be ashamed of having a name
like that. Oh, I see, it’s your middle name that’s causing you problems. Matey,
your secret stays with me. Nobody needs to know that you’re David LeRoy, though
as far as I’m concerned, I’d be proud to have such a name. LeRoy—that’s French
isn’t it? Means the king. So just who is it that you are the king of?” Then
he’d extend out his hand, “Mike’s my name,” he would say, “Mike O’Shannessy.”
All that Donna knew when she went
to the servicemen’s club was that one of the soldiers there was funny. Donna
needed some cheering up. The church had asked that the girls not come to the
club unless they were there to share the gospel with the men. For anyone willing,
classes had been held on how to best present the gospel. Donna thought she
might be willing, but she knew she was much too shy, so she never took the
classes.
“Just come anyway,” said Thelma.
“Last night I could have died, I laughed so hard.”
When they opened the front door
Mike had already taken the stage—behind the podium which held a large Bible. A
dog was sitting next to him with one paw up. “Now take that paw of yours,” said
Mike, “And get that flea behind your ear there.” Then Mike barked and the dog
took his paw and began to rigorously scratch behind his ear. “Hey Max, that
lady has a mouse in her purse,” he said looking straight at Donna. Donna
wilted. “Please, no attention. Please, let me just hide. Oh, no, please no,”
she thought frantically to herself. Mike caught himself. “Maybe that’s the
wrong purse. Try that purse over there,” he said. Then he barked and the dog leapt
across the room, grabbed that purse in his teeth, brought it up to where the
podium was and shook the contents of the purse all over the floor. “No mouse,”
said Mike sadly. “And stuff all over the place. Wow, this purse was loaded.
Let’s see here. Here’s a mirror. One, two, three, four, five tubes of lipstick.
A little New Testament. A very nice assortment of gospel tracts: ‘Mr Serviceman,
are you ready to meet your Maker?’ That’s a good question, very good question.
Here's another one: ‘Two Roads, Two Destinies, Which Road will you choose?’
Another good question.
After Mike had gathered everything
back into the purse, he returned it to its owner, apologizing profusely for the
dog who he said had just come in off the street, and was clearly not a Christian
dog. He then went over to Donna and Thelma. “How are you ladies?” he asked.
“I’m sorry, ma’am,” he said to Donna. “I should have been more considerate. It
wasn’t right, me picking on you just as you came in the door. What’s your name,
me lady?” he asked.
Thelma chimed in. “I thought you
knew everyone’s name.”
“Not until they tell me,” said
Mike. “Your friend hasn’t told me her name yet. But she’s told me some other
things, like she doesn’t like me very much and she wishes she had never come
here.” Mike said this almost tearfully. “I should know better,” said Mike. “I’m
such a show-off. I am very sorry.”
“You really don’t know her name?”
said Thelma incredulously. “The boys here say you know everyone’s name and no
one has to say anything. You just know it. They say you’re magic, like a
leprechaun.”
“Oh yeah, right,” said Mike.
“Magic Mike. That’s me. But if I was a leprechaun, I’d get that pot of gold
they say leprechauns have. But I’m afraid I’m just little Mike, always broke,
always looking for a friend.”
“I’m Donna,” said Donna. “I can
see you are a nice man.”
“I’d like to be a nice man. I mean
to be a nice man. But I’m just Mike. Plain Mike.”
This was Donna’s queue. She had
never witnessed before. Now she had to. “ForGodsolovedtheworldthatHegaveHisOnlyBegottenSonthatwhosoeverbelievethinHimshouldnotperishbuthaveeverlastinglife.ForGodsentnotHisSonintotheworldtocondemntheworldbutthattheworldthroughHimmightbelieve.
TrustintheLordwithallyourheartandleannotuntoyourownunderstandingInallyourwaysacknowledgeHimandHewilldirectyourpath.HewhobelievethintheSonhaslifeandHewhobelievethnotiscondemnedalready.”
“Your name is Donna,” said Mike. “And
you feel much better about being here now. That’s good. I like that you are
shy. I’m shy too, but I talk all the time to try to keep the shyness away. It
hurts to be shy, and in this world there are enough things that hurt without
shyness adding to it.”
Thelma was embarrassed and a
little confused. Donna really should have taken that gospel class. What she
said to this man couldn’t have made much sense to him. But what was he saying
to her?
She quickly figured out that Donna
and Mike had fallen in love. “That was the fastest falling in love thing that
I’ve ever seen,” she thought. “He’s such a little squirt. Is she sure about
this?”
“Donna’s pretty small too,” said
Mike to Thelma. “Hardly taller than me,” he said.
Who could believe it? They were
married three weeks later. So was Thelma. She met a soldier that same night,
having wandered away from the stricken young couple.
They had a double wedding. First
Mike and Donna were married. Then Thelma and Ted were married. Their receptions
were together in the church basement.
Donna and Thelma’s grooms were to
be deployed to North Africa.
There had been no time to lose.
Donna had been concerned about
marrying an “unbeliever.” To be “unequally yoked” with someone who did not
share her belief system was not something she was going to do. But Mike was
delighted to get “saved.” He prayed the Prayer of Faith, asking Jesus to come
into his heart. If he died he knew why God should let him into His heaven:
because he had trusted in the finished work of Christ, the One who loved him so
much that He died for him. He had been washed in the blood of the Holy Lamb of
God. Mike forsook gambling, swearing, smoking; and went to the church meeting
three times a week while holding the hand of his girlfriend.
One night together, but no
honeymoon, for Mike and Ted were on the boat the next day with 1200 other
soldiers heading for North Africa.
A man of Mike’s reputed talents was
moved from the artillery to interrogation. In desperate times, and these were
desperate times, torture was deemed a necessity to get information out of the
enemy. An Egyptian who had collaborated with the Nazi’s was brought in.
“God be praised. There is no god
but God. To God we belong and to God we will return. God be praised. I seek
refuge in God from the accursed Satan.” said Mike.
“What are you talking about?” said
his sergeant. “Is this what you think this guy is saying? You don’t even know.
These people, they don’t say God. They say Allah. If you could read his mind,
you would know that.”
“I can’t read minds,” said Mike.
“I told them that. I just can tell what people are saying. But if they don’t
want to talk, I don’t hear anything, and these are the only words this guy has
said in all the time we’ve been here with him.”
“Well you didn’t hear him say God
because these people don’t say God.”
“Then find me another job,” said
Mike. “Send me to kitchen patrol. In these interrogation rooms, people don’t
talk, at least not that I can hear.”
“So what good are you then?” asked
the sergeant.
“No good at all,” said Mike.
One of the generals felt
otherwise. He felt the need for his own personal jester. Just to look at Mike
made him laugh.
Mike was at his side when he was
talking to the Egyptian Field Marshall about coordinating their forces for the
defense of the coast. Mike started singing, “Jesus the very thought of Thee,
with sweetness fills my breast. But better far Thy face to see, and in Thy
presence rest.” The Field Marshall looked at him quizzically. “You are a
Believer,” he said, “to sing that song.”
“Believer?” asked Mike. “I sing
that song because that is the song you are singing. It’s a song I’ve sung
before, over in England at my girlfriend’s church—I mean my wife’s church.”
The Field Marshall began to shake
with emotion. “That song is always in my heart. I did not know my singing went
beyond my heart.”
The general laughed. He said to
the Field Marshall, “You need to keep that song tucked further inside of you so
that boys like my Mike here won’t hear you singing it. That’s the hymn of Bernard
of Clairvaux, the maker of popes and crusades.”
Mike made himself useful to the
general in more ways than being his fool. Before the general spoke, Mike would
bring him what he wanted. Though the general was fluent in several languages,
his understanding of Arabic was limited, as was his understanding of Egyptian
custom. Mike seemed to understand every language and every custom so he served
as the general’s interpreter. But more than being the general’s batboy, interpreter
and fool, Mike listened to the general. He never gave him advice. (It never
entered Mike’s head to give him advice.) And the general knew Mike heard and
understood everything he said to him.
The general gave Mike the rank of
captain, much to the amusement of the other officers. With the rank, came the
pay of a captain; every penny of which Mike sent to his bride.
After the war was over, the
general could not part with his Mike. While the other soldiers went home to
their wives and to their families, Mike stayed with the general. He was given
his leaves, but hardly would he be home when a message would come that the
general had urgent need of him.
But then one day, so very quiet,
so very far away, he heard a voice. “Go home,” it said.
“Home?” thought Mike.
“Home?” he wondered.
“I do have a home,” he told the
general. “I have a wife and two children”
“I need to go home,” he told him.
The general flew him home on a
Bristol Britannia. He landed at the Manchester Airport. The ground crew hurried
to bring up the steps. When the door of the airliner swung open and all that
came out was grinning Mike, the whole crew burst out laughing.
Mike never had money in his pocket.
He was always with the general so he never needed money. But when the general signed
his discharge papers and gave him his final handshake, in the handshake was a
fifty pound note.
Mike hailed a taxicab and gave the
driver his address. When they pulled up to the front of his house, he gave the
driver the fifty pound note.
“Blimey mate, is that all you
got?” asked the driver.
“I’ll be right back,” said Mike.
He ran up to his house and opened the door, “Donna,” he yelled. “You got a
fiver on you?”
Tom came running down the stairs
and took a flying leap into his dad’s arms. “I thought you might be coming home
today,” he said.